same! i can't stop talking to my coworkers about it.

🥰😘

tysm 🥲🧡

i see my chosen family a minimum of once per week. play a lot of DND. care for my community cats and neighbors. i have career aspirations again. i jog and swim and jump and dance. i love everything i do and im so fucking happy to have saved my life through my transition. i have no fear.

as 2025 is nearing its close, i have made so many new friends, i've started a new niche in my career, we've tripled our income, i don't need therapy, or opiates, or muscle relaxers, or to numb myself with dabs. i have a beautiful spouse, and joyfriend, and an amazing meta.

i started T in jan/feb 2024, got the right cocktail of meds for my pain, got on anti depressants, had top surgery, started losing what would later be 70lbs, became employed again for the first time in two years, and healing my relationship with my spouse.

in 2023 my brother forced me out of the closet and then berated me for 4 hours. he told me if it actually made me happier he'd be happy. in 2023 i was unemployed, 10k in credit card debt, suicidal, in my way to 350lbs, and in constant pain with daily migraine.

32 💅🏻

From all the talking, right?

i can't believe at one point i let someone convince me this was a bad thing. to be burdened with the task of loving something. 🙄

I'm hungry.

i have one brain cell operating the inside/outside thought switch and he's the one that smokes all my weed.