Ben
@justletmeforget.bsky.social
Lost in a carefully crafted wonderland. They/Them 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird
#SaveStation19
https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profile
Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird
#SaveStation19
https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profile
✨UPDATE✨
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
March 4, 2025 at 9:28 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
✨UPDATE✨
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
February 2, 2025 at 9:08 PM
✨UPDATE✨
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
January 23, 2025 at 1:04 AM
✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
✨FINAL UPDATE✨
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 18, 2025 at 4:55 PM
✨FINAL UPDATE✨
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 14, 2025 at 10:03 AM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 12, 2025 at 2:10 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 7, 2025 at 7:05 AM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 3, 2025 at 4:24 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
December 26, 2024 at 11:36 AM
✨UPDATE✨
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
✨UPDATE✨
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
December 26, 2024 at 12:18 AM
✨UPDATE✨
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
December 21, 2024 at 4:13 AM
✨UPDATE✨
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
✨UPDATE✨
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
December 17, 2024 at 8:17 PM
✨UPDATE✨
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
December 15, 2024 at 5:35 AM
I miss writing happier things more than I can express.
#Station19
#Station19
December 15, 2024 at 4:30 AM
I miss writing happier things more than I can express.
#Station19
#Station19
I do also wish some people would have a little more patience and not push so hard. For me, it makes me almost not want to work on it at all. I’m all for interest and excitement and being ready for that next update, but there doesn’t need to be pushing. It doesn’t make the line move any faster.
December 14, 2024 at 6:19 PM
I do also wish some people would have a little more patience and not push so hard. For me, it makes me almost not want to work on it at all. I’m all for interest and excitement and being ready for that next update, but there doesn’t need to be pushing. It doesn’t make the line move any faster.
Since I could hold a pencil. I used to make up stories when I was younger. I seriously picked it up when I was like 10-11
December 13, 2024 at 8:49 PM
Since I could hold a pencil. I used to make up stories when I was younger. I seriously picked it up when I was like 10-11
❤️❤️ definitely not always gentle but I’m happy to be able to provide someone something that resembles safety.
December 13, 2024 at 7:33 PM
❤️❤️ definitely not always gentle but I’m happy to be able to provide someone something that resembles safety.
I’m honestly not able to make that decision. I think they’re both attractive
December 13, 2024 at 6:20 PM
I’m honestly not able to make that decision. I think they’re both attractive
I talk to everyone. Everyone gives valuable feedback in their own unique ways.
December 13, 2024 at 4:44 PM
I talk to everyone. Everyone gives valuable feedback in their own unique ways.
There’s always something that someone doesn’t know and that’s okay.
December 13, 2024 at 3:57 PM
There’s always something that someone doesn’t know and that’s okay.
Yes. I’m capable of taking care of myself and home effectively.
December 13, 2024 at 1:10 PM
Yes. I’m capable of taking care of myself and home effectively.
Personality is everything. I love being able to laugh and tell jokes but also have an intellectual conversation. Being physically attracted is just an added bonus. I’m a sucker for eyes and eye contact though too.
December 13, 2024 at 2:22 AM
Personality is everything. I love being able to laugh and tell jokes but also have an intellectual conversation. Being physically attracted is just an added bonus. I’m a sucker for eyes and eye contact though too.
That’s very kind of you. Thank you. Yes, I do intend to work towards publishing more of my work. Hopefully through a publisher but independently if necessary.
December 12, 2024 at 9:12 PM
That’s very kind of you. Thank you. Yes, I do intend to work towards publishing more of my work. Hopefully through a publisher but independently if necessary.
This is hard to answer unfortunately. It’s a mixture of things. Some of them are personal and some of them are rooted in the desire to remind myself to live in the now. The idea itself came to me though in the shower like most good ideas tend to.
December 12, 2024 at 9:04 PM
This is hard to answer unfortunately. It’s a mixture of things. Some of them are personal and some of them are rooted in the desire to remind myself to live in the now. The idea itself came to me though in the shower like most good ideas tend to.