Lion
@idiot-vents.bsky.social
This is for when I need it because I'm tired of venting on my main
only follow if you know my main/ if you rlly wanna know what's going on in my negative mindset
Main: @00dl3-aibfan.bsky.social
only follow if you know my main/ if you rlly wanna know what's going on in my negative mindset
Main: @00dl3-aibfan.bsky.social
Thread of me spilling out my feeling from my journal because I'm bored and my main is deactivated for embarrassing/humiliating/stupid reasons
October 6, 2025 at 11:57 PM
Thread of me spilling out my feeling from my journal because I'm bored and my main is deactivated for embarrassing/humiliating/stupid reasons
I don't want to go home
she scares me
I wanna stay in school and bawl my eyes out
she's always watching me
she even took my phone away and claimed it as her own
I don't want to go back
I just wanna live my life
I can't feel happy for even a day
I don't know what to do
I wanna cry
I hate myself
she scares me
I wanna stay in school and bawl my eyes out
she's always watching me
she even took my phone away and claimed it as her own
I don't want to go back
I just wanna live my life
I can't feel happy for even a day
I don't know what to do
I wanna cry
I hate myself
September 9, 2025 at 4:29 PM
I don't want to go home
she scares me
I wanna stay in school and bawl my eyes out
she's always watching me
she even took my phone away and claimed it as her own
I don't want to go back
I just wanna live my life
I can't feel happy for even a day
I don't know what to do
I wanna cry
I hate myself
she scares me
I wanna stay in school and bawl my eyes out
she's always watching me
she even took my phone away and claimed it as her own
I don't want to go back
I just wanna live my life
I can't feel happy for even a day
I don't know what to do
I wanna cry
I hate myself
IT IS CONFIRMED
MY MOM IS A BITCH, I WILL FOREVER HATE HER, AND SHES TAKING AWAY MY MOST PRECIOUS (AND ONLY) DOG
FOR THAT I WILL ATTEMPT TO STARVE, CUT, AND ISOLATE MYSELF FROM EVERYONE I LOVE
FUCK THIS FUCK HER AND FUCK MY LIFE
"you don't even take care of her"
AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE A
MY MOM IS A BITCH, I WILL FOREVER HATE HER, AND SHES TAKING AWAY MY MOST PRECIOUS (AND ONLY) DOG
FOR THAT I WILL ATTEMPT TO STARVE, CUT, AND ISOLATE MYSELF FROM EVERYONE I LOVE
FUCK THIS FUCK HER AND FUCK MY LIFE
"you don't even take care of her"
AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE A
September 3, 2025 at 12:19 AM
IT IS CONFIRMED
MY MOM IS A BITCH, I WILL FOREVER HATE HER, AND SHES TAKING AWAY MY MOST PRECIOUS (AND ONLY) DOG
FOR THAT I WILL ATTEMPT TO STARVE, CUT, AND ISOLATE MYSELF FROM EVERYONE I LOVE
FUCK THIS FUCK HER AND FUCK MY LIFE
"you don't even take care of her"
AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE A
MY MOM IS A BITCH, I WILL FOREVER HATE HER, AND SHES TAKING AWAY MY MOST PRECIOUS (AND ONLY) DOG
FOR THAT I WILL ATTEMPT TO STARVE, CUT, AND ISOLATE MYSELF FROM EVERYONE I LOVE
FUCK THIS FUCK HER AND FUCK MY LIFE
"you don't even take care of her"
AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE A
while on a typing game, a word said "alive"
i spelled dead instead
also i made a playlist of songs that made me cry so far
i spelled dead instead
also i made a playlist of songs that made me cry so far
August 29, 2025 at 2:38 PM
while on a typing game, a word said "alive"
i spelled dead instead
also i made a playlist of songs that made me cry so far
i spelled dead instead
also i made a playlist of songs that made me cry so far
another day
another time-to-lose-my-shit
(idk why I added a gif I just felt like it)
another time-to-lose-my-shit
(idk why I added a gif I just felt like it)
a cartoon tennis ball with a sad face on it
ALT: a cartoon tennis ball with a sad face on it
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August 29, 2025 at 2:08 PM
another day
another time-to-lose-my-shit
(idk why I added a gif I just felt like it)
another time-to-lose-my-shit
(idk why I added a gif I just felt like it)
Reposted by Lion
TODAYS THE DAY-
I try to fuck myself even more than I am fucked up...
I wanna cry ._.
I try to fuck myself even more than I am fucked up...
I wanna cry ._.
a cartoon of a red diamond and a yellow pencil standing next to each other
ALT: a cartoon of a red diamond and a yellow pencil standing next to each other
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August 29, 2025 at 2:01 PM
TODAYS THE DAY-
I try to fuck myself even more than I am fucked up...
I wanna cry ._.
I try to fuck myself even more than I am fucked up...
I wanna cry ._.
"Can't wait to get rid of her"
Im sorry
please forgive me Nakia
I didn't mean to be your shitty owner
I gave you love, then stopped paying attention
Im sorry
Im sorry
please forgive me Nakia
I didn't mean to be your shitty owner
I gave you love, then stopped paying attention
Im sorry
August 29, 2025 at 12:45 PM
"Can't wait to get rid of her"
Im sorry
please forgive me Nakia
I didn't mean to be your shitty owner
I gave you love, then stopped paying attention
Im sorry
Im sorry
please forgive me Nakia
I didn't mean to be your shitty owner
I gave you love, then stopped paying attention
Im sorry
It's my fault
I act like a brat at school
but I don't act like that to my friends
why doesn't she understand that
I keep telling her
"Just how you act here is how you probably act to your friends"
I love all my friends
and I never act like a brat to them
because I'm afraid to lose them
I act like a brat at school
but I don't act like that to my friends
why doesn't she understand that
I keep telling her
"Just how you act here is how you probably act to your friends"
I love all my friends
and I never act like a brat to them
because I'm afraid to lose them
August 27, 2025 at 1:38 PM
It's my fault
I act like a brat at school
but I don't act like that to my friends
why doesn't she understand that
I keep telling her
"Just how you act here is how you probably act to your friends"
I love all my friends
and I never act like a brat to them
because I'm afraid to lose them
I act like a brat at school
but I don't act like that to my friends
why doesn't she understand that
I keep telling her
"Just how you act here is how you probably act to your friends"
I love all my friends
and I never act like a brat to them
because I'm afraid to lose them
bad day
sad day
I feel alone
I have never *wanted* to cry in front of someone in so very long
my head hurts
sad day
I feel alone
I have never *wanted* to cry in front of someone in so very long
my head hurts
August 21, 2025 at 7:23 PM
bad day
sad day
I feel alone
I have never *wanted* to cry in front of someone in so very long
my head hurts
sad day
I feel alone
I have never *wanted* to cry in front of someone in so very long
my head hurts
When I get mad at my mom after an argument, I cry
she thinks it's because "I don't get what I want"
no
I cry because I feel as if I'm the selfish, useless, spoiled freak and saying it to myself makes me cry
what if I am selfish
what if I am useless
what if I am spoiled
what if I am a freak
she thinks it's because "I don't get what I want"
no
I cry because I feel as if I'm the selfish, useless, spoiled freak and saying it to myself makes me cry
what if I am selfish
what if I am useless
what if I am spoiled
what if I am a freak
August 20, 2025 at 12:42 PM
When I get mad at my mom after an argument, I cry
she thinks it's because "I don't get what I want"
no
I cry because I feel as if I'm the selfish, useless, spoiled freak and saying it to myself makes me cry
what if I am selfish
what if I am useless
what if I am spoiled
what if I am a freak
she thinks it's because "I don't get what I want"
no
I cry because I feel as if I'm the selfish, useless, spoiled freak and saying it to myself makes me cry
what if I am selfish
what if I am useless
what if I am spoiled
what if I am a freak
I'm sorry...
If you want to unfollow, be my guest... I can't blame you for it... and Ik how cruel it is to find out the horrible things I've done but I'm DONE keeping it a secret...
(🧵 ⤵️)
If you want to unfollow, be my guest... I can't blame you for it... and Ik how cruel it is to find out the horrible things I've done but I'm DONE keeping it a secret...
(🧵 ⤵️)
August 12, 2025 at 2:38 PM
I'm sorry...
If you want to unfollow, be my guest... I can't blame you for it... and Ik how cruel it is to find out the horrible things I've done but I'm DONE keeping it a secret...
(🧵 ⤵️)
If you want to unfollow, be my guest... I can't blame you for it... and Ik how cruel it is to find out the horrible things I've done but I'm DONE keeping it a secret...
(🧵 ⤵️)
I should've jumped off from a tree so high up I could possibly die...
IM SICK OF MY MOM ALWAYS THREATENING ME OF THINGS I ACTUALLY DO
IM SO TIRED
SHES ALWAYS SO MAD AT ME AND I FEEL WEAK EVERYTIME SHE YELLS
"YOU DONT DO ANYTHING IN THIS HOUSE"
WHAT CAN I DO!? EVERYTHING IS SO CLEAN!?
IM SICK OF MY MOM ALWAYS THREATENING ME OF THINGS I ACTUALLY DO
IM SO TIRED
SHES ALWAYS SO MAD AT ME AND I FEEL WEAK EVERYTIME SHE YELLS
"YOU DONT DO ANYTHING IN THIS HOUSE"
WHAT CAN I DO!? EVERYTHING IS SO CLEAN!?
July 19, 2025 at 11:20 PM
I should've jumped off from a tree so high up I could possibly die...
IM SICK OF MY MOM ALWAYS THREATENING ME OF THINGS I ACTUALLY DO
IM SO TIRED
SHES ALWAYS SO MAD AT ME AND I FEEL WEAK EVERYTIME SHE YELLS
"YOU DONT DO ANYTHING IN THIS HOUSE"
WHAT CAN I DO!? EVERYTHING IS SO CLEAN!?
IM SICK OF MY MOM ALWAYS THREATENING ME OF THINGS I ACTUALLY DO
IM SO TIRED
SHES ALWAYS SO MAD AT ME AND I FEEL WEAK EVERYTIME SHE YELLS
"YOU DONT DO ANYTHING IN THIS HOUSE"
WHAT CAN I DO!? EVERYTHING IS SO CLEAN!?
I'm sorry I exist...
"...selfish! ... the only times you care for me is when you want something..."
Maybe your right
What's the point of living if I piss you off all the time
I just wish I could dissappear
Maybe then she'll be happy
Maybe everyone is better like that
Maybe I am selfish
"...selfish! ... the only times you care for me is when you want something..."
Maybe your right
What's the point of living if I piss you off all the time
I just wish I could dissappear
Maybe then she'll be happy
Maybe everyone is better like that
Maybe I am selfish
July 5, 2025 at 6:20 PM
I'm sorry I exist...
"...selfish! ... the only times you care for me is when you want something..."
Maybe your right
What's the point of living if I piss you off all the time
I just wish I could dissappear
Maybe then she'll be happy
Maybe everyone is better like that
Maybe I am selfish
"...selfish! ... the only times you care for me is when you want something..."
Maybe your right
What's the point of living if I piss you off all the time
I just wish I could dissappear
Maybe then she'll be happy
Maybe everyone is better like that
Maybe I am selfish
I wish I never gave mom that STUPID FUCKING RAZOR
ITS NOT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO CLEAN ALL DAY JUST TO GET 30 MINS ON MY FUCKING PHONE
AND I BARELY EVER GET TO DRAW BECAUSE ALL MY MOM CARES ABOUT IS CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN
AND MY BABY BROTHER TAKES TIME OFF OF THAT MEANING BARELY ANYTHING GETS DONE
ITS NOT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO CLEAN ALL DAY JUST TO GET 30 MINS ON MY FUCKING PHONE
AND I BARELY EVER GET TO DRAW BECAUSE ALL MY MOM CARES ABOUT IS CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN
AND MY BABY BROTHER TAKES TIME OFF OF THAT MEANING BARELY ANYTHING GETS DONE
June 30, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I wish I never gave mom that STUPID FUCKING RAZOR
ITS NOT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO CLEAN ALL DAY JUST TO GET 30 MINS ON MY FUCKING PHONE
AND I BARELY EVER GET TO DRAW BECAUSE ALL MY MOM CARES ABOUT IS CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN
AND MY BABY BROTHER TAKES TIME OFF OF THAT MEANING BARELY ANYTHING GETS DONE
ITS NOT FAIR THAT I HAVE TO CLEAN ALL DAY JUST TO GET 30 MINS ON MY FUCKING PHONE
AND I BARELY EVER GET TO DRAW BECAUSE ALL MY MOM CARES ABOUT IS CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN
AND MY BABY BROTHER TAKES TIME OFF OF THAT MEANING BARELY ANYTHING GETS DONE
she's gone now
she's restricting me from being here
I just came back
I want to go back
aughhhh
she's restricting me from being here
I just came back
I want to go back
aughhhh
istg if my mother says anything about not caring if I moved or changed schools ONE MORE TIME...
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
June 12, 2025 at 1:45 AM
she's gone now
she's restricting me from being here
I just came back
I want to go back
aughhhh
she's restricting me from being here
I just came back
I want to go back
aughhhh
istg if my mother says anything about not caring if I moved or changed schools ONE MORE TIME...
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
June 12, 2025 at 1:44 AM
istg if my mother says anything about not caring if I moved or changed schools ONE MORE TIME...
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
I'm gonna eat rocks and climb the barn again
and if that doesn't help
I'm running away
WHY DID SHE SAY MY MOM WAS DOING WHATS BEST
SHES OBVIOUSLY SAYING THAT TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER
NOW MY MOMS MORE CONFIDENT IN TAKING AWAY THE THINGS I LOVE
TAKING IT AWAY=MORE CUTTING
WHAT IS WRONG W/ HER
SHES OBVIOUSLY SAYING THAT TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER
NOW MY MOMS MORE CONFIDENT IN TAKING AWAY THE THINGS I LOVE
TAKING IT AWAY=MORE CUTTING
WHAT IS WRONG W/ HER
May 31, 2025 at 12:46 AM
WHY DID SHE SAY MY MOM WAS DOING WHATS BEST
SHES OBVIOUSLY SAYING THAT TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER
NOW MY MOMS MORE CONFIDENT IN TAKING AWAY THE THINGS I LOVE
TAKING IT AWAY=MORE CUTTING
WHAT IS WRONG W/ HER
SHES OBVIOUSLY SAYING THAT TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER
NOW MY MOMS MORE CONFIDENT IN TAKING AWAY THE THINGS I LOVE
TAKING IT AWAY=MORE CUTTING
WHAT IS WRONG W/ HER
I thinkn she wants me to kms
she doesnt care about my friends
she only care about what she thinks is best
when its not
the intenet doesnt cause me to do the things i do
and she thinks its a threat
idk where she got that from
i hope she has one less to take care of
I think she'd be happy if I die.(🧵)
she doesnt care about my friends
she only care about what she thinks is best
when its not
the intenet doesnt cause me to do the things i do
and she thinks its a threat
idk where she got that from
i hope she has one less to take care of
I think she'd be happy if I die.(🧵)
May 30, 2025 at 3:45 PM
I thinkn she wants me to kms
she doesnt care about my friends
she only care about what she thinks is best
when its not
the intenet doesnt cause me to do the things i do
and she thinks its a threat
idk where she got that from
i hope she has one less to take care of
I think she'd be happy if I die.(🧵)
she doesnt care about my friends
she only care about what she thinks is best
when its not
the intenet doesnt cause me to do the things i do
and she thinks its a threat
idk where she got that from
i hope she has one less to take care of
I think she'd be happy if I die.(🧵)
who cares if I die or not
not that anyone will
I just don't like exsistence
it sucks
but I have to survive
and I hate it
not that anyone will
I just don't like exsistence
it sucks
but I have to survive
and I hate it
May 28, 2025 at 2:26 PM
who cares if I die or not
not that anyone will
I just don't like exsistence
it sucks
but I have to survive
and I hate it
not that anyone will
I just don't like exsistence
it sucks
but I have to survive
and I hate it
This happened after I said goodnight
What could I say
She said she wouldn't feel bad after moving out and changing schools...
What could I say
She said she wouldn't feel bad after moving out and changing schools...
May 28, 2025 at 12:35 PM
This happened after I said goodnight
What could I say
She said she wouldn't feel bad after moving out and changing schools...
What could I say
She said she wouldn't feel bad after moving out and changing schools...
she's been mean to us ever since he was born
and she says we're the rude ones
I hate living w/ her
I hate my family
I also didnt want to say it but I especially hate Adam
he always grabs my moms attention
and my mom keeps me in this prison
my only escape is school
and she says we're the rude ones
I hate living w/ her
I hate my family
I also didnt want to say it but I especially hate Adam
he always grabs my moms attention
and my mom keeps me in this prison
my only escape is school
I want to cut again
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
May 27, 2025 at 9:50 PM
she's been mean to us ever since he was born
and she says we're the rude ones
I hate living w/ her
I hate my family
I also didnt want to say it but I especially hate Adam
he always grabs my moms attention
and my mom keeps me in this prison
my only escape is school
and she says we're the rude ones
I hate living w/ her
I hate my family
I also didnt want to say it but I especially hate Adam
he always grabs my moms attention
and my mom keeps me in this prison
my only escape is school
I want to cut again
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
May 27, 2025 at 9:46 PM
I want to cut again
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
she doesn't care about us and only Adam
she's so unfair
she makes me cry everytime she shouts at us
and she doesn't care
I hate her sm
I bet she'd be happy if I died
speaking of death, I need the courage NOW
I'm tired of waiting
I'm sick and tired of like
SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW
thats it
this time I need to start cutting again...
this time I need to start cutting again...
I HATE MYSELF SM
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...
May 24, 2025 at 1:42 AM
thats it
this time I need to start cutting again...
this time I need to start cutting again...
I HATE MYSELF SM
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...
May 24, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I HATE MYSELF SM
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...
WHY AM I SUDDENLY SO MEAN
...