Although, always be safe. Internet rules and all that good stuff.

It is really hard to either: beat myself to a pulp for not being able to do the simplest of things, or use it as a excuse to not do anything at all.

I can't tell when I should push myself and when I need to take a break, and I always seem to get it wrong.

I diagnosis is fairly easy to get if you go privately, but we are not well off money-wise and a diagnosis sadly won't change anything.

I am struggling to function as a normal guy and there isn't much more therapy (or anything along those lines) can fix.

So if I do eat before 12AM (which is around the time I usually wake up) my brain freaks out. It goes away after a few hours but this worries me. I prefer sleeping later, waking later but I've been told a lot it is bad for my health and this could be evidence for that.

Found this out a few days ago.

I struggle to sleep, so I wake up quite late. On the occasion that I've got up at a normal time, i eat breakfast (for a change) and get the worse stomach aches. I assume it is because my brain is used to being asleep and not using any of the digestive system.

You could probably spend a few hours picking apart each little thing here. Don't question a few of these haha