The amount of... I don't know how else to describe it, but relief? Like a physical weight slowly being lifted from just these small affirmations has been amazing the last couple days.

Thank you! This is very encouraging, because even though this is a pretty sure thing for me at this point, part of me still feels like this can't be real, or I'm just faking it.

I've been doing little things like mentally referring to myself as she/her and trying to think up a new name.

I've been reading this all day!
It has described me so perfectly that it almost seems obvious now.

I cannot thank you enough for posting this. This site feels like it was specifically written about me to tell me to wake up. It is *painfully* accurate to my experience.

No idea what's next, but for the first time in my life, I feel like I have to do something. I can't just bury this again.

Thank you all for the replies. I don't have time to reply to everyone but I am reading them all.
This is literally the first time I've even really mentioned gender to anyone so it's kind of a lot for me, but thank you all for being very supportive.

I feel like I'm too autistic to tell if this means something or if I just need to get out more

Did you experience diaphoria or other "motivation" to transition?

I'm a cis dude and I don't have distress from my gender, I kinda feel like I just don't care either way.

But I find myself seeking out a lot of trans stuff like memes (even pre BlueSky) and reading all of the KTP estrogen guide.

Need another cigg