Probably

I don't think I want grad school admissions committees to know. Maybe if it was a few years ago, but now it seems like it could only hurt.

Not really just based on timing, but I'll often get annoyed or angry about someone doing something but then the second they apologize I no longer care at all

no it was. i get very analytical with weed.

yes. that's when i tweet the most.

still true sober honestly

wait that last one should obviously be gorgug. not fig.

Also I was high and watching paranoia when I posted this so get off my back

And the sketches in general because obviously it's scripted. But when she does unscripted stuff she just seems fully herself and I can't tell what's heightened for comedy like I can with other people.

Okay that's the only thing. I'd forgotten about that.

iive made a list of everything that's impeding my release into a nirvana-esque self-actualization. if i am the most physically and emotionally relaxed as possible i can collapse into a black hole and become one with the universe.

i have the list for shopping tomorrow so i can try tomorrow night

But I think if I manage to heal myself in two specific areas then I might be able to do the full sex, love, marriage thing. We'll see what happens. But letting go of my hope for it to change is necessary in order to heal those things.