Irmak Kockan
@irmakkockan.bsky.social
Mom to no one, person, has a job, loves stuff. User of eyes, owner of a mouth, thinker of thoughts, believer in absolutely nothing (ok, just cats).
“Why do you like Cdramas?”
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
August 11, 2025 at 9:14 PM
“Why do you like Cdramas?”
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
Secret Relationships core
#SecretRelationships
#SecretRelationships
April 4, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Secret Relationships core
#SecretRelationships
#SecretRelationships
NOT THE FIRST THING SIEUN SAYS IN THE TRAILER BEING “SUHO-YA” - I’M ON THE FLOOR, I’M CRYING, I’M NOT OKAY. That opening line, straight for the jugular. Weak Hero Class 2, I’m afraid you’ll be the death of me.
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
April 2, 2025 at 1:23 AM
NOT THE FIRST THING SIEUN SAYS IN THE TRAILER BEING “SUHO-YA” - I’M ON THE FLOOR, I’M CRYING, I’M NOT OKAY. That opening line, straight for the jugular. Weak Hero Class 2, I’m afraid you’ll be the death of me.
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
Well… actually, I’m enjoying this. FINALLY, this man is unraveling. Finally, Daon is seeing Jaemin for who he really is. This is a man who thought he was so in control that he didn’t even need to make a move for the last 10 years - and now he’s assaulting Daon? Game over, asshole.
March 14, 2025 at 1:19 AM
Well… actually, I’m enjoying this. FINALLY, this man is unraveling. Finally, Daon is seeing Jaemin for who he really is. This is a man who thought he was so in control that he didn’t even need to make a move for the last 10 years - and now he’s assaulting Daon? Game over, asshole.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, JAEMIN? I mean, I’m not even talking about stabbing himself because that is INSANE, but the very casual “I did it. Why? Can’t I? Is that not allowed?” is just. Wow. My blood ran cold. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
March 14, 2025 at 1:19 AM
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, JAEMIN? I mean, I’m not even talking about stabbing himself because that is INSANE, but the very casual “I did it. Why? Can’t I? Is that not allowed?” is just. Wow. My blood ran cold. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
That kiss, though? Excuse you. Daon is kissing him back, you just can’t tell me otherwise. Yes, of course, the optics are not great - I GET IT. But you can see how different it is when Jaemin tries to kiss him vs when it’s Suhyeon. I mean. WE WERE ROBBED. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
March 14, 2025 at 1:07 AM
That kiss, though? Excuse you. Daon is kissing him back, you just can’t tell me otherwise. Yes, of course, the optics are not great - I GET IT. But you can see how different it is when Jaemin tries to kiss him vs when it’s Suhyeon. I mean. WE WERE ROBBED. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
Well, honestly. What the fuck, show? Why are you giving us these moments of Daon and Suhyeon being cutesy if you don’t want us to grieve for what could have been? It’s as if… Suhyeon is the one that got away… only because he’s THE STUPIDEST MAN ALIVE. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
March 14, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Well, honestly. What the fuck, show? Why are you giving us these moments of Daon and Suhyeon being cutesy if you don’t want us to grieve for what could have been? It’s as if… Suhyeon is the one that got away… only because he’s THE STUPIDEST MAN ALIVE. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
I realize I haven’t said anything about Our Youth yet and now feels like the perfect time for it. In one sentence: “Infect me, just a little” made me a little feral.
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
February 20, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I realize I haven’t said anything about Our Youth yet and now feels like the perfect time for it. In one sentence: “Infect me, just a little” made me a little feral.
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
Oh, I also think that Khai had a great redemption arc and Third COULDN’T have done better. LOL. ⭐️ ⭐️
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
Oh, I also think that Khai had a great redemption arc and Third COULDN’T have done better. LOL. ⭐️ ⭐️
This has already divided people but here’s my two cents: #PitBabe is so bad. And what’s mind-boggling isn’t the omegaverse or the senseless plot - it’s the idea of anyone falling in love with Charlie. ⭐️
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
This has already divided people but here’s my two cents: #PitBabe is so bad. And what’s mind-boggling isn’t the omegaverse or the senseless plot - it’s the idea of anyone falling in love with Charlie. ⭐️
In S2, Kiyoi is incredibly honest about his feelings and very understanding (too understanding, honestly). That is such a perfect character development. But Hira? He never listens, doesn’t even try to understand Kiyoi, and clearly needs a therapist. Hira, they can NEVER make me like you. ⭐️ ⭐️
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
In S2, Kiyoi is incredibly honest about his feelings and very understanding (too understanding, honestly). That is such a perfect character development. But Hira? He never listens, doesn’t even try to understand Kiyoi, and clearly needs a therapist. Hira, they can NEVER make me like you. ⭐️ ⭐️
I hate - and I don’t say this lightly - HATE that trope. I think that ending is homophobic, that’s how strongly I hate it. ⭐️ ⭐️
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I hate - and I don’t say this lightly - HATE that trope. I think that ending is homophobic, that’s how strongly I hate it. ⭐️ ⭐️
Without actually acknowledging the past, Wan turning down another job for Gi Tae also feels like emotional leverage. Or maybe it’s the 15 minutes episodes that don’t allow for any real character or plot development - who knows? ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
Without actually acknowledging the past, Wan turning down another job for Gi Tae also feels like emotional leverage. Or maybe it’s the 15 minutes episodes that don’t allow for any real character or plot development - who knows? ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️
As I inch closer to my 100th BL series, I feel it’s time to catch some heat. Here are some series that might just get me like:
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
As I inch closer to my 100th BL series, I feel it’s time to catch some heat. Here are some series that might just get me like:
Finally, #TheEclipse, because my Top 5 will never not include my babygirls, #FirstKhao. I’ll die for them - and yeah, the show is fine, too. Their ongoing series (#TheHeartKillers) is more my style (and a bit spicier), but I enjoy their acting, and their chemistry is always OFF THE CHARTS.
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Finally, #TheEclipse, because my Top 5 will never not include my babygirls, #FirstKhao. I’ll die for them - and yeah, the show is fine, too. Their ongoing series (#TheHeartKillers) is more my style (and a bit spicier), but I enjoy their acting, and their chemistry is always OFF THE CHARTS.
It beautifully highlights how queer people have always been here, always creating their own communities - a lovely homage to queer history. It’s heartbreaking, you’ll cry ugly tears, but trust me it’s worth it. And Nonkul, the man you are.
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
It beautifully highlights how queer people have always been here, always creating their own communities - a lovely homage to queer history. It’s heartbreaking, you’ll cry ugly tears, but trust me it’s worth it. And Nonkul, the man you are.
The plot? It’s literally just War’s Mark falling in love and endlessly waiting for Yin’s Vee (who’s a cheating, rapist asshole), and yet, I’ll always be rewatching this. Some things just hit differently.
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
The plot? It’s literally just War’s Mark falling in love and endlessly waiting for Yin’s Vee (who’s a cheating, rapist asshole), and yet, I’ll always be rewatching this. Some things just hit differently.
Even though the show tries to make a statement about everything, it’s not wrong. Everything is connected, and if you’re taking a stance on one thing, you should be taking a stance on all. Gun’s White isn’t my favorite, but his Black is great. Off’s Sean, though? Absolute perfection.
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Even though the show tries to make a statement about everything, it’s not wrong. Everything is connected, and if you’re taking a stance on one thing, you should be taking a stance on all. Gun’s White isn’t my favorite, but his Black is great. Off’s Sean, though? Absolute perfection.
Watching him lose his sight, his life, and his will to live, only to slowly regain confidence and a love for life, is absolutely breathtaking. This one is hard to watch - I wept during the mountain scene, and trust me, you will too.
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
Watching him lose his sight, his life, and his will to live, only to slowly regain confidence and a love for life, is absolutely breathtaking. This one is hard to watch - I wept during the mountain scene, and trust me, you will too.
Finally: I will never stop thinking about #SemanticError - especially Jae-Young in his red beanie. I aspire to be as petty as him and just as hopelessly in love. NOT THE HYUNG 😂 This series is my ultimate comfort watch.
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
Finally: I will never stop thinking about #SemanticError - especially Jae-Young in his red beanie. I aspire to be as petty as him and just as hopelessly in love. NOT THE HYUNG 😂 This series is my ultimate comfort watch.
This is the cutest thing ever, even when death is creeping in. Seriously. #LoveforLovesSake is an absolute gem. This isn’t meant to be taken literally; second chances do exist - we just need to embrace them to the best of our ability. “The mission has been changed. Please make Tae Myungha happy.”
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
This is the cutest thing ever, even when death is creeping in. Seriously. #LoveforLovesSake is an absolute gem. This isn’t meant to be taken literally; second chances do exist - we just need to embrace them to the best of our ability. “The mission has been changed. Please make Tae Myungha happy.”
#LetFreetheCurseofTaekwondo. Scene: Juyoung takes off his cross necklace to confess his feelings to Dohoe, forehead pressed against the wall. CHRIST. This isn’t just a love story - it’s about trauma, coping mechanisms, and starting over. Also, wdym “thank you for being my family”? 😭 I’m not okay.
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
#LetFreetheCurseofTaekwondo. Scene: Juyoung takes off his cross necklace to confess his feelings to Dohoe, forehead pressed against the wall. CHRIST. This isn’t just a love story - it’s about trauma, coping mechanisms, and starting over. Also, wdym “thank you for being my family”? 😭 I’m not okay.
#TheEighthSense. Dear Lord. I, too, am not immune to traumatized gay surfer hotties with wounds I’d like to fix, walking toward me in a black leather jacket, a tight fit, and sultry eyes. Also, Conan Gray’s The Story? The intense eye fucking? Fuck you, show. I love you (and Jaewon) so much.
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
#TheEighthSense. Dear Lord. I, too, am not immune to traumatized gay surfer hotties with wounds I’d like to fix, walking toward me in a black leather jacket, a tight fit, and sultry eyes. Also, Conan Gray’s The Story? The intense eye fucking? Fuck you, show. I love you (and Jaewon) so much.
He’s always searching for something - either with the wrong person, at the wrong time, or maybe he’s just too afraid to hold onto it when he finds it. Everyone - and I mean every human being - needs to watch Love in the Big City. It’s that good.
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
He’s always searching for something - either with the wrong person, at the wrong time, or maybe he’s just too afraid to hold onto it when he finds it. Everyone - and I mean every human being - needs to watch Love in the Big City. It’s that good.
I also really enjoyed “Dark Blue Kiss”, but no idea why. It focuses on a young couple’s relationship hitting a bumpy patch - that’s pretty much it. The show is extremely soapy but the chemistry is undeniable. I may have a crush on Pete and his stupid hair style. Don’t know. I recommend it though😭
January 4, 2025 at 1:20 PM
I also really enjoyed “Dark Blue Kiss”, but no idea why. It focuses on a young couple’s relationship hitting a bumpy patch - that’s pretty much it. The show is extremely soapy but the chemistry is undeniable. I may have a crush on Pete and his stupid hair style. Don’t know. I recommend it though😭