Well so be it. Being mopey won't help me get over the block I'm at. Time to scrap about 2k worth of writing for the third time to try and get this fic right so I can move on.

It's okay to wish I was in tune with others, that's normal... but I can't force myself to love things, so don't dwell.

Thank you for the kind reply and apologies for the tantrum.

Wonder if anyone will cotton on to the fact that I use the Saznami family (especially Soya and Hakuri) to vent my own experiences and feelings...

Garbage "writer" getting pity comments for commenting on other's works. No original ideas, no skill, nothing of value. Only boring shit that's forgotten about as soon as it's done with.

Everyone else gets praised by others for fics that they like and keep coming back to. I need to catch up somehow. I can do better if I keep working to improve, then one day... maybe... maybe I'll be good enough too.

This was supposed to be a Char & Chihiro story (you're not insane if you saw them as the pairing for this day's prompt on the schedule I posted) but other things happened. Exploring the Sazanami clan once again spoke to me more clearly than other scenarios.

And so you get a crappy vent fic instead