Mina Arkadia
@himejoshiwizard.bsky.social
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ (she/her)21 . BLK + 🇯🇵 ✩₊˚.⋆ habitually putting uneccesary effort into people since 2004. fuck you!
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Mina Arkadia
@himejoshiwizard.bsky.social
· Feb 27
by the way don’t mention this place to me. yes I’m aware of the fact that I’m mentally ill no I don’t want your support . doubly, to all men that read don’t use this place as a gateway to talk about sex with me. If we’re strangers please don’t let it be representative of your thoughts on me. :]
I usually get mad at people for perceived sleights like ignoring my text or not talking to me but I learned a really long time ago that it’s easier for me to just be mad at someone without telling them and then getting over it on my own time instead of calling them out on it because
January 14, 2026 at 8:44 AM
I usually get mad at people for perceived sleights like ignoring my text or not talking to me but I learned a really long time ago that it’s easier for me to just be mad at someone without telling them and then getting over it on my own time instead of calling them out on it because
everyone is so disinterested in the things I have to say.
some of my friends just ego my text and don’t respond at all. I feel like I should take a break from social media without announcing it because nobody would notice if I up and didsspesred from their daily lives. I think I’m going to do that
some of my friends just ego my text and don’t respond at all. I feel like I should take a break from social media without announcing it because nobody would notice if I up and didsspesred from their daily lives. I think I’m going to do that
I’m very emotionally unsatisfied with where I am in life and with the people in it as my emotional needs aren’t being met by anyone in it
January 4, 2026 at 5:11 AM
everyone is so disinterested in the things I have to say.
some of my friends just ego my text and don’t respond at all. I feel like I should take a break from social media without announcing it because nobody would notice if I up and didsspesred from their daily lives. I think I’m going to do that
some of my friends just ego my text and don’t respond at all. I feel like I should take a break from social media without announcing it because nobody would notice if I up and didsspesred from their daily lives. I think I’m going to do that
I’m very emotionally unsatisfied with where I am in life and with the people in it as my emotional needs aren’t being met by anyone in it
January 4, 2026 at 5:05 AM
I’m very emotionally unsatisfied with where I am in life and with the people in it as my emotional needs aren’t being met by anyone in it
I wish I was never abused so I could’ve properly developed a sense of when people are being bad friends to me and when people are just busy for me. Because of my bpd I just pass off the fact that my friends don’t listen to me or don’t make time for me as them being occupied but there’s always somet
December 28, 2025 at 2:29 AM
I wish I was never abused so I could’ve properly developed a sense of when people are being bad friends to me and when people are just busy for me. Because of my bpd I just pass off the fact that my friends don’t listen to me or don’t make time for me as them being occupied but there’s always somet
monthly reminder that i hate quinn and pray theyre not of this mortal coil
December 24, 2025 at 2:05 AM
monthly reminder that i hate quinn and pray theyre not of this mortal coil
post sucidal meltdown morning I gotta act like I didn’t just fucking lose it last night
a group of cartoon characters are standing in a pyramid
ALT: a group of cartoon characters are standing in a pyramid
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December 10, 2025 at 2:57 PM
post sucidal meltdown morning I gotta act like I didn’t just fucking lose it last night
i feel so tired of waking up every day. i am so incredibly tired of feeling like i am burning up from the inside out. every day is a uphill battle to live with myself. i am so lonely and its a challenge to get my friends to talk to me. I Just want to let it all go and be done with it all.
December 10, 2025 at 5:27 AM
i feel so tired of waking up every day. i am so incredibly tired of feeling like i am burning up from the inside out. every day is a uphill battle to live with myself. i am so lonely and its a challenge to get my friends to talk to me. I Just want to let it all go and be done with it all.
i feel like im rotting from the inside out
December 4, 2025 at 3:16 AM
i feel like im rotting from the inside out
sometimes I think about this ànd how talking to this individual is almost a retroactive form of self harm because it’s further confirmation that there isn’t anybody in this town that gaf about me
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
October 27, 2025 at 6:44 AM
sometimes I think about this ànd how talking to this individual is almost a retroactive form of self harm because it’s further confirmation that there isn’t anybody in this town that gaf about me
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
October 23, 2025 at 5:29 PM
I have this one friend that only talks to me when they need something and it’s so like. sad. disheartening. Like. It makes me want to not live here anymore. And it’s kind of my own fault because I should probably just tell them to kick rocks but a part of me wants to believe they’ll be a good person
Everytime this happens I just absolutely fucking lose myself and I think I choose not to this time. If I can stomach it. just. ugh.
October 14, 2025 at 3:36 AM
Everytime this happens I just absolutely fucking lose myself and I think I choose not to this time. If I can stomach it. just. ugh.
I keep checking my phone like something is going to change but nothing is going to change.
October 14, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I keep checking my phone like something is going to change but nothing is going to change.
I have to collect myself so I do not break down
October 14, 2025 at 2:31 AM
I have to collect myself so I do not break down
I give up! you’ve won universe. that is officially the second time someone’s cut me off without saying anything to me or talking to me. I get it. I’m not worth loving.
October 14, 2025 at 2:28 AM
I give up! you’ve won universe. that is officially the second time someone’s cut me off without saying anything to me or talking to me. I get it. I’m not worth loving.
I wish people didn’t have to pity me to care about me when I need it.
October 10, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I wish people didn’t have to pity me to care about me when I need it.
it’s gearing up to be a k*ll myself or go to sleep night
October 10, 2025 at 3:09 AM
it’s gearing up to be a k*ll myself or go to sleep night
sometimes when I hear wind by akeboshi I want to hold a younger me that cries and cries and pat their back because I know that things don’t get better in the way they’re expecting
October 10, 2025 at 2:32 AM
sometimes when I hear wind by akeboshi I want to hold a younger me that cries and cries and pat their back because I know that things don’t get better in the way they’re expecting
I feel like people don’t enjoy my personality enough to be invested in me. I wish desperately that others were nearly as invested in me unconditionally as I am for them. I have so much love in my heart. I brim with love for myself but I feel like people don’t find me nearly as interesting
October 10, 2025 at 2:30 AM
I feel like people don’t enjoy my personality enough to be invested in me. I wish desperately that others were nearly as invested in me unconditionally as I am for them. I have so much love in my heart. I brim with love for myself but I feel like people don’t find me nearly as interesting
I feel happy. Secure even
September 3, 2025 at 7:53 AM
I feel happy. Secure even
sometimes I wonder if itd take for me to die for my friends and family to think about how they didn’t really put as much time or thought into me or the things i say
August 23, 2025 at 4:58 AM
sometimes I wonder if itd take for me to die for my friends and family to think about how they didn’t really put as much time or thought into me or the things i say
I dont need anybody
August 19, 2025 at 4:53 AM
I dont need anybody
everyone isn’t talking to me
August 11, 2025 at 1:20 AM
everyone isn’t talking to me