thank you! I’ll definitely look into that when the time comes

AND I don’t have the intense manic stare anymore, which is good
but I took it a few hours late today and I swear it messed me up for a while 🥲 so I’m scared about eventually stopping in the future
SSRIs aren’t so bad because of the longer half life, but it seems SNRI withdrawal is a whole mess

I will say tho, aside from those symptoms this already feels better for me compared to the multiple SSRIs I’ve tried

I’m starting medication again next week because of the frequency of these kind of things
my experience with medication in the past has been…not great
but I can’t live like this anymore
pls wish me luck in finding the right medication this time

c’: tysm mizo!! I’ll try my best

sdkfk
I do genuinely hope to someday tbf

honestly my biggest concern is not just being bad but freezing up and crying out of embarrassment LOL

I hope it’ll also help me with general breathing and vocal control with speaking, bc honestly that’s such a major root of my anxiety around talking in front of crowds

which sounds weird when I say it like that

I see him as my sweet baby boy in the same way as my cat

he was rly just referencing this