Imlosingitcompletely (E.)
@imlosingitcmpltly.bsky.social
She/Her
30
Bi
5'9•175cm
gw 130lbs, 125lbs, 120lbs
lw 115-116lbs
Atypical AN + Ortho
C-PTSD, ADHD, Autistic, Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia, OCD, AVPD, OCPD, Dissociation, Lyme, PCOS.
30
Bi
5'9•175cm
gw 130lbs, 125lbs, 120lbs
lw 115-116lbs
Atypical AN + Ortho
C-PTSD, ADHD, Autistic, Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia, OCD, AVPD, OCPD, Dissociation, Lyme, PCOS.
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i miss being obsessed with something. i want to have passion again
May 16, 2025 at 11:32 PM
i miss being obsessed with something. i want to have passion again
I've noticed I've been having actual memory gaps. This is concerning.
May 6, 2025 at 9:11 AM
I've noticed I've been having actual memory gaps. This is concerning.
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Writing on the back of this photo from my collection says “General Nuisance. Summer 1954”.
May 6, 2025 at 12:41 AM
Writing on the back of this photo from my collection says “General Nuisance. Summer 1954”.
I got on here for the first time in a long time. And it's so nice and peaceful here.
May 6, 2025 at 9:08 AM
I got on here for the first time in a long time. And it's so nice and peaceful here.
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It got worse.
I want to spend time doing things that will make my life better today, but I'm struggling with depressive symptoms.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
May 5, 2025 at 11:55 AM
It got worse.
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Harvard scientist Kseniia Petrova has been in ICE custody for about two months. Her colleague and friend Leon Peshkin says her case is causing some scientists to reconsider working in the U.S.
Colleague of Harvard scientist held by ICE warns that foreign scientists are scared
Harvard scientist Kseniia Petrova has been in ICE custody for about two months. Her colleague and friend Leon Peshkin says her case is causing some scientists to reconsider working in the U.S.
www.npr.org
April 24, 2025 at 7:45 PM
Harvard scientist Kseniia Petrova has been in ICE custody for about two months. Her colleague and friend Leon Peshkin says her case is causing some scientists to reconsider working in the U.S.
I want to spend time doing things that will make my life better today, but I'm struggling with depressive symptoms.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
April 1, 2025 at 12:50 AM
I want to spend time doing things that will make my life better today, but I'm struggling with depressive symptoms.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
However, I'm trying to be accepting of my current reality and also practicing self-compassion.
I'm trying to change the schedule for my ketamine treatments this a week. Also I had a bad experience on Thursday, I hope I have a safe and meaningful session soon. I really need it.
March 31, 2025 at 9:54 PM
I'm trying to change the schedule for my ketamine treatments this a week. Also I had a bad experience on Thursday, I hope I have a safe and meaningful session soon. I really need it.
It's very important for me to work on cleaning and organizing my apartment this week. And to finish everything except buying new things I'll need by next Sunday.
I need support, encouragement and motivation.
Please support me.
I promise to post pictures once I'm done.
I need support, encouragement and motivation.
Please support me.
I promise to post pictures once I'm done.
March 17, 2025 at 10:41 PM
It's very important for me to work on cleaning and organizing my apartment this week. And to finish everything except buying new things I'll need by next Sunday.
I need support, encouragement and motivation.
Please support me.
I promise to post pictures once I'm done.
I need support, encouragement and motivation.
Please support me.
I promise to post pictures once I'm done.
My Monstera is struggling - it all drooped. I hope it makes it once I get it tied to moss poles.
March 16, 2025 at 9:53 PM
My Monstera is struggling - it all drooped. I hope it makes it once I get it tied to moss poles.
Going to work on meal planning now.
March 16, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Going to work on meal planning now.
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My dad captured this beauty during last night’s sunset. Enjoy!
March 12, 2025 at 4:28 PM
My dad captured this beauty during last night’s sunset. Enjoy!
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Awakening valley in the French Alps, with the Mt Blanc massif in background 🏔️
#photography #mountains #nature #art #landscape
#photography #mountains #nature #art #landscape
March 13, 2025 at 3:01 PM
Awakening valley in the French Alps, with the Mt Blanc massif in background 🏔️
#photography #mountains #nature #art #landscape
#photography #mountains #nature #art #landscape
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The gang! Photo from my collection, no documented date/info.
March 10, 2025 at 4:16 PM
The gang! Photo from my collection, no documented date/info.
It smells like onions in my treatment room. FML
Like I can't take deep breaths.
Like I can't take deep breaths.
March 10, 2025 at 5:00 PM
It smells like onions in my treatment room. FML
Like I can't take deep breaths.
Like I can't take deep breaths.
Hey there moots and followers.
Can you please recommend my account to others?
I'm a decent person who doesn't want to be lonely and has moments where I cannot handle being alone.
I'd live to have more people to talk to.
Please like and repost.
Can you please recommend my account to others?
I'm a decent person who doesn't want to be lonely and has moments where I cannot handle being alone.
I'd live to have more people to talk to.
Please like and repost.
March 9, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Hey there moots and followers.
Can you please recommend my account to others?
I'm a decent person who doesn't want to be lonely and has moments where I cannot handle being alone.
I'd live to have more people to talk to.
Please like and repost.
Can you please recommend my account to others?
I'm a decent person who doesn't want to be lonely and has moments where I cannot handle being alone.
I'd live to have more people to talk to.
Please like and repost.
Back when I had money. Not a lot, just enough to not be worried about it. I was going through extremely serious issues.
& now I'm still troubled but in a way that doesn't feel as acute. But this time having more money would fix so much in my life. It would make so much of my life possible.
& now I'm still troubled but in a way that doesn't feel as acute. But this time having more money would fix so much in my life. It would make so much of my life possible.
March 9, 2025 at 3:40 AM
Back when I had money. Not a lot, just enough to not be worried about it. I was going through extremely serious issues.
& now I'm still troubled but in a way that doesn't feel as acute. But this time having more money would fix so much in my life. It would make so much of my life possible.
& now I'm still troubled but in a way that doesn't feel as acute. But this time having more money would fix so much in my life. It would make so much of my life possible.
I'm a middle class girl from Westchester, NY.
Just shows you how rich you have to be to have human rights. I wasn't rich enough to sue.
Just shows you how rich you have to be to have human rights. I wasn't rich enough to sue.
I'm realizing how deeply traumatized I was when those shithole rehab places discharged me by kicking me out during severe withdrawal and concerning symptoms. And the state I was in when I was taken across state lines to a halfway house without my knowledge or consent.
March 8, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I'm a middle class girl from Westchester, NY.
Just shows you how rich you have to be to have human rights. I wasn't rich enough to sue.
Just shows you how rich you have to be to have human rights. I wasn't rich enough to sue.
I'm realizing how deeply traumatized I was when those shithole rehab places discharged me by kicking me out during severe withdrawal and concerning symptoms. And the state I was in when I was taken across state lines to a halfway house without my knowledge or consent.
March 8, 2025 at 11:12 PM
I'm realizing how deeply traumatized I was when those shithole rehab places discharged me by kicking me out during severe withdrawal and concerning symptoms. And the state I was in when I was taken across state lines to a halfway house without my knowledge or consent.
It's so cold in my apartment. It's even cold under the blanket.
Yesterday was a stressful day for me. I have more clarity going into today.
Yesterday was a stressful day for me. I have more clarity going into today.
February 27, 2025 at 11:14 AM
It's so cold in my apartment. It's even cold under the blanket.
Yesterday was a stressful day for me. I have more clarity going into today.
Yesterday was a stressful day for me. I have more clarity going into today.
Deep cleaning my apartment while on ADHD meds - legally prescribed 😌
Because I want to feel good here and be able to function and I'm sick of mess and allergies.
Will post some progress pics.
Because I want to feel good here and be able to function and I'm sick of mess and allergies.
Will post some progress pics.
February 19, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Deep cleaning my apartment while on ADHD meds - legally prescribed 😌
Because I want to feel good here and be able to function and I'm sick of mess and allergies.
Will post some progress pics.
Because I want to feel good here and be able to function and I'm sick of mess and allergies.
Will post some progress pics.
Check out what's my Philodendron Birkin is doing!!!
#plantsky #houseplant #houseplants #philodendron #philodendronbirkin #wtfismyplantdoing #bloomscrolling #plantparent #plantmom
#plantsky #houseplant #houseplants #philodendron #philodendronbirkin #wtfismyplantdoing #bloomscrolling #plantparent #plantmom
February 19, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Check out what's my Philodendron Birkin is doing!!!
#plantsky #houseplant #houseplants #philodendron #philodendronbirkin #wtfismyplantdoing #bloomscrolling #plantparent #plantmom
#plantsky #houseplant #houseplants #philodendron #philodendronbirkin #wtfismyplantdoing #bloomscrolling #plantparent #plantmom
So sick of this cold dreary fuckimg winter where there's nothing to fucking do.
I just need 55°+/13°+ degrees and 10+ hours of mild sunlight.
I just need 55°+/13°+ degrees and 10+ hours of mild sunlight.
February 19, 2025 at 1:08 AM
So sick of this cold dreary fuckimg winter where there's nothing to fucking do.
I just need 55°+/13°+ degrees and 10+ hours of mild sunlight.
I just need 55°+/13°+ degrees and 10+ hours of mild sunlight.