I'm in really bad shape and will be taking an extended hiatus from here and everywhere else.. I won't be posting art for awhile. I'll still repost and whatnot but I'm not in a stable place to interact with anyone atm...

I'm in really bad shape and will be taking an extended hiatus from here and everywhere else.. I won't be posting art for awhile. I'll still repost and whatnot but I'm not in a stable place to interact with anyone atm...

Update: I'm currently doing a safety plan and staying with my mom... my partner refuses to elaborate on why everything has suddenly changed, and I'm left begging God or whatever deity to bring him back and to talk to me...

Update: Getting admitted to a hospital.... y'all won't see me for a while...

I can't believe that this is my breaking point... my last relationship had me actively grabbing a knife because I wanted to end it all, and this time I have enough sanity to realize I probably will do something to myself this time... If I do get emitted I'll do an update post tied to this thread...

My mental health has gotten worse to the point my suicidal ideations are running rampant again.... I'm seeing my mom today even tho I don't fully trust myself driving but I want to tell her in person that I should probably get emitted to a mental health ward for my own physical safety...

I can't go through this again... ended up having a breakdown with a panic attack added onto it.. so I'm done with relationships...never again...

Also if you notice how his wings are particularly held and pierced in place it's a sort of mimicry of taxidermy boxes for insects and bats. Usually they use pins to keep certain parts in place or to move them.

The idea behind how his imprisonment works is that there's rune binding on the floor, shank nails, needles and chains/gauntlet shackles. All of it is meant to trap an Arcane/god to where it is nearly impossible to break free from.