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@hellishnightmare.bsky.social
transfem and crazy, i also vent here because i hate life and people 🔞
Once again at a moment in time where I'm very self conscious of what people think about me and if there's shit I've done that ticked someone off
August 31, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Hi, I think I am going to make a rant thread about this because there's has been some aspects that have kind of broke my temper over this.
Last week, I came out to my mother. She definitely is absolutely supportive of me but she is absolutely misguided.
I want to talk about some of it because I can.
July 26, 2025 at 3:56 AM
no fucking way holy shit is this a wake up call??? finally??????
June 25, 2025 at 4:03 AM
I hate these thoughts that people probably hate me for a reason that there's a rumor going around or that I've done something that I've said sorry over it
Every day I have judgemental thoughts that people are saying shit about me that I don't know about
And I want those thoughts to stop
May 6, 2025 at 6:59 AM
What do you mean someone found this account.
April 24, 2025 at 9:36 PM
The furry ASMR videos are getting to me,,,,
February 16, 2025 at 6:18 PM
Reposted by Red but, idk
Happy Valentines! Whether you celebrate spending time with your partner, spending time with several boxes of chocolate, or both, I hope you have a good one! Ft. @nightlightumbreon.bsky.social
February 14, 2025 at 8:33 PM
No matter how I feel, I still don't feel like I'm wanted.. I try to ignore it, try to recover, but it's constantly there
I see a community release something special, something that has people that are amazing
But I just feel shame
I just want to be better
January 31, 2025 at 2:47 AM
I forgot about this account
January 10, 2025 at 4:54 AM
Oh my fucking god it never ends like . Genuinely what the actual fuck
Honestly a bit glad I didn't rejoin the hellhole that was with Finn's management, because I thought they improved for the better of artists but NOPE!!
Obviously please go support the artists, constant battle doesn't end... omg
RE: AURAL ALLIANCE

Finn is apparently trying to steal into and revert accounts that were previously agreed to have been passed off to the new operations. Some of these accounts have mine or the company's bank information attached.

Pursuing legal options currently. Share this to spread the word.
November 18, 2024 at 2:39 AM
It's wild that a lot of my furry friends that I know are sometimes suggestive have a weight gain fetish LMAO
November 6, 2024 at 12:57 AM
Sometimes I feel like a fuck up.
I'm not doing too well, I wish I was better..
I'm struggling to keep my balance of life and school, I'm mentally depressed most of the goddamn time, and I keep having thoughts of my transphobic father. I just really don't want to ruin everybody else's chances for me.
October 30, 2024 at 5:58 AM
First vent post on this account, I really wish I wasn't scared of just wanting to come out.. I was at spirit Halloween because yeah, and I just REALLY wanted to buy a dress and tiara for myself... It's not my mother's fault at all, it's just been so hard to just get myself to do so
October 28, 2024 at 3:10 AM
This was the first thing I saw when I opened the bird app today and I'm super sorry for sharing
October 26, 2024 at 10:39 PM
Reposted by Red but, idk
watch this account be the death of me
October 26, 2024 at 4:14 AM
watch this account be the death of me
October 26, 2024 at 4:14 AM
no
October 24, 2024 at 11:28 PM