Malaika enabled me again with the Vrch agenda I fear it’s a double digit k length study of said mental deterioration featuring psychosis-induced hallucinations of Dazai & the Flags

Funny thing is that in terms of how depictions of r/ape go it’s literally an anti’s wet dream. Inherently explicitly condemnatory by the very nature of showing incredibly disturbing levels of long-term mental deterioration as a result of the s/exual trauma but like. Go off I guess b/sky 🤷🏻‍♀️

At least Dazai GOT OUT bro, y'know

He's so fucking manipulative he fucked them up so bad but he loves them in his own way and I love him. It's my 3 am haunt thought that Chuuya as an adult is probs fully aware abt how he used to manipulate him as a child and forgave & is loyal to him anyway bc forgiveness and loyalty are his curse

They're fucking crazy there but someone keeps sending me questions on Strawpage about Dazai & Chuuya's relationships with our favorite ex-doctor ex-soldier mafia boss and BOY do I love yapping about that so I forgive them ❤️

Like genuinely when I start feeling bad abt my writing I go back to Less Like You chapter two and read what ppl said to me down there LOL smut character studies actually unequivocally bring out an entire other breed /pos

I have to say I have been enjoying this experience because I am an attention whore & my smut character studies always get more and kinder comments than any other genre I post (besides crack but don’t love posting that so 👎🏻)

Ene 🥺

The rumors started because he was seen with concerning bruising on his outer hand in pictures & the same bruising pattern was seen on Queen Elizabeth’s two days before her death. I’m not quite sure what the health implications are but apparently Not Good lol

I hate that PCM is my most-kudosed fic anyway because it’s bs crack that I wrote in two or three hours when I was under the influence lmao

Feat. angst, some humor, and like any hibiscesque porn fic, lowkey character study aspects (although there is no porn until ch. 2 lmao). Fun random highlight, he’s a side character but Aimi told me Mori was written in a way they could hear his voice in their head

Anyway if u want: archiveofourown.org/works/695017...