Irmak Kockan
@irmakkockan.bsky.social
Mom to no one, person, has a job, loves stuff. User of eyes, owner of a mouth, thinker of thoughts, believer in absolutely nothing (ok, just cats).
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Irmak Kockan
@irmakkockan.bsky.social
· Nov 11
Lady and the Tramp but it’s you in a Starter Pack, me with 20 followers.
“Why do you like Cdramas?”
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
August 11, 2025 at 9:14 PM
“Why do you like Cdramas?”
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
Well, nothing else feels as tantalizing as this…
#LegendOfTheFemaleGeneral #ChengLei #RyanCheng #ZhouYe
I KNEW IT! Jin Hwan’s not just a smooth flirt - he’s a full-on simp with 8 years of gay panic bottled up inside. I’ve never loved a man more. OMG he is babygirl on the streets, demon in the sheets. #JinHwanSupremacy #BusinessAsUsual #BusinessAsUsualEp3 #KoreanBL
April 17, 2025 at 1:46 PM
I KNEW IT! Jin Hwan’s not just a smooth flirt - he’s a full-on simp with 8 years of gay panic bottled up inside. I’ve never loved a man more. OMG he is babygirl on the streets, demon in the sheets. #JinHwanSupremacy #BusinessAsUsual #BusinessAsUsualEp3 #KoreanBL
I mean, it’s not unexpected - I am a KBL girlie, through and through - but I’m honestly surprised that the show making my heart race the most right now is Business as Usual… and we’re only two episodes in. Does kicking off with a steamy bed scene help? Is the sky fucking blue? OFC.
#BusinessAsUsual
#BusinessAsUsual
April 15, 2025 at 7:37 PM
I mean, it’s not unexpected - I am a KBL girlie, through and through - but I’m honestly surprised that the show making my heart race the most right now is Business as Usual… and we’re only two episodes in. Does kicking off with a steamy bed scene help? Is the sky fucking blue? OFC.
#BusinessAsUsual
#BusinessAsUsual
Secret Relationships core
#SecretRelationships
#SecretRelationships
April 4, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Secret Relationships core
#SecretRelationships
#SecretRelationships
NOT THE FIRST THING SIEUN SAYS IN THE TRAILER BEING “SUHO-YA” - I’M ON THE FLOOR, I’M CRYING, I’M NOT OKAY. That opening line, straight for the jugular. Weak Hero Class 2, I’m afraid you’ll be the death of me.
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
April 2, 2025 at 1:23 AM
NOT THE FIRST THING SIEUN SAYS IN THE TRAILER BEING “SUHO-YA” - I’M ON THE FLOOR, I’M CRYING, I’M NOT OKAY. That opening line, straight for the jugular. Weak Hero Class 2, I’m afraid you’ll be the death of me.
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
“Suho-ya, I ended up fighting again. I’m sorry.”
#WeakHeroClass2
#YeonSieun #WHC2
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, JAEMIN? I mean, I’m not even talking about stabbing himself because that is INSANE, but the very casual “I did it. Why? Can’t I? Is that not allowed?” is just. Wow. My blood ran cold. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
March 14, 2025 at 1:19 AM
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK, JAEMIN? I mean, I’m not even talking about stabbing himself because that is INSANE, but the very casual “I did it. Why? Can’t I? Is that not allowed?” is just. Wow. My blood ran cold. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
Well, honestly. What the fuck, show? Why are you giving us these moments of Daon and Suhyeon being cutesy if you don’t want us to grieve for what could have been? It’s as if… Suhyeon is the one that got away… only because he’s THE STUPIDEST MAN ALIVE. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
March 14, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Well, honestly. What the fuck, show? Why are you giving us these moments of Daon and Suhyeon being cutesy if you don’t want us to grieve for what could have been? It’s as if… Suhyeon is the one that got away… only because he’s THE STUPIDEST MAN ALIVE. #SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp6
I’m terrified of Jaemin. He can read everyone like a book, he designs his games around that. One day he decided he’ll own Daon for forever and did just that. I wrote a little something here: www.tumblr.com/irmakkockan/...
#SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp4
#SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp4
SECRET RELATIONSHIPS EP 4 - AN ANALYSIS OF THE STUPID AND THE PSYCHOPATH
The more I think about it, the more terrified I am of Jaemin.
Imagine this: you’re just living your life. Going to college, trying to escape a tumultuous family life, building new relationships, exp…
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March 6, 2025 at 7:09 PM
I’m terrified of Jaemin. He can read everyone like a book, he designs his games around that. One day he decided he’ll own Daon for forever and did just that. I wrote a little something here: www.tumblr.com/irmakkockan/...
#SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp4
#SecretRelationships #SecretRelationshipsEp4
#SecretRelationships is giving me life.
Not me SCREAMING GIGGLING when Su Hyeon was parked in front of Daon’s apartment, constantly calling him. Why is this crazy, obsessive, volatile, dangerous, violent person giving me heart palpitations I don’t know. #SecretRelationshipsEp3
Not me SCREAMING GIGGLING when Su Hyeon was parked in front of Daon’s apartment, constantly calling him. Why is this crazy, obsessive, volatile, dangerous, violent person giving me heart palpitations I don’t know. #SecretRelationshipsEp3
March 5, 2025 at 4:57 PM
#SecretRelationships is giving me life.
Not me SCREAMING GIGGLING when Su Hyeon was parked in front of Daon’s apartment, constantly calling him. Why is this crazy, obsessive, volatile, dangerous, violent person giving me heart palpitations I don’t know. #SecretRelationshipsEp3
Not me SCREAMING GIGGLING when Su Hyeon was parked in front of Daon’s apartment, constantly calling him. Why is this crazy, obsessive, volatile, dangerous, violent person giving me heart palpitations I don’t know. #SecretRelationshipsEp3
Okay, I’m loving this because Cir is not JUST a stalker. I mean, he definitely stalked Phu in this world, but at least the dream was real - so technically, that’s how he knows about the moles. Probably. Hopefully.😂
#TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEp8
#TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEp8
February 24, 2025 at 9:28 AM
Okay, I’m loving this because Cir is not JUST a stalker. I mean, he definitely stalked Phu in this world, but at least the dream was real - so technically, that’s how he knows about the moles. Probably. Hopefully.😂
#TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEp8
#TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEp8
Oh my god, what a series this was. Such a nuanced show deserves a better review and I will do that but- that sun shower at the end.. Sei is at his best when he’s a bit sassy, Hagi is at his best when he’s smiling. I just. Can’t with them❤️ #WhenItRainsItPours #WhenItRainsItPoursEp7 #FuttraraDoshaburi
I’m not ready to talk about When It Rains, It Pours yet - I just need to see the final episode. After that, it’s either going to be screaming into my pillow or coming here to declare my endless love for Sei & Hagi. Stay tuned.
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
February 20, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Oh my god, what a series this was. Such a nuanced show deserves a better review and I will do that but- that sun shower at the end.. Sei is at his best when he’s a bit sassy, Hagi is at his best when he’s smiling. I just. Can’t with them❤️ #WhenItRainsItPours #WhenItRainsItPoursEp7 #FuttraraDoshaburi
I realize I haven’t said anything about Our Youth yet and now feels like the perfect time for it. In one sentence: “Infect me, just a little” made me a little feral.
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
February 20, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I realize I haven’t said anything about Our Youth yet and now feels like the perfect time for it. In one sentence: “Infect me, just a little” made me a little feral.
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
I honestly can’t find the words to explain how this series makes me feel, but here’s what I do know:
#OurYouth
I totally get why Cir struggled with telling Phu the truth until it was way too late - I mean, how do you casually drop the fact that you’ve been stalking someone so intensely that you even know the exact placement of their private moles? But now it’s a bit too late… Ahhh 🥲🥲 #TheBoyNextWorldEP7
Well APOLOGIES since who cares, seriously? He’s doing his best, OK? Thank you Cirrus for existing. And the sound effects in this episode. And the blue shirt that’s constantly being lifted up. Thank you all. #BossNoeul #TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEP6
Haha wdym Cirrus is just a next-stage, award winning, Annie Wilkes/Jo Goldberg level stalker? #TheBoyNextWorld
February 19, 2025 at 4:07 PM
I totally get why Cir struggled with telling Phu the truth until it was way too late - I mean, how do you casually drop the fact that you’ve been stalking someone so intensely that you even know the exact placement of their private moles? But now it’s a bit too late… Ahhh 🥲🥲 #TheBoyNextWorldEP7
I’m not ready to talk about When It Rains, It Pours yet - I just need to see the final episode. After that, it’s either going to be screaming into my pillow or coming here to declare my endless love for Sei & Hagi. Stay tuned.
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
February 16, 2025 at 5:05 PM
I’m not ready to talk about When It Rains, It Pours yet - I just need to see the final episode. After that, it’s either going to be screaming into my pillow or coming here to declare my endless love for Sei & Hagi. Stay tuned.
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
#WhenItRainsItPours #FuttaraDoshaburi #FujisawaHatersUnite
Well APOLOGIES since who cares, seriously? He’s doing his best, OK? Thank you Cirrus for existing. And the sound effects in this episode. And the blue shirt that’s constantly being lifted up. Thank you all. #BossNoeul #TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEP6
Haha wdym Cirrus is just a next-stage, award winning, Annie Wilkes/Jo Goldberg level stalker? #TheBoyNextWorld
a man covering another man 's mouth while wearing a michigan shirt
ALT: a man covering another man 's mouth while wearing a michigan shirt
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February 14, 2025 at 4:11 PM
Well APOLOGIES since who cares, seriously? He’s doing his best, OK? Thank you Cirrus for existing. And the sound effects in this episode. And the blue shirt that’s constantly being lifted up. Thank you all. #BossNoeul #TheBoyNextWorld #TheBoyNextWorldEP6
Haha wdym Cirrus is just a next-stage, award winning, Annie Wilkes/Jo Goldberg level stalker? #TheBoyNextWorld
a man covering another man 's mouth while wearing a michigan shirt
ALT: a man covering another man 's mouth while wearing a michigan shirt
media.tenor.com
February 14, 2025 at 2:26 PM
Haha wdym Cirrus is just a next-stage, award winning, Annie Wilkes/Jo Goldberg level stalker? #TheBoyNextWorld
Let’s talk about #ThamePo because I am dying here! I’m absolutely MAD about them - the way they care for each other, the insane chemistry - but what gets me the most is their soft, soft voices. They’re both such delicate, sweet creatures that I just want to take my cute aggression out on them.
February 13, 2025 at 11:02 PM
Let’s talk about #ThamePo because I am dying here! I’m absolutely MAD about them - the way they care for each other, the insane chemistry - but what gets me the most is their soft, soft voices. They’re both such delicate, sweet creatures that I just want to take my cute aggression out on them.
As I inch closer to my 100th BL series, I feel it’s time to catch some heat. Here are some series that might just get me like:
February 1, 2025 at 12:18 PM
As I inch closer to my 100th BL series, I feel it’s time to catch some heat. Here are some series that might just get me like:
If I made an all-time favorite BL list, I’m pretty sure the Top 10 would be heavily Korean - but honestly, #ThaiBLs (and their couples) are what got me this invested in the first place. So, in honor of those beautiful men, here’s my Top 5 Thai BLs (exc ITSAY because it would just shatter the scale).
January 27, 2025 at 3:22 PM
If I made an all-time favorite BL list, I’m pretty sure the Top 10 would be heavily Korean - but honestly, #ThaiBLs (and their couples) are what got me this invested in the first place. So, in honor of those beautiful men, here’s my Top 5 Thai BLs (exc ITSAY because it would just shatter the scale).
The liberals who didn’t want Harris openly in the election feel a lot like the Turkish ones who voted “yes” for the 2010 constitutional change with their “not enough but yes” slogan. Now Erdogan’s been in power for 20 years, and those assholes have yet to properly apologize for ruining the country.
January 25, 2025 at 8:21 AM
The liberals who didn’t want Harris openly in the election feel a lot like the Turkish ones who voted “yes” for the 2010 constitutional change with their “not enough but yes” slogan. Now Erdogan’s been in power for 20 years, and those assholes have yet to properly apologize for ruining the country.
I’ve now hit 60+ series in my #BL adventure. I’m trying to keep a list - though a few shows seem to be missing (how is “En of Love” not on there?). Anyway, here’s my specially curated #BLMasterList, thanks to hours of Google and YouTube deep dives.
boxd.it/CjMAs
boxd.it/CjMAs
In My BL Era
A list of 61 films compiled on Letterboxd, including KinnPorsche: The Series (2022), The Director Who Buys Me Dinner (2022), Dark Blue Kiss (2019), Light on Me (2021) and Cherry Magic (2023).
boxd.it
January 25, 2025 at 2:58 AM
I’ve now hit 60+ series in my #BL adventure. I’m trying to keep a list - though a few shows seem to be missing (how is “En of Love” not on there?). Anyway, here’s my specially curated #BLMasterList, thanks to hours of Google and YouTube deep dives.
boxd.it/CjMAs
boxd.it/CjMAs
My #BL adventure continues. Sure, Thailand is still the KING of BLs - just based on the scale, variety, and incredible couples - but South Korea has been delivering some of the BEST SERIES OF ALL TIME over the past few years. These aren’t even just BLs; they’re incredibly nuanced queer dramas.
January 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
My #BL adventure continues. Sure, Thailand is still the KING of BLs - just based on the scale, variety, and incredible couples - but South Korea has been delivering some of the BEST SERIES OF ALL TIME over the past few years. These aren’t even just BLs; they’re incredibly nuanced queer dramas.
Dear Lord, I’m about to make #WeBestLove my whole personality, and I desperately need Sam Lin in my life as my personal ASMR, whispering in my ear with that calm, deep voice.
January 6, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Dear Lord, I’m about to make #WeBestLove my whole personality, and I desperately need Sam Lin in my life as my personal ASMR, whispering in my ear with that calm, deep voice.
Well, I wasn’t planning on starting the year OBSESSED with Asian BLs but I have & here are a few things I learned about myself and that world:
January 4, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Well, I wasn’t planning on starting the year OBSESSED with Asian BLs but I have & here are a few things I learned about myself and that world: