@jessalilmore.bsky.social
You tried your best and you failed miserably. The lesson is: never try.
saw a thing that said neurodivergent people don't like having their name said or saying their name bc there's a weird disconnect from it - like i'm playing a character and that's my character's name not my "real" name which feels especially true when i have customers read my name tag
February 4, 2026 at 5:36 PM
saw a thing that said neurodivergent people don't like having their name said or saying their name bc there's a weird disconnect from it - like i'm playing a character and that's my character's name not my "real" name which feels especially true when i have customers read my name tag
okay i cant turn everything into a haiku : i hate car insurance i hate that i get the "your payment is due in 2 weeks" text whenever it im already drowning in other debt
February 4, 2026 at 4:35 PM
okay i cant turn everything into a haiku : i hate car insurance i hate that i get the "your payment is due in 2 weeks" text whenever it im already drowning in other debt
childhood bedroom/ moon gazing from the window/ painful nostalgia
February 2, 2026 at 9:42 AM
childhood bedroom/ moon gazing from the window/ painful nostalgia
don't change plans on me/ if you must i'd like to know/ keep me in the loop
February 1, 2026 at 6:15 PM
don't change plans on me/ if you must i'd like to know/ keep me in the loop
bitter and angry/ all i said was im hungry/ this is so stupid
February 1, 2026 at 6:09 PM
bitter and angry/ all i said was im hungry/ this is so stupid
next time i drink im gonna start shouting the number of shots that im on before i take it so i can keep track
January 29, 2026 at 4:36 AM
next time i drink im gonna start shouting the number of shots that im on before i take it so i can keep track
want to spend money/ chasing dopamine again/ i don't need that chair
but i still want it/ no work for two weeks next month/ be responsible
pay my bills buy food/ never enough fun money/ use the damn supplies
and when i finish/ what do i do with it then/ no more selling shit
but i still want it/ no work for two weeks next month/ be responsible
pay my bills buy food/ never enough fun money/ use the damn supplies
and when i finish/ what do i do with it then/ no more selling shit
January 28, 2026 at 8:37 AM
want to spend money/ chasing dopamine again/ i don't need that chair
but i still want it/ no work for two weeks next month/ be responsible
pay my bills buy food/ never enough fun money/ use the damn supplies
and when i finish/ what do i do with it then/ no more selling shit
but i still want it/ no work for two weeks next month/ be responsible
pay my bills buy food/ never enough fun money/ use the damn supplies
and when i finish/ what do i do with it then/ no more selling shit
listen i was falling asleep at like 10:30 and i very well could have been fully knocked out IF SOMEONE DISNT DECIDE TO FUCKINF FACETIME ME ANS MAKE ALL MY DEVICES RING AT ONCE AND THEN GET MAD WHEN THE CORTISOL SPIKE DISORIENTED TF OUT OF ME NOW LOOK JTS ALMOST ONE AM I HATE YOU!!!!!
January 28, 2026 at 8:28 AM
listen i was falling asleep at like 10:30 and i very well could have been fully knocked out IF SOMEONE DISNT DECIDE TO FUCKINF FACETIME ME ANS MAKE ALL MY DEVICES RING AT ONCE AND THEN GET MAD WHEN THE CORTISOL SPIKE DISORIENTED TF OUT OF ME NOW LOOK JTS ALMOST ONE AM I HATE YOU!!!!!
you push my buttons/ why didn't you let me leave/ i hate being scared
January 28, 2026 at 8:15 AM
you push my buttons/ why didn't you let me leave/ i hate being scared
feel stuck in my head/ just chasing dopamine hits/ what happened to dreams
January 28, 2026 at 8:11 AM
feel stuck in my head/ just chasing dopamine hits/ what happened to dreams
today at work we were talking about accents & i mentioned that when i was in college a friend told me i have a bit of a spanish accent when i speak english & ive been self conscious about it ever since but then my coworker (R) was like no i remember when i started asking A if you spoke spanish
January 28, 2026 at 6:04 AM
today at work we were talking about accents & i mentioned that when i was in college a friend told me i have a bit of a spanish accent when i speak english & ive been self conscious about it ever since but then my coworker (R) was like no i remember when i started asking A if you spoke spanish
going to bed late / waking up way too early / can't wait for my leave
January 26, 2026 at 4:25 PM
going to bed late / waking up way too early / can't wait for my leave
doom scrolled all damn day/ back in my own cozy bed/ need to organize
January 26, 2026 at 8:44 AM
doom scrolled all damn day/ back in my own cozy bed/ need to organize
being mexican is so annoying sometimes... i opened up a glass jar that i bought to put some peanut butter in it so i can take it to work to eat my apples with - WHY DOES IT SMELL LIKE CHILI???
January 24, 2026 at 5:35 PM
being mexican is so annoying sometimes... i opened up a glass jar that i bought to put some peanut butter in it so i can take it to work to eat my apples with - WHY DOES IT SMELL LIKE CHILI???
sleepy tired long day/ i have to pack tomorrow/ i wish i was rich
January 24, 2026 at 8:43 AM
sleepy tired long day/ i have to pack tomorrow/ i wish i was rich
rush to find pablo/ quick cuddle before shower/ i hate allergies
January 24, 2026 at 5:38 AM
rush to find pablo/ quick cuddle before shower/ i hate allergies
smarter than you think / fuck your big ass blue poncho / next customer please
January 23, 2026 at 11:44 PM
smarter than you think / fuck your big ass blue poncho / next customer please
watched a video where they give different things to fill ur time w instead of doom scrolling and one of them is writing haikus so prepare for random poems lmao
January 23, 2026 at 11:42 PM
watched a video where they give different things to fill ur time w instead of doom scrolling and one of them is writing haikus so prepare for random poems lmao
bright lights above me / laying down on the break couch / four more hours to go
January 23, 2026 at 11:41 PM
bright lights above me / laying down on the break couch / four more hours to go
i hate the look of the 17 pro series but i loooove the colors of the base 17 but when i watched a comparison video they were basically like don't do it, don't switch from a 15 pro to a base model bc you'll be losing ur camera quality & goddammit that's the reason i got the pro in the first place!!!!
January 21, 2026 at 7:58 AM
i hate the look of the 17 pro series but i loooove the colors of the base 17 but when i watched a comparison video they were basically like don't do it, don't switch from a 15 pro to a base model bc you'll be losing ur camera quality & goddammit that's the reason i got the pro in the first place!!!!
i resent the need to have to parent my bitch ass mom. she was never fucking around when i was growing up bc she would just get home from work to change and then immediately leave to the casino leaving me alone from the age of 14 and beyond so to have to be like "wear a coat" "drink some water"
January 20, 2026 at 7:25 PM
i resent the need to have to parent my bitch ass mom. she was never fucking around when i was growing up bc she would just get home from work to change and then immediately leave to the casino leaving me alone from the age of 14 and beyond so to have to be like "wear a coat" "drink some water"
i've had fleeting moments where i think "perhaps i would like to be a parent one day" but then it's immediately followed by "and prove all those YoULL cHaNgE yOuR MiNd SoMeDaY mf's right??? NAH NVM" lmao
January 20, 2026 at 4:16 PM
i've had fleeting moments where i think "perhaps i would like to be a parent one day" but then it's immediately followed by "and prove all those YoULL cHaNgE yOuR MiNd SoMeDaY mf's right??? NAH NVM" lmao
as much as i'm dreading have to get surgery again i unfortunately am looking forward to my possible 2 week "vacation" (doctor prescribed recovery time) which is just sad lmao
January 17, 2026 at 5:30 PM
as much as i'm dreading have to get surgery again i unfortunately am looking forward to my possible 2 week "vacation" (doctor prescribed recovery time) which is just sad lmao
i feel like a true sign of youth is skinny ass arms - like my arms are just a little thicker all the way around now despite working out/losing weight and i look back on pictures of me in my early 20's and i'm going "you were so thin, body dysmorphia is a curse"
January 13, 2026 at 8:03 PM
i feel like a true sign of youth is skinny ass arms - like my arms are just a little thicker all the way around now despite working out/losing weight and i look back on pictures of me in my early 20's and i'm going "you were so thin, body dysmorphia is a curse"
i'm so sick of speaking spanish but i literally got a triple play yesterday BECAUSE i speak spanish and my one coworker i opened with doesn't. im starting to think in spanish like that's how overworked i feel
January 12, 2026 at 5:54 PM
i'm so sick of speaking spanish but i literally got a triple play yesterday BECAUSE i speak spanish and my one coworker i opened with doesn't. im starting to think in spanish like that's how overworked i feel