i wish i can just shoot my phone and leave the internet so that i dont negatively indulge in it more and more but i feel like without it ill just be even more depressed, such is life

6 days late but i remembered this image exists and its funny

I really underestimate how powerful Anon Chihaya is, and thats not even an exaggeration

even now i try to put up this facade of myself that i dont think is even genuine, i just talk a lot of shit that makes it seem like i know myself, but i really dont. I feel like I gravitate to new things because its this illusion of moving on, but it really isnt

being a naive person who thinks everyone in them is good and just has complications to reach is really, really difficult to try and justify sometimes. really wish everyone could just get along and not be so negative all the time, and even im not following up to my ideals on that...

Part of me wishes I have authority and power to support them, but what can a random person on the internet really do? I have no presense or anything that could be of use, I don't even have any tip or helpful advice to give, I can't lecture, I can only say "thats awful", it really sucks

like im reaaally not hiding it, but also wow people really pay attention, thats kinda wild

i dont even feel like my own gender identity shouldnt matter, but fuck its getting to my head more than i want to admit, i dont feel strongly to either male or female or neutral, its just haunting my mind, and i dont have a massive dysphoria either, so for me its just a matter of a rent free thought