starlitsorrow
@kawaiikaitlyn.bsky.social
22 | Demisexual | She/Her | Stoner |
Car Girl | | HRT ~ 4/14/21 🏳️⚧️ | taken - @luxuriabhr.bsky.social ❤️
Car Girl | | HRT ~ 4/14/21 🏳️⚧️ | taken - @luxuriabhr.bsky.social ❤️
Tomorrow is my 3 and a half year anniversary of HRT. I started 4/14/21.
I can't describe how it feels. I never thought I'd make it this far in my life.
I can't describe how it feels. I never thought I'd make it this far in my life.
October 13, 2024 at 3:10 PM
Tomorrow is my 3 and a half year anniversary of HRT. I started 4/14/21.
I can't describe how it feels. I never thought I'd make it this far in my life.
I can't describe how it feels. I never thought I'd make it this far in my life.
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #692,583!
Can't believe I was here before 1 million users lol
Can't believe I was here before 1 million users lol
September 21, 2024 at 2:52 AM
Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #692,583!
Can't believe I was here before 1 million users lol
Can't believe I was here before 1 million users lol
Weighed myself earlier today, saw 114. I've been eating more than I have in idk, a few years?
Last therapy appointment I was 118. I literally can't gain weight
Last therapy appointment I was 118. I literally can't gain weight
September 10, 2024 at 5:56 AM
Weighed myself earlier today, saw 114. I've been eating more than I have in idk, a few years?
Last therapy appointment I was 118. I literally can't gain weight
Last therapy appointment I was 118. I literally can't gain weight
got diagnosed with chronic PTSD today. Another thing to add to my list of mental issues.
kinda already knew I had ptsd but at least i got diagnosed.
kinda already knew I had ptsd but at least i got diagnosed.
September 3, 2024 at 9:04 PM
got diagnosed with chronic PTSD today. Another thing to add to my list of mental issues.
kinda already knew I had ptsd but at least i got diagnosed.
kinda already knew I had ptsd but at least i got diagnosed.
happy to say that I got my progesterone increased to 200mg today!
August 31, 2024 at 4:35 AM
happy to say that I got my progesterone increased to 200mg today!
I'll never experience the joy of giving birth to kids of my own. I'll probably never be a mother at all because of how expensive adoption is. It eats away at me.
August 31, 2024 at 4:11 AM
I'll never experience the joy of giving birth to kids of my own. I'll probably never be a mother at all because of how expensive adoption is. It eats away at me.
Played through indigo park. I am obsessed.
August 14, 2024 at 2:32 AM
Played through indigo park. I am obsessed.
did a bunch of pills the other day, my ears have been constantly ringing ever since and I can barely sleep now.
waiting to see if its permanent
waiting to see if its permanent
August 11, 2024 at 10:01 PM
did a bunch of pills the other day, my ears have been constantly ringing ever since and I can barely sleep now.
waiting to see if its permanent
waiting to see if its permanent
All I have are lesser days and everyone's abandoned me. I try to chase nostalgia but it never feels the same, if I disappear just know I'm in a better place.
August 9, 2024 at 9:41 PM
All I have are lesser days and everyone's abandoned me. I try to chase nostalgia but it never feels the same, if I disappear just know I'm in a better place.
I am just a hollow husk of the person I could've been if I was raised in a loving and not neglectful home. I will likely never know what my life could've been, seems like its coming to an end soon.
August 9, 2024 at 7:58 PM
I am just a hollow husk of the person I could've been if I was raised in a loving and not neglectful home. I will likely never know what my life could've been, seems like its coming to an end soon.
"suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
well yeah, thats the whole point of a solution. Why would you want a temporary solution?
well yeah, thats the whole point of a solution. Why would you want a temporary solution?
August 8, 2024 at 4:42 PM
"suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem"
well yeah, thats the whole point of a solution. Why would you want a temporary solution?
well yeah, thats the whole point of a solution. Why would you want a temporary solution?
some say its fun to chase the high but I am not laughing, and what you don't understand and what you're not grasping, is I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it
July 30, 2024 at 10:54 PM
some say its fun to chase the high but I am not laughing, and what you don't understand and what you're not grasping, is I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it
i can't believe i made it to 22
July 25, 2024 at 3:50 PM
i can't believe i made it to 22
Every day has been getting harder and harder... I have an appointment in a couple days with my new therapist that I've been waiting for the past month, but I've been questioning if I'll even make it.
All I want to do is go for a walk to the nearest bridge and finally get what I want for a change.
All I want to do is go for a walk to the nearest bridge and finally get what I want for a change.
July 16, 2024 at 8:27 PM
Every day has been getting harder and harder... I have an appointment in a couple days with my new therapist that I've been waiting for the past month, but I've been questioning if I'll even make it.
All I want to do is go for a walk to the nearest bridge and finally get what I want for a change.
All I want to do is go for a walk to the nearest bridge and finally get what I want for a change.
I'm in Missouri and it's currently 94 degrees, feels like 107.
I fucking hate the older generations for not caring about the planet. I don't want to burn to death for the rest of my life on this awful planet..urgh
I fucking hate the older generations for not caring about the planet. I don't want to burn to death for the rest of my life on this awful planet..urgh
July 15, 2024 at 10:56 PM
I'm in Missouri and it's currently 94 degrees, feels like 107.
I fucking hate the older generations for not caring about the planet. I don't want to burn to death for the rest of my life on this awful planet..urgh
I fucking hate the older generations for not caring about the planet. I don't want to burn to death for the rest of my life on this awful planet..urgh
I live with ghosts inside my head, the memories of people I used to know.
July 15, 2024 at 4:27 PM
I live with ghosts inside my head, the memories of people I used to know.
given how severe the heat is because of global warming I suggest that we all switch to being nocturnal. Sleep during the day, go out and do things during the night when its cooler outside. I'd love it.
July 15, 2024 at 7:13 AM
given how severe the heat is because of global warming I suggest that we all switch to being nocturnal. Sleep during the day, go out and do things during the night when its cooler outside. I'd love it.
1 more month until I turn 22, where has my life gone
June 25, 2024 at 2:48 PM
1 more month until I turn 22, where has my life gone
that feeling when you know you're close to a suicide attempt but you feel too guilty to call the 988 because you might take away resources from someone who needs it more than me. Idk what to do
June 22, 2024 at 9:58 PM
that feeling when you know you're close to a suicide attempt but you feel too guilty to call the 988 because you might take away resources from someone who needs it more than me. Idk what to do
any furry artists doing commisions? I want to make a fursona
June 22, 2024 at 7:33 AM
any furry artists doing commisions? I want to make a fursona
Reposted by starlitsorrow
If you take anything away from Bluesky tonight, don't take away anger. Take away this idea:
Tell someone how important they are to you. Do it tonight. Send a text, make a phone call, say it in person. Remind someone that they are valuable to you and that they bring you joy just through existing.
Tell someone how important they are to you. Do it tonight. Send a text, make a phone call, say it in person. Remind someone that they are valuable to you and that they bring you joy just through existing.
June 21, 2024 at 3:04 AM
If you take anything away from Bluesky tonight, don't take away anger. Take away this idea:
Tell someone how important they are to you. Do it tonight. Send a text, make a phone call, say it in person. Remind someone that they are valuable to you and that they bring you joy just through existing.
Tell someone how important they are to you. Do it tonight. Send a text, make a phone call, say it in person. Remind someone that they are valuable to you and that they bring you joy just through existing.
It's so hard trying to survive when you're suicidal every day, and abusing substances is your only coping method. I'm on a new anxiety medication and have a therapy appointment scheduled in a week or so.
If my life doesn't improve by my birthday next month, I'm finally going to attempt again.
If my life doesn't improve by my birthday next month, I'm finally going to attempt again.
June 17, 2024 at 10:50 PM
It's so hard trying to survive when you're suicidal every day, and abusing substances is your only coping method. I'm on a new anxiety medication and have a therapy appointment scheduled in a week or so.
If my life doesn't improve by my birthday next month, I'm finally going to attempt again.
If my life doesn't improve by my birthday next month, I'm finally going to attempt again.
I watched "I saw the tv glow" earlier today with my boyfriend because everyone on tiktok was talking about it, and wow... it really changed my perspective on some things and reminded me how far I've come.
I absolutely recommend seeing it if you're interested in what the trans experience is like.
I absolutely recommend seeing it if you're interested in what the trans experience is like.
June 14, 2024 at 9:48 PM
I watched "I saw the tv glow" earlier today with my boyfriend because everyone on tiktok was talking about it, and wow... it really changed my perspective on some things and reminded me how far I've come.
I absolutely recommend seeing it if you're interested in what the trans experience is like.
I absolutely recommend seeing it if you're interested in what the trans experience is like.
Reposted by starlitsorrow
“Why should I pay to hire a plumber or an electrician when I can install a leaky toilet and do the faulty wiring myself?” said local landlord Bogdan Popescu, swinging a hammer as he drove a bent nail into a broken step on a fire escape.
Landlord Prides Himself On Doing All Own Code Violations
CHICAGO—Saying he had long ago developed the skills necessary to keep his rental properties one inspection away from being condemned, local landlord Bogdan Popescu told reporters Monday he prided hims...
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June 13, 2024 at 4:57 PM
“Why should I pay to hire a plumber or an electrician when I can install a leaky toilet and do the faulty wiring myself?” said local landlord Bogdan Popescu, swinging a hammer as he drove a bent nail into a broken step on a fire escape.
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I ate all the queer microlabels. You can now just do what makes you happy and not think about it
June 12, 2024 at 11:02 PM
I ate all the queer microlabels. You can now just do what makes you happy and not think about it