Hollie 🏳️⚧️
@hollie040.bsky.social
Norwich, UK. 40. I play bass and do computer things.
She/her.
HRTversary: 10th February 2025
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She/her.
HRTversary: 10th February 2025
Profile banner by @nanoraptor.danamania.com
Car was filthy and covered in mud and that was upsetting me, so been outside and cleaned it and now I feel better about everything.
November 24, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Car was filthy and covered in mud and that was upsetting me, so been outside and cleaned it and now I feel better about everything.
Even though it's cold and raining, felt inspired to go and walk to and around the local park. Never been down here before despite living here for a year and a half.
November 22, 2025 at 11:31 AM
Even though it's cold and raining, felt inspired to go and walk to and around the local park. Never been down here before despite living here for a year and a half.
I am and continue to be cautiously optimistic.
November 21, 2025 at 1:02 AM
I am and continue to be cautiously optimistic.
Finally got my nose studs swapped out for little rings. Much better.
November 17, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Finally got my nose studs swapped out for little rings. Much better.
Well this explains why I'm suddenly developing, and also why my emotions are all over the place these days. 2mg Sandrena, 5mg Finasteride.
November 17, 2025 at 9:29 AM
Well this explains why I'm suddenly developing, and also why my emotions are all over the place these days. 2mg Sandrena, 5mg Finasteride.
Redyed my hair what's pretty much my natural colour, mostly to cover up the greys in an attempt to stop me looking so old. Need to finish scraping the brown off my forehead in the morning. I am not good at this.
November 16, 2025 at 11:40 PM
Redyed my hair what's pretty much my natural colour, mostly to cover up the greys in an attempt to stop me looking so old. Need to finish scraping the brown off my forehead in the morning. I am not good at this.
I thought I'd found friends and a community, but then gradually the community has changed and I don't feel like there's a place for me in it any more. Oh well.
November 15, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I thought I'd found friends and a community, but then gradually the community has changed and I don't feel like there's a place for me in it any more. Oh well.
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i went to doll tree and they all said they miss and love u, and hope you're well
November 6, 2025 at 7:41 PM
i went to doll tree and they all said they miss and love u, and hope you're well
Realised I never posted the full size version of this. This photo is pretty much the only thing that's keeping me going at the moment.
November 7, 2025 at 2:22 PM
Realised I never posted the full size version of this. This photo is pretty much the only thing that's keeping me going at the moment.
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yeah she posts nice selfies but have you considered that she might also be a brilliantly intelligent, kind and gentle soul?
November 7, 2025 at 2:16 PM
yeah she posts nice selfies but have you considered that she might also be a brilliantly intelligent, kind and gentle soul?
Not having a great day today. Missing the people on Discord too but have to keep away for my own sake. Would really love to stop being so sad.
November 7, 2025 at 12:57 PM
Not having a great day today. Missing the people on Discord too but have to keep away for my own sake. Would really love to stop being so sad.
Therapist contacted.
November 7, 2025 at 1:20 AM
Therapist contacted.
Sometimes you feel so lost that even sat nav can’t help.
November 6, 2025 at 8:45 PM
Sometimes you feel so lost that even sat nav can’t help.
Just got an alert from Facebook. A friend from school (several decades ago now) has (finally) noticed my profile photo and name change and has sent me a message. This could go either way. Let's see...
November 6, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Just got an alert from Facebook. A friend from school (several decades ago now) has (finally) noticed my profile photo and name change and has sent me a message. This could go either way. Let's see...
Haven't been outside since the weekend. Considering just jumping in the car and going somewhere after work. I guess if I get uncomfortable I can always come back again.
November 6, 2025 at 4:06 PM
Haven't been outside since the weekend. Considering just jumping in the car and going somewhere after work. I guess if I get uncomfortable I can always come back again.
Keep clicking on the Discord icon out of habit and then quickly force-quitting it before it loads. That way only lies pain, at least for a few more days by my estimation.
November 6, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Keep clicking on the Discord icon out of habit and then quickly force-quitting it before it loads. That way only lies pain, at least for a few more days by my estimation.
Managed to eat (and so far, keep down) an entire meal for the first time since Saturday, so this might be progress.
November 5, 2025 at 7:27 PM
Managed to eat (and so far, keep down) an entire meal for the first time since Saturday, so this might be progress.
Just realised I should probably chill out on the sad/angry posting for a bit, various Discord people follow me and I don't want to make any situations even worse.
November 5, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Just realised I should probably chill out on the sad/angry posting for a bit, various Discord people follow me and I don't want to make any situations even worse.
The one thing I've learned from my experience of dipping my toe into the big ocean of polyamory is that I'm 100% monogamous. I can't handle the sadness, pain, and jealousy. Not sure how the poly girls do it but I just can't. Perhaps I'm wired up differently.
November 5, 2025 at 5:21 PM
The one thing I've learned from my experience of dipping my toe into the big ocean of polyamory is that I'm 100% monogamous. I can't handle the sadness, pain, and jealousy. Not sure how the poly girls do it but I just can't. Perhaps I'm wired up differently.
Having to take a break from Discord for my own mental health and to come to terms with brain problems. I feel lonely already.
November 5, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Having to take a break from Discord for my own mental health and to come to terms with brain problems. I feel lonely already.
Having a rather unwelcome anxiety spike, the first in quite a while. If nothing else, the watched hours on @hubnut.bsky.social 's NZ/AUS series are about to grow, traditionally it's the one thing that keeps me calm.
November 3, 2025 at 4:13 PM
Having a rather unwelcome anxiety spike, the first in quite a while. If nothing else, the watched hours on @hubnut.bsky.social 's NZ/AUS series are about to grow, traditionally it's the one thing that keeps me calm.
Thought I'd participate this year for the kids of Queens Hills. Had to chop the mouth much bigger than I'd like as I waited to long to get a nice pumpkin and had to chop out a particularly manky bit of this one.
October 31, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Thought I'd participate this year for the kids of Queens Hills. Had to chop the mouth much bigger than I'd like as I waited to long to get a nice pumpkin and had to chop out a particularly manky bit of this one.
Bet myself I couldn't quickly learn Chemical Plant Zone on synth to entice the girlies on Discord. Sloppy but mostly there, featuring MIDI backing track.
October 26, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Bet myself I couldn't quickly learn Chemical Plant Zone on synth to entice the girlies on Discord. Sloppy but mostly there, featuring MIDI backing track.
I really feel like I'm struggling at the moment but am not really sure why. Just feel rather down and weepy. I suspect I'm getting some Puberty 2 effects, but it's a bit disconcerting for someone who's only just over a decade and a half of depression. Need a win and I'll be over it.
October 20, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I really feel like I'm struggling at the moment but am not really sure why. Just feel rather down and weepy. I suspect I'm getting some Puberty 2 effects, but it's a bit disconcerting for someone who's only just over a decade and a half of depression. Need a win and I'll be over it.