my mind is a rabid animal half-dead from exhaustion and my body is a prison

sincerely feel like i'm a lost cause and kindness is wasted on me. very, very sincerey. like spending your savings on a losing lotto ticket. i don't know how else to put the oppressive depression into words that make sense

i'll put clothes on them i just didnt want to right now, it was hard enough drawing at all

im the one mid crashout ✌️ anyway this hairstyle screams lesbian that would wear studded leather jackets and huge black boots and that's the perfect vibe. it also screams emo romance love interest. also perfect vibe. nex gender is evolving

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oh i adore how this came out

still feel like someone's hand is vicegripping my guts and waving them around carelessly within the confines of my abdomen!

this design is ALSO gorgeous. absolutely stunning 😳🩵

oh this design is gorgeous, i love the tassels and the palette 🩵

hes sooooooo 😚🩵 this is such a lovely glow up!

depression is a beast that's insatiable and is so much more easily fed than hope and progress

i'm still making myself work, still making myself get up and do small chores and go walk sometimes, be social when i don't want to and keep things tidy. but it's hard. i'm letting my body pilot itself most of the time. i feel like i'm a step away from giving up despite all the progress and help