trying to constantly tell myself it’s ok if i can’t get everything done in a day (esp with lis staff in person pulling me away for impromptu meetings) but that does not drown out the people pleaser screams rattling inside brain
October 22, 2025 at 4:54 PM
trying to constantly tell myself it’s ok if i can’t get everything done in a day (esp with lis staff in person pulling me away for impromptu meetings) but that does not drown out the people pleaser screams rattling inside brain
real fucking tired of dealing with people that have to counter every opinion you express. was it contributory. could you have kept it to yourself. do you even realize you act like this???
October 9, 2025 at 11:46 PM
real fucking tired of dealing with people that have to counter every opinion you express. was it contributory. could you have kept it to yourself. do you even realize you act like this???
i don’t think i have it in me to finish this fic rn for cas but hopefully sometime in the next few weeks. irl bari is tired 😭 feels like a weird guilt that i shouldn’t even care about but i’d rather do this as best i can versus rushed and i’ve been busy with a lot of surprises
September 27, 2025 at 10:21 PM
i don’t think i have it in me to finish this fic rn for cas but hopefully sometime in the next few weeks. irl bari is tired 😭 feels like a weird guilt that i shouldn’t even care about but i’d rather do this as best i can versus rushed and i’ve been busy with a lot of surprises
every now and then i check out what my brother is up to in his corner of the internet and stare in confusion. it’s always a lot of emotions and worries because he’s amassed a place for himself online and yet when i see him irl it’s just. idk. no job no income no prospects no anything.
September 26, 2025 at 4:46 AM
every now and then i check out what my brother is up to in his corner of the internet and stare in confusion. it’s always a lot of emotions and worries because he’s amassed a place for himself online and yet when i see him irl it’s just. idk. no job no income no prospects no anything.
i think someone that kudos’d a fair amount of my cas work now has found my jj fics and honestly. further proof the cas kai pipeline is a Thing that makes me happy lmao
September 18, 2025 at 2:26 PM
i think someone that kudos’d a fair amount of my cas work now has found my jj fics and honestly. further proof the cas kai pipeline is a Thing that makes me happy lmao
new water filter, new bottle… time to slowly stop buying energy drinks in the morning as a crutch 😭 this is gunna suck but it’s def been a bad habit this year as a sad means of survival
September 18, 2025 at 2:10 PM
new water filter, new bottle… time to slowly stop buying energy drinks in the morning as a crutch 😭 this is gunna suck but it’s def been a bad habit this year as a sad means of survival
also i wanna give taiga route the attention it deserves but when i tell you my ichiya brain rot is reaching yet another level of stupidity… idk the last time i was yearning for a route this bad 😂
September 17, 2025 at 2:28 PM
also i wanna give taiga route the attention it deserves but when i tell you my ichiya brain rot is reaching yet another level of stupidity… idk the last time i was yearning for a route this bad 😂
side note i can barely focus on baribari cause i have been plagued with crius pwp ideas and. i want to do it. but. i am not ready to sit with a doc open for hours yet 🥲 but maybe trying to get this done by bday will be the push i need
September 4, 2025 at 3:14 AM
side note i can barely focus on baribari cause i have been plagued with crius pwp ideas and. i want to do it. but. i am not ready to sit with a doc open for hours yet 🥲 but maybe trying to get this done by bday will be the push i need
i’m not gonna dwell on it much but it’s pretty ass to feel like you put a fair amount of effort into a relationship only to realize you weren’t a priority prolly ever. such is life but it’s a bitter feeling currently
September 4, 2025 at 3:12 AM
i’m not gonna dwell on it much but it’s pretty ass to feel like you put a fair amount of effort into a relationship only to realize you weren’t a priority prolly ever. such is life but it’s a bitter feeling currently
kinda feel bad that all i’ve done recently is complain but y’all i’m. i’m exhausted. barely dragging self out of bed tired. come home tired. rinse and repeat. 🫠 there’s no energy for anything but surviving the work day and ughhgg
August 28, 2025 at 2:45 PM
kinda feel bad that all i’ve done recently is complain but y’all i’m. i’m exhausted. barely dragging self out of bed tired. come home tired. rinse and repeat. 🫠 there’s no energy for anything but surviving the work day and ughhgg