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do I am not allowed to drive because of unpredictable dizzy spells where I lose my vision, so I am trying to find a way to finish this semester and get to work. 2/3 of my professors cannot have me tune in via zoom to class. so I have to get my parents to take me, but my mom doesn't want to and my -
November 21, 2025 at 5:50 AM
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me knowing the last ever to kill a king album comes out in less than 6 hours:
November 20, 2025 at 11:36 PM
I don't know how I'm going to finish college and get my degree. it's health issue after health issue. with this one, I'm not allowed to drive anymore. the end of the semester is one less than a month and I can't make it to class.
November 19, 2025 at 12:15 AM
time for my anxiety ridden brain to play a game of "is it a vestibular migraine or a mini stroke?"
November 16, 2025 at 5:26 AM
I hate rainy weather. I took a turn today and my car spun out of control and it ended up on the sidewalk. I'm okay, no one was hurt, car is fine. but man.
November 9, 2025 at 9:04 PM
lovely little brains oh what a little little squishy pink pasta
November 4, 2025 at 3:59 AM
I'm only getting 0-2.75 hours a week now...
October 30, 2025 at 10:45 PM
everyone is going from 11 hours a week to 3 I CANT PAY FOR COLLEGE ANYMORE
October 20, 2025 at 11:38 PM
work is cutting hours again :'( but I'll just look around for more opportunities
October 18, 2025 at 4:23 PM
been ignoring my health problems for awhile because of all the trouble I've had with doctors dismissing me for 8-10 years and my parents being annoyed with how "something is always wrong with me".
but I talked it out with my mom and that was nice.
October 3, 2025 at 5:58 AM
does anyone else know why I have very strong emotions towards going to the doctor? whenever I need to go I push it off, and now I'm crying? I'm not sure if it's because I was dismissed for 8 years (it ended up being several big things)but I am terrified. I don't want to be put down again.
September 30, 2025 at 4:19 AM
trying to stretch and get back into working out since my health problems have been treated, but realizing that I have tight hamstrings, calves, hips, and back is not fun :')
September 27, 2025 at 3:47 AM
uhhhhh photography thread 🌿📷
September 27, 2025 at 3:40 AM
I want to make music. I mean I already am but I should actually record and try producing a little
September 27, 2025 at 3:39 AM
this is the beginning of the end I can't bring myself to listen yet
September 27, 2025 at 3:38 AM
I just now deleted the vent app :/ only because my phone storage was 98% full
September 27, 2025 at 3:37 AM
"this is crazy, look at what ADHD meds have me doing" and it's just studying
September 23, 2025 at 8:48 PM
why do I talk to myself every night about the bad things I went through years ago
September 19, 2025 at 4:09 AM
why do people get mad when you ask clarifying questions? I VALUE COMMUNICATION AND I DONT WANT TO MESS UP. and everyone wants different things at different times, how am I supposed to read your mind?
September 6, 2025 at 7:11 AM
why do I have to pay for other people's mistakes?
August 29, 2025 at 8:23 PM
TWI'm having panic attack in the stairs at school and I can't move and I tried to get a hold of assessibity and counseling seveives and I can't and the lady didn't know what I was asking for amd transferred me to someone who is not there and I want to hurt myself because I deserve it
August 18, 2025 at 8:47 PM
it w I'll put a financial strain on us and it is putting a strain on us now and I don't think I'm good enough for him
August 18, 2025 at 8:46 PM
he's not reassuring me and instead it's maximizing my worries
August 18, 2025 at 8:45 PM
every day is a reminder of my past health issues. it's why I'm still in college trying to get my associates at 24, and why I probably won't get that 2 YEAR degree until I'm 26. I fell robbed. crying to doctors for 8-10 years while they all dismissed me. every day is a reminder of that.
August 18, 2025 at 8:31 PM
HEY. so you know how I had to leave my old college because they dissolved my major? I got to a new college that accepted me on such short notice, but didn't take my credits so I had to start all over again. a couple years later, GUESS WHAT THIS COLLEGE IS DOING?????!!??
August 12, 2025 at 4:05 PM