loopy loony tunes | edsky
@insanitydiaries.bsky.social
mid 20s. audhd, bpd, cptsd & ed(s) dx
any pronouns. european. TW for EVERYTHING. potential SH urges/action, SUI ideation
(attempting AGAIN) drvg addiction recovery
mentions ED, potential wl & measurements
maybe abuse mention but w TW
any pronouns. european. TW for EVERYTHING. potential SH urges/action, SUI ideation
(attempting AGAIN) drvg addiction recovery
mentions ED, potential wl & measurements
maybe abuse mention but w TW
i picked up 60 tramadol on thursday and i already have non left… they were supposed to last me 2 weeks 😐 why am i like this
January 10, 2026 at 2:49 AM
i picked up 60 tramadol on thursday and i already have non left… they were supposed to last me 2 weeks 😐 why am i like this
someone posted abt the time their afters lasted 14 days n i was like ours lasted like 10 days once and people were confused, judgemental and impressed all at once. first it worked out bc i got ready for the rave at my best friends house so my meds/birth control were there & change of comfy clothes
January 10, 2026 at 2:08 AM
someone posted abt the time their afters lasted 14 days n i was like ours lasted like 10 days once and people were confused, judgemental and impressed all at once. first it worked out bc i got ready for the rave at my best friends house so my meds/birth control were there & change of comfy clothes
like i am so shook by my dad asking me if i’m taking or getting drugs, that i have some ❄️ in my drawer and i don’t even want it? preparing it and consuming it feels like a chore.
January 10, 2026 at 1:01 AM
like i am so shook by my dad asking me if i’m taking or getting drugs, that i have some ❄️ in my drawer and i don’t even want it? preparing it and consuming it feels like a chore.
now that my dad has said something about me maybe using again, i’m just not gonna use at all. i will pay my debt when i have money but i won’t pick up even then. only time will be as a treat if my partner decides on it.
January 10, 2026 at 12:49 AM
now that my dad has said something about me maybe using again, i’m just not gonna use at all. i will pay my debt when i have money but i won’t pick up even then. only time will be as a treat if my partner decides on it.
now that my dad has said something about me maybe using again, i’m just not gonna use at all. i will pay my debt when i have money but i won’t pick up even then. only time will be as a treat if my partner decides on it.
January 10, 2026 at 12:41 AM
now that my dad has said something about me maybe using again, i’m just not gonna use at all. i will pay my debt when i have money but i won’t pick up even then. only time will be as a treat if my partner decides on it.
i am a terrible person. i said i was nipping to see my friend for a moment. my dad asked me “ur not getting any shit off [x] are you?” i said no shes never even been into that. when i got back i asked if i could come in there room a sec & i asked my dad “where did that come from?”
January 9, 2026 at 9:22 PM
i am a terrible person. i said i was nipping to see my friend for a moment. my dad asked me “ur not getting any shit off [x] are you?” i said no shes never even been into that. when i got back i asked if i could come in there room a sec & i asked my dad “where did that come from?”
i think that was my finest work yet. i wrote absolute filth for him to wake up too lmao
January 8, 2026 at 2:57 AM
i think that was my finest work yet. i wrote absolute filth for him to wake up too lmao
my bf is trying to sleep and i’m just sending him sexts 🤭
January 8, 2026 at 1:22 AM
my bf is trying to sleep and i’m just sending him sexts 🤭
i gave my partner a detailed play through of what happened and what was said when i met up with the dealer and instead of him being happy happily with me & giving me praise, he’s giving me the 3rd degree. i can’t win. its not like i can avoid him, i’m in debt
January 8, 2026 at 12:16 AM
i gave my partner a detailed play through of what happened and what was said when i met up with the dealer and instead of him being happy happily with me & giving me praise, he’s giving me the 3rd degree. i can’t win. its not like i can avoid him, i’m in debt
go away mr ❄️ dealer im strung out and the minute i step out into that cold and go and do sobering tasks it will just kill it 💔
January 7, 2026 at 7:08 PM
go away mr ❄️ dealer im strung out and the minute i step out into that cold and go and do sobering tasks it will just kill it 💔
i love when my bf is protective of me its so so attractive to me like he’s papi for a reason
January 7, 2026 at 6:47 PM
i love when my bf is protective of me its so so attractive to me like he’s papi for a reason
im strung out this is my favourite state of being
January 7, 2026 at 5:57 PM
im strung out this is my favourite state of being
sigh why did the ❄️ dealer have to respond AFTER i took opioids and they were kicking in…
January 7, 2026 at 5:28 PM
sigh why did the ❄️ dealer have to respond AFTER i took opioids and they were kicking in…
i survived last night and my boyfriend and i had a difficult but ultimately productive talk and i’m feeling more stable now, and i went to the chemist today & picked up my two favourite prescriptions
January 7, 2026 at 1:14 PM
i survived last night and my boyfriend and i had a difficult but ultimately productive talk and i’m feeling more stable now, and i went to the chemist today & picked up my two favourite prescriptions
im losing my shit. ran out ❄️ he said he’d reload by 5 but i can’t score. my dads got no blades i can take. i have no valium. my boyfriend is a head fuck and is HURTING me and all i have is a huge stash of sleeping pills!!!!
January 6, 2026 at 8:21 PM
im losing my shit. ran out ❄️ he said he’d reload by 5 but i can’t score. my dads got no blades i can take. i have no valium. my boyfriend is a head fuck and is HURTING me and all i have is a huge stash of sleeping pills!!!!
my boyfriend has triggered me so fucking much standing 🧍🏻
January 6, 2026 at 5:50 PM
my boyfriend has triggered me so fucking much standing 🧍🏻
although i have come so far in terms of anger management, controlling my temper, not becoming violent etc. i was a bit wild when i was a younger, emerging bpd teen w AuDHD. i use my therapy tools & self regulation & try to remove myself. i only lost control twice last year.
January 6, 2026 at 4:45 PM
although i have come so far in terms of anger management, controlling my temper, not becoming violent etc. i was a bit wild when i was a younger, emerging bpd teen w AuDHD. i use my therapy tools & self regulation & try to remove myself. i only lost control twice last year.
its hella difficult for me, a borderline individual, to be dating someone who got divorced AFTER 12 YEARS!!! i had on serious ex & i was his first serious. my man is like 13/14 year older than me so obviously he has more history and more long relationships but a whole ass wife? 😩
January 6, 2026 at 4:08 PM
its hella difficult for me, a borderline individual, to be dating someone who got divorced AFTER 12 YEARS!!! i had on serious ex & i was his first serious. my man is like 13/14 year older than me so obviously he has more history and more long relationships but a whole ass wife? 😩
actually if i did suddenly come into wealth & i wanted to spend something *just* for me, i’d pay for decent extensive therapy, trauma counselling & addiction help. i’d also want a way for me to be able to spend & invest freely, but still have a second verification person during my early sobriety
January 6, 2026 at 3:06 PM
actually if i did suddenly come into wealth & i wanted to spend something *just* for me, i’d pay for decent extensive therapy, trauma counselling & addiction help. i’d also want a way for me to be able to spend & invest freely, but still have a second verification person during my early sobriety
if i was a billionaire i would probably not be a billionaire for long bc i would be investing that money into society into community to genuinely HELP ppl with my wealth “you can’t know that, money changes ppl” ma’am im an autistic socialist w a strong sense of justice. i would be helping people.
January 6, 2026 at 3:00 PM
if i was a billionaire i would probably not be a billionaire for long bc i would be investing that money into society into community to genuinely HELP ppl with my wealth “you can’t know that, money changes ppl” ma’am im an autistic socialist w a strong sense of justice. i would be helping people.
i can’t even begin to puf info words about how heartbroken i feel
January 4, 2026 at 3:24 AM
i can’t even begin to puf info words about how heartbroken i feel
my bfs ex wife gets lazer hair removal once a month vs i only shave if i know he’s staying over so i may ask my mother to start waxing me but i also made a point to tell he needs to start trimming or im gonna grow my own little forest
January 3, 2026 at 11:06 PM
my bfs ex wife gets lazer hair removal once a month vs i only shave if i know he’s staying over so i may ask my mother to start waxing me but i also made a point to tell he needs to start trimming or im gonna grow my own little forest
i’m on ❄️ but its ok bc i have permission. my bf said i’m not allowed to do it when he’s not around but if we’re together and he can control it then its ok sometimes
January 3, 2026 at 10:10 PM
i’m on ❄️ but its ok bc i have permission. my bf said i’m not allowed to do it when he’s not around but if we’re together and he can control it then its ok sometimes
my bf didn’t last 10 minutes in the room before my pants were down, he ate my & pussy & fucked me like his good little whore 👸🏻
January 3, 2026 at 4:24 PM
my bf didn’t last 10 minutes in the room before my pants were down, he ate my & pussy & fucked me like his good little whore 👸🏻
i OD’d on tramadol yesterday n ive gone n done the same fucking today BUT I LIKE THE FEELING
January 3, 2026 at 8:42 AM
i OD’d on tramadol yesterday n ive gone n done the same fucking today BUT I LIKE THE FEELING