john smith
@jack-134.bsky.social
renaissance man and a jack of all trades
new haven
new haven
when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day
May 6, 2025 at 12:37 AM
when i was a teen, i was on grindr a few years too early and old gay men used to invade my boundaries both physically and emotionally. being young and naive, i became a people pleaser to a destructive extent. it was clearly abuse, and im still breaking it down til this day
goin thru some rly hard emotions today, but hey: haven’t looked like this in years….
May 5, 2025 at 9:15 PM
goin thru some rly hard emotions today, but hey: haven’t looked like this in years….
apple music started just rewinding and fast forwarding my song like it was having a stroke…. i think my phone might be possessed y’all 😳
May 5, 2025 at 1:12 PM
apple music started just rewinding and fast forwarding my song like it was having a stroke…. i think my phone might be possessed y’all 😳
brought out my messy italian diva last night like never before
May 4, 2025 at 12:54 PM
brought out my messy italian diva last night like never before
coworker looked at my ig and said i give maga…….. mortified.
May 4, 2025 at 11:38 AM
coworker looked at my ig and said i give maga…….. mortified.
youtu.be/JtJXIhkHkN8?...
Americano x Supernova - Two songs that remind me of the loml, the first was the song we shared together and the second one is how i saw him
Americano x Supernova - Two songs that remind me of the loml, the first was the song we shared together and the second one is how i saw him
Americano / Supernova | Lady Gaga & Kylie Minogue
YouTube video by John Smith
youtu.be
May 3, 2025 at 8:53 PM
youtu.be/JtJXIhkHkN8?...
Americano x Supernova - Two songs that remind me of the loml, the first was the song we shared together and the second one is how i saw him
Americano x Supernova - Two songs that remind me of the loml, the first was the song we shared together and the second one is how i saw him
last time i fit into this shirt was in 2022… 🤯
May 3, 2025 at 1:09 PM
last time i fit into this shirt was in 2022… 🤯
client’s giving me free barstools tonight…. all part of manifesting that apartment y’all ❤️
May 2, 2025 at 6:54 PM
client’s giving me free barstools tonight…. all part of manifesting that apartment y’all ❤️
Gay people are supposed to walk fast but fuck that couldn’t be me lol
May 2, 2025 at 5:56 PM
Gay people are supposed to walk fast but fuck that couldn’t be me lol
I want to focus less on dating so i’m setting my standards and boundary at: australian with a beard or my ex
April 30, 2025 at 3:29 PM
I want to focus less on dating so i’m setting my standards and boundary at: australian with a beard or my ex
Judas / Sports Car | Lady Gaga & Tate McRae
YouTube video by John Smith
youtu.be
April 30, 2025 at 2:37 PM
Goin to see Magdalena Bay in New Haven tomorrow… so excited 😆 First time going to a concert solo too, it’s gonna be a ton of fun
April 30, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Goin to see Magdalena Bay in New Haven tomorrow… so excited 😆 First time going to a concert solo too, it’s gonna be a ton of fun
Also want to just have a hookup today idk i have work off and it’s been a second. grindr is dry asf where i live but hopefully someone handsome pops up today 🔥
April 29, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Also want to just have a hookup today idk i have work off and it’s been a second. grindr is dry asf where i live but hopefully someone handsome pops up today 🔥
got a tarot reading last night and apparently i have to start talking to the gods or something……. Apollo is calling me apparently!! 😅
April 29, 2025 at 11:32 AM
got a tarot reading last night and apparently i have to start talking to the gods or something……. Apollo is calling me apparently!! 😅
Not gonna go to Ptown this week, but i am gonna plan a solo trip to Montreal 🤩 If anyone knows good gay spots lmkkkk
April 28, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Not gonna go to Ptown this week, but i am gonna plan a solo trip to Montreal 🤩 If anyone knows good gay spots lmkkkk
Kinda wanna just go to Provincetown tomorrow. Full send it. i have four days off and some extra cash
April 27, 2025 at 11:17 PM
Kinda wanna just go to Provincetown tomorrow. Full send it. i have four days off and some extra cash
my friend just flaked on me for the mag bay concert so i might go with my ex… or just skip the boston trip honestly it’ll save me some energy and money
April 27, 2025 at 6:31 PM
my friend just flaked on me for the mag bay concert so i might go with my ex… or just skip the boston trip honestly it’ll save me some energy and money
goin to burlesque with new friends tonight… a lil nervous but very excited!
April 26, 2025 at 7:49 PM
goin to burlesque with new friends tonight… a lil nervous but very excited!
what was that is fun, but after so long from melodrama it would be nice to hear an evolution of that sound rather than an emulation. felt it was too similar
April 26, 2025 at 11:33 AM
what was that is fun, but after so long from melodrama it would be nice to hear an evolution of that sound rather than an emulation. felt it was too similar
decided to finally watch eulogy from black mirror and damn i really relate to this guy. i destroyed every photo of my ex from sophomore year of college because my heart was so broken and i regret it every day :(
April 26, 2025 at 12:25 AM
decided to finally watch eulogy from black mirror and damn i really relate to this guy. i destroyed every photo of my ex from sophomore year of college because my heart was so broken and i regret it every day :(
i love taking care of my clients at architecture firms but for gods sake, i come in and just watch them basically play planet coaster/sims for 2 hours while getting paid like… 5x i do 😭 smh for the fact that getting into architecture is basically pay to win.
April 25, 2025 at 6:03 PM
i love taking care of my clients at architecture firms but for gods sake, i come in and just watch them basically play planet coaster/sims for 2 hours while getting paid like… 5x i do 😭 smh for the fact that getting into architecture is basically pay to win.
beautiful gay couple walking in front of me and then they both turn around and stare. idk maybe i was staring first but i swear it was out of yearning to be with someone as beautiful as either of them, not homophobia 😂
April 25, 2025 at 5:47 PM
beautiful gay couple walking in front of me and then they both turn around and stare. idk maybe i was staring first but i swear it was out of yearning to be with someone as beautiful as either of them, not homophobia 😂