Icarus
@icarusoftheclouds.bsky.social
Digital artist, trans nonbinary, lvl 27. Nsfw artist
Being with someone with BPD isn't impossible, it's work. Any relationship is, the question is are you willing to put in the work? Cause if you leave it all to the person with BPD you're gonna struggle, they're gonna react to your negative energies and it's a bad time for everyone.
December 10, 2025 at 6:23 AM
Being with someone with BPD isn't impossible, it's work. Any relationship is, the question is are you willing to put in the work? Cause if you leave it all to the person with BPD you're gonna struggle, they're gonna react to your negative energies and it's a bad time for everyone.
Therapy has been helping me a lot with my BPD, I can openly acknowledge that while yes I have hyper reactivity....my reactions are still my responsibility. I have had reactions that have hurt others regardless of what was said or done to cause the reaction I could have stopped and taken a moment -
December 8, 2025 at 11:55 AM
Therapy has been helping me a lot with my BPD, I can openly acknowledge that while yes I have hyper reactivity....my reactions are still my responsibility. I have had reactions that have hurt others regardless of what was said or done to cause the reaction I could have stopped and taken a moment -
Every Sunday after work I'm donating plasma ☺️ been clean from weed for over a month (already disposed of what I had left) and doing what I can to earn and save money!
December 7, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Every Sunday after work I'm donating plasma ☺️ been clean from weed for over a month (already disposed of what I had left) and doing what I can to earn and save money!
I go back to school in January 😌 gonna be working 36 hours and going to school for 8 🥲 this is gonna be rough. And once I'm certified in phlebotomy again GOODBYE SECURITY!
December 6, 2025 at 1:00 AM
I go back to school in January 😌 gonna be working 36 hours and going to school for 8 🥲 this is gonna be rough. And once I'm certified in phlebotomy again GOODBYE SECURITY!
No longer smoking weed, no no, instead I spend my time now cleaning and preserving animal bones 😌 neat lil hobby I'm picking up. I have the wishbone of a Cornish game hen (I got 2 hens) and I'm going to TRY to preserve at least one of them as whole as I possibly can. Minus legs and wings 😅🤣
December 2, 2025 at 8:25 AM
No longer smoking weed, no no, instead I spend my time now cleaning and preserving animal bones 😌 neat lil hobby I'm picking up. I have the wishbone of a Cornish game hen (I got 2 hens) and I'm going to TRY to preserve at least one of them as whole as I possibly can. Minus legs and wings 😅🤣
I'm taking self defense classes Losing weight Got a new job Approved for bottom surgery and financial assistance for surgery Making friends Doing better with therapy
Remembering my meds!
I'm improving and I'm proud of myself! Even found meds and a exercise routine that is easier on my fibromyalgia!
Remembering my meds!
I'm improving and I'm proud of myself! Even found meds and a exercise routine that is easier on my fibromyalgia!
November 24, 2025 at 4:14 AM
I'm taking self defense classes Losing weight Got a new job Approved for bottom surgery and financial assistance for surgery Making friends Doing better with therapy
Remembering my meds!
I'm improving and I'm proud of myself! Even found meds and a exercise routine that is easier on my fibromyalgia!
Remembering my meds!
I'm improving and I'm proud of myself! Even found meds and a exercise routine that is easier on my fibromyalgia!
I'm opening emergency commissions, my prices and some references. I'll have 3 slots open.
I'm currently in a situation so I need extra income for a bit 🥲 even sharing helps out. I appreciate any help. I have cash app mostly and PayPal. Thank you.
I'm currently in a situation so I need extra income for a bit 🥲 even sharing helps out. I appreciate any help. I have cash app mostly and PayPal. Thank you.
October 27, 2025 at 7:54 PM
I'm opening emergency commissions, my prices and some references. I'll have 3 slots open.
I'm currently in a situation so I need extra income for a bit 🥲 even sharing helps out. I appreciate any help. I have cash app mostly and PayPal. Thank you.
I'm currently in a situation so I need extra income for a bit 🥲 even sharing helps out. I appreciate any help. I have cash app mostly and PayPal. Thank you.
Idk it was supposed to be an oc and now it's an mha au that I'll be writing. Porcelain doll king tortured by a demon king, hopefully it'll be interesting
October 22, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Idk it was supposed to be an oc and now it's an mha au that I'll be writing. Porcelain doll king tortured by a demon king, hopefully it'll be interesting
New Oxford Halloween, I named them Mori they can devour remains and their tummy shows the break down from toxic goo
October 14, 2025 at 11:38 PM
New Oxford Halloween, I named them Mori they can devour remains and their tummy shows the break down from toxic goo
Okay my last latest OC and I need a break from drawing now lmao
September 18, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Okay my last latest OC and I need a break from drawing now lmao
September 17, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I made a jester oc
September 17, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I made a jester oc
This explains so much, and now I just have to hope therapy will help me with interacting in a healthy way in relationships
September 4, 2025 at 7:29 PM
This explains so much, and now I just have to hope therapy will help me with interacting in a healthy way in relationships
Communicate better, and be patient, slow down emotionally rather than letting everything get to me. And listen to his needs better than I was, I should have gotten help sooner and because I didn't it caused pain. Now I'm in therapy though, so I'll be better in the future
September 4, 2025 at 4:07 AM
Communicate better, and be patient, slow down emotionally rather than letting everything get to me. And listen to his needs better than I was, I should have gotten help sooner and because I didn't it caused pain. Now I'm in therapy though, so I'll be better in the future
HE'S ROCKING OUT! #PresentMic #HizashiYamada
August 26, 2025 at 10:52 PM
HE'S ROCKING OUT! #PresentMic #HizashiYamada
I wish more people realized this, your energy can be felt by everyone and everything around you. And it doesn't lie no matter what mask you put on, you can shift your energy to be better if you really want a positive energy. I'm hoping therapy improves my mental state and my energy
August 23, 2025 at 8:41 PM
I wish more people realized this, your energy can be felt by everyone and everything around you. And it doesn't lie no matter what mask you put on, you can shift your energy to be better if you really want a positive energy. I'm hoping therapy improves my mental state and my energy
I dunno about anyone else, but I crave healthy relationships
August 20, 2025 at 8:45 PM
I dunno about anyone else, but I crave healthy relationships
Ooooh I'm excited to render him, and absolutely put him in a fishnet bodysuit! Aaaaaaaa here we go PRESENT MIIIIIC
August 20, 2025 at 7:40 PM
Ooooh I'm excited to render him, and absolutely put him in a fishnet bodysuit! Aaaaaaaa here we go PRESENT MIIIIIC
I went to Alkai beach with a friend and almost came back with a baby 🥺 this lil bb fell right to sleep in my arms for like 45 minutes 😭 I'd have named them Shouta or Eraser! Also played in the freezing water 🤣
August 17, 2025 at 2:15 AM
I went to Alkai beach with a friend and almost came back with a baby 🥺 this lil bb fell right to sleep in my arms for like 45 minutes 😭 I'd have named them Shouta or Eraser! Also played in the freezing water 🤣
With therapy I'm learning a lot about my BPD and how it effects relationships, I love more than average and it can be overwhelming. On the flip side you put high expectations on your partner and when they don't live up to that and you split, it causes serious problems...
August 15, 2025 at 5:55 PM
With therapy I'm learning a lot about my BPD and how it effects relationships, I love more than average and it can be overwhelming. On the flip side you put high expectations on your partner and when they don't live up to that and you split, it causes serious problems...