My spotify wrapped came out to ~140 days of listening to music nonstop.

Interesting to see how things played out with the trainwreck that was this year for me.

Day 1 of HRT

I have been playing this god damn fucking game for 19 years.

Super hyped to celebrate! (My main will be 18 years old in Feb 🫠)

Fun fact: I started playing WoW through the GotWoW? Community (Pirated Alpha Server)

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Drops enabled

Them: The economy is doing better

Majority of people living in the economy:

It's not Wednesday yet but no reason we can't get over the hump early.

Trans awareness week🏳️‍⚧️

Come join and lets hangout :)

(Hopefully servers actually go up at 11...)

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My mom said if this is what you mean by being trans then I'm ok with it.

She has a lot of work to do still but it is sweet that she is trying.

(The actor is non-binary; but this is a lot coming from her TBH)

I clean up nicely.

FUCK SHAVING.

Refer to photo of all the body hair and realize all the fucking hell I went thru for this photo.

This choker is so damn cute. I still got a lot of chest hair I need to address (Looked like a husky shedded when I was done)

I tried waxing but not enough hair is being pulled off so I'm not sure how to get this hair without causing ingrown hairs.

Waiting on some tops to arrive so I can match something with this skirt but I love this lipstick color. Feel like I can wear it in public with nobody looking twice.

I bit the bullet and bought these. Sadly it's gonna make me 6ft but they're so fucking cute and are at least (hopefully) in my size.

Thinking these with fishnet stockings + the goth open front skirt with the sheer shoulder top and choker is gonna make such a cute look.

I need estrogen RIGHT NOW so my feet can shrink and I can wear these, omg

Twitch Drops are enabled! Come get your cute dottie pet and riding camel!

Talking about my transition, blizzcon and 10.2!

I've missed you all and I'm hoping to be able to stream a little bit more than I have been

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These are some of my deepest insecurities and things that have kept me from choosing to transition.

My hope is by sharing this and showing my progression that others like me can help combat their own insecurities and be their authentic selves.

This photo is so damn euphoric.

I haven't even started estrogen yet.

I feel very excited knowing I can already look *THIS* cute and fem.

I'm excited to see what 6 months of estrogen + electrolysis + long hair AND actually having makeup on will do.

So fucking hyped for my journey.

I can't begin to describe how pretty I feel.

Gender therapy evaluation went amazing.

Hopefully on E within the month and I can finally be mE.