- dad is busy. so I came to a solution to take the bus. and they told me they don't want me doing that (bc of their negative experiences taking the bus growing up). so... what do I do? and now they're mad at me. and I feel overwhelmed with guilt. there is no option. there is nothing I can do.

2017-2018 (?)

"use common sense, you're so stupid" common sense is realizing that communication is so much easier than just playing a guessing game. yesterday it's a certain rule and today it's different and I'm just supposed to know that? how does anyone follow?

how can you look me in the eyes and tell me you ran every test when turns out, it was a very simple antibody deficiency that could be fixed with a quick vaccine shot? 2016-2024 my life was a living hell. and 6 of those years I was paying money to 2 colleges that would then drop my major TWICE.

so either I pay $1,400 for my classes this semester, or I drop out. I have already wasted 6 years of my life because doctors misdiagnosed me and mistreated me for years and I couldn't function normally in life. how do you miss that someone is not breathing in their sleep after 2 sleep studies?

no literally, I have to pay $1,400 because I have been going back and forth with my bank for a month regarding my student loans and why they couldn't open. they just kept telling me they were working on it. I spoke to higher ups, and finally today, they told me it can't be re-opened at all.