JanelleWalden
@janellewalden.bsky.social
(she/her)/novelist/gamer/aspiring youtuber/lover of all things gothic/& a chronically depressed cynic too!...what more could you want?
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JanelleWalden
@janellewalden.bsky.social
· Jun 27
so, i just got told i have til halloween to find another place to live, & i have absolutely zero options other than homelessness, so i'm too much of a wreck right now for anything else at all 😭
why is this the first time i'm hearing/seeing this song? 👏 youtu.be/OjTgUdQlLtI
Morgan St. Jean - Not All Men
YouTube video by MorganStJeanVEVO
youtu.be
September 22, 2025 at 12:01 PM
why is this the first time i'm hearing/seeing this song? 👏 youtu.be/OjTgUdQlLtI
was telling someone that i will literally have no place to live in 43 days now, & they told me to 'trust in god'. told them i was an atheist. their response "trust me, you need god". so i need something that i just said doesn't exist? guess i really am fucked 🙄😒
September 18, 2025 at 5:38 AM
was telling someone that i will literally have no place to live in 43 days now, & they told me to 'trust in god'. told them i was an atheist. their response "trust me, you need god". so i need something that i just said doesn't exist? guess i really am fucked 🙄😒
"A human being can survive almost anything as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it’s impossible to ever see the end." – Elizabeth Wurtzel
September 2, 2025 at 9:35 PM
"A human being can survive almost anything as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it’s impossible to ever see the end." – Elizabeth Wurtzel
well, i've applied to nearly 100 jobs in the last month, & either they're not interested, or they're just scams that ask you for money. in other words, i'm still gonna be homeless in 3 mos unless some millionaire takes pity on me & donates to my paypal or something 😭
August 1, 2025 at 8:54 PM
well, i've applied to nearly 100 jobs in the last month, & either they're not interested, or they're just scams that ask you for money. in other words, i'm still gonna be homeless in 3 mos unless some millionaire takes pity on me & donates to my paypal or something 😭
since no one on the planet is willing to help me avoid impending homelessness, been applying for jobs even tho it's impossible for me to actually have a "real" job, & amazingly i got offered 1, then told all i'd have to do to be hired is buy 15k worth of office equipment 😒🙄
July 7, 2025 at 4:49 PM
since no one on the planet is willing to help me avoid impending homelessness, been applying for jobs even tho it's impossible for me to actually have a "real" job, & amazingly i got offered 1, then told all i'd have to do to be hired is buy 15k worth of office equipment 😒🙄
so, i just got told i have til halloween to find another place to live, & i have absolutely zero options other than homelessness, so i'm too much of a wreck right now for anything else at all 😭
June 27, 2025 at 10:48 PM
so, i just got told i have til halloween to find another place to live, & i have absolutely zero options other than homelessness, so i'm too much of a wreck right now for anything else at all 😭
phew, lae'zel actually didn't approve of gale blowing himself up & stopped her hobo'ing long enough to kill thorm & amazingly, jaheira was still recruitable (after rushing from the shadowfell & protecting her from 30 baddies) but at least i don't have to go back to pre-SH's BS 🙄
June 27, 2025 at 6:59 PM
phew, lae'zel actually didn't approve of gale blowing himself up & stopped her hobo'ing long enough to kill thorm & amazingly, jaheira was still recruitable (after rushing from the shadowfell & protecting her from 30 baddies) but at least i don't have to go back to pre-SH's BS 🙄
as much as SH hates lae'zel, the only choice laez approves of in SH's quest is killing aylin. guess being true to lae'zel's character means i'm doing an evil playthrough, period.. i can just guess the horrid ending she'll want for my astarion now too! 😭
June 27, 2025 at 4:42 AM
as much as SH hates lae'zel, the only choice laez approves of in SH's quest is killing aylin. guess being true to lae'zel's character means i'm doing an evil playthrough, period.. i can just guess the horrid ending she'll want for my astarion now too! 😭
wow i was about to go on a rant aboutthe faith leap trial being broken cuz when i finally did it, there was no gem. turns out i loaded a save before giving the altar blood, so it didn't spawn. luckily another companion gave the blood & it appeared at the end for me 😳
June 27, 2025 at 3:05 AM
wow i was about to go on a rant aboutthe faith leap trial being broken cuz when i finally did it, there was no gem. turns out i loaded a save before giving the altar blood, so it didn't spawn. luckily another companion gave the blood & it appeared at the end for me 😳
though i still would like halsin better if it didn't feel like he only exists to infringe upon established romances, he does get some points for calling certain ppl on their brainwashed bs 😏
June 26, 2025 at 10:07 PM
though i still would like halsin better if it didn't feel like he only exists to infringe upon established romances, he does get some points for calling certain ppl on their brainwashed bs 😏
after seeing which aholes approve of being horrible to astarion with araj, my fave companions list changed again
before: ast-gal-hal-kar-jah-sha-msc-wyl-lae-mth
now: ast-jah-msc-kar-gal-hal-sha-wyl-mth-lae
honestly most have pissed me off at some point, but gotta rank em somehow
before: ast-gal-hal-kar-jah-sha-msc-wyl-lae-mth
now: ast-jah-msc-kar-gal-hal-sha-wyl-mth-lae
honestly most have pissed me off at some point, but gotta rank em somehow
June 26, 2025 at 4:37 PM
after seeing which aholes approve of being horrible to astarion with araj, my fave companions list changed again
before: ast-gal-hal-kar-jah-sha-msc-wyl-lae-mth
now: ast-jah-msc-kar-gal-hal-sha-wyl-mth-lae
honestly most have pissed me off at some point, but gotta rank em somehow
before: ast-gal-hal-kar-jah-sha-msc-wyl-lae-mth
now: ast-jah-msc-kar-gal-hal-sha-wyl-mth-lae
honestly most have pissed me off at some point, but gotta rank em somehow
& my commentary continues here since i have no clue when i'll be able to actually stream again 😜
but this is what happens if you aggro everyone in moonrise before going to the nightsong.. thorm left the room & apparently minth is on our side (she musta enjoyed the concussion i gave her in act 1) 😜
but this is what happens if you aggro everyone in moonrise before going to the nightsong.. thorm left the room & apparently minth is on our side (she musta enjoyed the concussion i gave her in act 1) 😜
June 26, 2025 at 6:37 AM
& my commentary continues here since i have no clue when i'll be able to actually stream again 😜
but this is what happens if you aggro everyone in moonrise before going to the nightsong.. thorm left the room & apparently minth is on our side (she musta enjoyed the concussion i gave her in act 1) 😜
but this is what happens if you aggro everyone in moonrise before going to the nightsong.. thorm left the room & apparently minth is on our side (she musta enjoyed the concussion i gave her in act 1) 😜
no wonder halsin wants to jump every player character: PLUS FORTY??? 🤨
June 26, 2025 at 6:16 AM
no wonder halsin wants to jump every player character: PLUS FORTY??? 🤨
every time i'm wandering through the shadow cursed lands in bg3, i so want there to be an option to say to SH, "so, is THIS that 'perfect eternal darkness' you keep goin on about?" 🤨
June 25, 2025 at 7:55 PM
every time i'm wandering through the shadow cursed lands in bg3, i so want there to be an option to say to SH, "so, is THIS that 'perfect eternal darkness' you keep goin on about?" 🤨
ugh, good thing i'm not romancing astarion in my lae'zel run. she apparently approves of immediately attacking the guards outside moonrise, therefore aggroing everyone in the place, including araj! 😠
June 25, 2025 at 5:32 AM
ugh, good thing i'm not romancing astarion in my lae'zel run. she apparently approves of immediately attacking the guards outside moonrise, therefore aggroing everyone in the place, including araj! 😠
i've removed mods & everything, astarion is still unable to go to camp or even waypoint any time he's in the deeper shadow curse. only thing i can do is (grudgingly af) tell him to go back to camp on his own any time i have to long rest or waypoint when in deeper curse areas 😠
June 25, 2025 at 1:07 AM
i've removed mods & everything, astarion is still unable to go to camp or even waypoint any time he's in the deeper shadow curse. only thing i can do is (grudgingly af) tell him to go back to camp on his own any time i have to long rest or waypoint when in deeper curse areas 😠
now i'm getting some really weird bug in bg3 where astarion just can no longer go to camp. if you choose long rest he falls asleep out in the world if you choose go to camp he just remains standing out in the world. if you select him, he doesn't even have the go to camp choice
June 24, 2025 at 4:39 PM
now i'm getting some really weird bug in bg3 where astarion just can no longer go to camp. if you choose long rest he falls asleep out in the world if you choose go to camp he just remains standing out in the world. if you select him, he doesn't even have the go to camp choice
perhaps i'm more of an optimist than i thought: i keep watching bg3 playthroughs that piss me off, just HOPING they eventually get better (or maybe i'm just more of a masochist than i thought 😬)
June 24, 2025 at 4:14 PM
perhaps i'm more of an optimist than i thought: i keep watching bg3 playthroughs that piss me off, just HOPING they eventually get better (or maybe i'm just more of a masochist than i thought 😬)