i miss it sometimes. i miss you all obviously. i did spend almost 10 yrs working out a way to move north. so although my leaving was in mid emotional crisis it was kinda planned.

however, networks are so important for you at the mo. the friends are there around you. use them. :)

i saw this one... deffo didnt have that on the bingo card.

....worst, before i left edinburgh, counselling really helped. Just having that third party to voice stuff too, to clarify my thoughts and occasionally guide your brain.

Aimi gave me a recommendation at the time. Really opened my eyes to that idea that sometimes you just need someone to talk to.

-typical state... never mind wondering if your brain is thinking straight due to lingering effects of lifestyle.

the alienation thing was real and then feeds into a isolation/depression thing for me.

find wholesome activities to compensate.

as for discussion, key friends but really at my....

having a clear head does wonders..... although it takes time. it took me leaving edinburgh to break that cycle tbh.

i found relationship stuff horrific to deal with in the context of the social and chemical grind. it's hard enough to work out what you feel and want to articulate in the best neuro-

finally got around to watching this series this week....

epic.

final episode to watch tonight...

loving it overall, even thou it's a bit historically "fluffy". It's got me endlessly googling facts about the time period as I watch.

the music reminds me of Dead Man. Early Jonny Depp. Seen it?

AI slop taking over the world

hah, that's what the wife said.... actually looks better in real life

Hello King Puppet :) :)

quality.....