-- me without the feminine. "gender roles" are illogical, they're destructive. i dont talk about this much because i KNOW people will tell me what i am and what im not based on this. i just hope other people are out there who feel the same

-- gender-affirming care cemented my place in a community of the "feminine", but it is not necessarily "female". its hard to explain. it transcends gender and sex. to try to break apart this world to fit into boxes is to break apart the people within it. i am not nonbinary but i would not be --

-- that space is one i never left and one i will never leave. that being said - my body ties me to it, and my body does not have any affect on my gender. i do not consider myself less of a man, and i do not consider myself "intruding". what i have been through long before --

i also understand this is probably particularly relevant to my OWN identity. i am a man. i have a very close relationship with people who have the same reproductive system as me in what some people might refer to as "womanhood/sisterhood/etc" but i am not a woman. but --

-- equate to features commonly associated with the presence of testosterone. the body is a neutral object in every single way and the harm that comes with attempting to socialize it ultimately results in more harm than good. literally be what you want and exist as you are.

if you didnt know that anthropology was a special interest of mine, now you know. admittedly it might be a good idea for me to make an account separate from the place where i post bran's tits on occasion yet we must ball, for there is no other option but TO ball

maybe part of this is also me continuing to make assumptions; was this person holding the child, did the child crawl into their lap, were their bodies moved from their original position by the pyroclastic flow? all reasons to continue to investigate and seek the truth!

brainfog so i sleep. heart races in my sleep so i have nightmares, but my blood pressure is too low to wake myself up/stay awake. nauseous so food doesnt help with energy. hot as fuck then cold as fuck