Ben
@justletmeforget.bsky.social
Lost in a carefully crafted wonderland. They/Them 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird
#SaveStation19
https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profile
Author of #LittleWhiteLies and #BlueBird
#SaveStation19
https://archiveofourown.org/users/JustLetMeForget/profile
✨UPDATE✨
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
March 4, 2025 at 9:28 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
Ch3: The Gutter
"I’m really tired of breaking my house.”
“Wait, you’re breaking your house?”
archiveofourown.org/works/595218...
#Station19 #HandyMaam
✨UPDATE✨
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
February 2, 2025 at 9:08 PM
✨UPDATE✨
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
[Maya Bishop]: I’m scared.
[Carina DeLuca]: So am I, but I’ll do it anyway because you’re worth it.
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
The moment you realize forever isn't going to be long enough.
February 1, 2025 at 5:14 PM
The moment you realize forever isn't going to be long enough.
Reposted by Ben
“i am just trying to exist.” - maya deluca-bishop❤️🩹
January 25, 2025 at 3:38 PM
“i am just trying to exist.” - maya deluca-bishop❤️🩹
✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
January 23, 2025 at 1:04 AM
✨New Release - One Shot: She Was Elysian✨
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
“I’m right here. I have you. You’re safe.”
Carina smiled, eyes still closed. “You promise?”
“Pinky kind.”
archiveofourown.org/works/62408995
#Station19
✨FINAL UPDATE✨
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 18, 2025 at 4:55 PM
✨FINAL UPDATE✨
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
CH. 28: Forever More
Let's pretend for just one more minute.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 14, 2025 at 10:03 AM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 27: To Have and To Hold
“I don’t want to stop."
“Then don’t. Don’t ever stop.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 12, 2025 at 2:10 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 26: My Soul Was Always Yours
Maya’s memory deserved more from her than to be kept in a box as if it were something to be ashamed of.
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 7, 2025 at 7:05 AM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch 25: Like You Were in My Past
“Just because something isn’t necessary doesn’t mean that I don’t want to do it. You’ve done enough for everyone. Let me help you.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
[zero self-control]
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
January 3, 2025 at 4:24 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
Ch. 24: Not When You're Tangled in My Present
“How did you manage to get through it?”
“Pretending.” Carina shrugged. “I convinced myself she was happy.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
I want to sing this song until I'm hoarse but everyone in the house is asleep. Why does my inner monster want to rage at the most inconvenient times????
a woman is laughing in front of a mirror while another woman holds her hand to her face .
ALT: a woman is laughing in front of a mirror while another woman holds her hand to her face .
media.tenor.com
December 27, 2024 at 4:54 AM
I want to sing this song until I'm hoarse but everyone in the house is asleep. Why does my inner monster want to rage at the most inconvenient times????
✨UPDATE✨
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
December 26, 2024 at 11:36 AM
✨UPDATE✨
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
I sat up slowly, eyes glued to the screen as the puzzle pieces started to click into place. The dress, the pearls, the fear.
“Oh, God, she’s pulling an Evelyn Hugo…”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#Station191#LittleWhiteLieses
✨UPDATE✨
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
December 26, 2024 at 12:18 AM
✨UPDATE✨
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
“I–” She closed her mouth again and shook it. No, she needed Maya. She needed her like she needed air, needed water, needed light. She needed her regardless of the possibility of consequence. “Have a good day.”
archiveofourown.org/works/568827...
#Station19 #BlueBird
✨UPDATE✨
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
December 21, 2024 at 4:13 AM
✨UPDATE✨
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
She shivered just thinking about it, goosebumps flooding her legs. She knew she should be ashamed of herself, but she couldn’t bring herself to feel anything but painfully turned on.
archiveofourown.org/works/59521828…#Station191#HandyMaamam
✨UPDATE✨
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
December 17, 2024 at 8:17 PM
✨UPDATE✨
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
CH 39
“Carina, are you sure you want to do this?”
archiveofourown.org/works/553391...
#Station19 #LittleWhiteLies
December 15, 2024 at 5:35 AM
I miss writing happier things more than I can express.
#Station19
#Station19
December 15, 2024 at 4:30 AM
I miss writing happier things more than I can express.
#Station19
#Station19
Reposted by Ben
Reposted by Ben
they are the moment <3
December 13, 2024 at 9:06 PM
they are the moment <3
Reposted by Ben
i don’t think i’ll be moving on from here for a while🫠
December 13, 2024 at 5:01 PM
i don’t think i’ll be moving on from here for a while🫠
Reposted by Ben
red is her colour.❤️
December 13, 2024 at 5:16 PM
red is her colour.❤️
Reposted by Ben
The faces of “oh your mamma is mad” and “aspetta solo fino a quando non arriviamo a casa.”
Maya in fact was not the strict parent 😅
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
Maya in fact was not the strict parent 😅
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
December 12, 2024 at 11:26 PM
The faces of “oh your mamma is mad” and “aspetta solo fino a quando non arriviamo a casa.”
Maya in fact was not the strict parent 😅
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
Maya in fact was not the strict parent 😅
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
Reposted by Ben
If confidence had a visual representation, it’d be Spampi’s hair flip 😮💨
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
December 12, 2024 at 9:16 AM
If confidence had a visual representation, it’d be Spampi’s hair flip 😮💨
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
🩺🚒❤️🔥
#Station19 #MarinaSpinOff
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 38: Maya
“Thumper… You gave us all a heart attack.”
“Sorry.”
“You should be,” he said with a smile. “How dare you get blown up?”
“It wasn’t high on the priority list.”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#LittleWhiteLiese#Station1919
Ch. 38: Maya
“Thumper… You gave us all a heart attack.”
“Sorry.”
“You should be,” he said with a smile. “How dare you get blown up?”
“It wasn’t high on the priority list.”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#LittleWhiteLiese#Station1919
December 11, 2024 at 2:31 PM
✨UPDATE✨
Ch. 38: Maya
“Thumper… You gave us all a heart attack.”
“Sorry.”
“You should be,” he said with a smile. “How dare you get blown up?”
“It wasn’t high on the priority list.”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#LittleWhiteLiese#Station1919
Ch. 38: Maya
“Thumper… You gave us all a heart attack.”
“Sorry.”
“You should be,” he said with a smile. “How dare you get blown up?”
“It wasn’t high on the priority list.”
archiveofourown.org/works/55339132…#LittleWhiteLiese#Station1919