Dani
@hellmoder.bsky.social
@hellmoder.bsky.social venting account
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please don't interact if I don't know you
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still mourn myself sometimes though dont linger on it nearly as much since getting out of the depression rot. I can think abt how there are very conceivable versions of myself that couldve been much worse but theres nothing like the looming feeling that youre not who youre supposed to be (cis)
April 12, 2025 at 10:31 PM
still mourn myself sometimes though dont linger on it nearly as much since getting out of the depression rot. I can think abt how there are very conceivable versions of myself that couldve been much worse but theres nothing like the looming feeling that youre not who youre supposed to be (cis)
is possibly what i think is a toxic relationship with my parents really a toxic relationship with myself
April 11, 2025 at 9:37 AM
is possibly what i think is a toxic relationship with my parents really a toxic relationship with myself
i spend a lot of time wishing that i was a fundamentally different kind of person
February 23, 2025 at 1:15 PM
i spend a lot of time wishing that i was a fundamentally different kind of person
school trauma gets me SHIT
February 23, 2025 at 12:44 AM
school trauma gets me SHIT
i want to wake up someday and feel like i'm real
February 23, 2025 at 12:41 AM
i want to wake up someday and feel like i'm real
i don't wanna take my feelings to anyone i feel annoying theres nothing to do about them anyway really
February 21, 2025 at 3:24 AM
i don't wanna take my feelings to anyone i feel annoying theres nothing to do about them anyway really
i did not ask for this life
February 20, 2025 at 5:13 PM
i did not ask for this life
i wanna not feel inhuman
December 12, 2024 at 12:40 PM
i wanna not feel inhuman
why does my brain do the thing where it thinks everyone wants to kill or hurt me
December 8, 2024 at 1:30 PM
why does my brain do the thing where it thinks everyone wants to kill or hurt me
i wish i didn't have to be scared
December 7, 2024 at 10:03 PM
i wish i didn't have to be scared
i am so so good at pretending to be okay and i think maybe i shouldn't be but thats the only way i could cope
December 7, 2024 at 8:42 PM
i am so so good at pretending to be okay and i think maybe i shouldn't be but thats the only way i could cope
i have such a fragile identity. sometimes i think i need to figure out who dani even is
December 7, 2024 at 8:15 PM
i have such a fragile identity. sometimes i think i need to figure out who dani even is
if i do anything good for myself how else will i be able to propagate my own self hatred
December 7, 2024 at 8:04 PM
if i do anything good for myself how else will i be able to propagate my own self hatred
but the stuff i feel could be so easily misunderstood
December 7, 2024 at 7:57 PM
but the stuff i feel could be so easily misunderstood
i dont want to be doomed to be always lonely and yet. Why are people too much for me to handle. If i can't handle them online then,
December 7, 2024 at 7:42 PM
i dont want to be doomed to be always lonely and yet. Why are people too much for me to handle. If i can't handle them online then,
seeing others get on with their lives feels like a torment for me, who doesn't have one anymore
December 7, 2024 at 8:04 AM
seeing others get on with their lives feels like a torment for me, who doesn't have one anymore
i want to fucking kill myself and gouge my eyes out
December 6, 2024 at 11:20 AM
i want to fucking kill myself and gouge my eyes out
i hear his voice and it petrifies me. Suddenly i am not allowed to do anything because whatever anything is he will be mad and he will yell. So do nothing. But doing nothing is bad too. I have trauma about this guy :(
December 5, 2024 at 2:36 PM
i hear his voice and it petrifies me. Suddenly i am not allowed to do anything because whatever anything is he will be mad and he will yell. So do nothing. But doing nothing is bad too. I have trauma about this guy :(
at least when i was a teen i realised there was no option for me other than eventual suicide
December 3, 2024 at 2:44 PM
at least when i was a teen i realised there was no option for me other than eventual suicide
my anxiety is so impossible
December 3, 2024 at 8:28 AM
my anxiety is so impossible
i still think about people being awful to me
December 2, 2024 at 11:08 AM
i still think about people being awful to me
and to think i used to be all self important
December 1, 2024 at 12:49 PM
and to think i used to be all self important
been feeling extremely better but in the concerning way like as if i just really stopped giving a shit
November 27, 2024 at 8:49 PM
been feeling extremely better but in the concerning way like as if i just really stopped giving a shit