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I'm working on it.
Cats included.
Cats included.
Went to the GP for Autism diagnosis. It went about as well as you can expect doctor visits to go these days.
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November 27, 2024 at 12:12 AM
Went to the GP for Autism diagnosis. It went about as well as you can expect doctor visits to go these days.
(Day119, log143)
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Might be a long shot, however I might be able to make a semi-connection to the art industry through some friends online.
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November 27, 2024 at 12:11 AM
Might be a long shot, however I might be able to make a semi-connection to the art industry through some friends online.
(Day119, log142)
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The clinic in which I've spent £1750 with is not answering me. The NHS e-consult has to be done at 08:00AM and I can barely wake up before 12.
I am so tired of trying to be positive when I am constantly facing problem after problem.
(Day118, log141)
I am so tired of trying to be positive when I am constantly facing problem after problem.
(Day118, log141)
November 25, 2024 at 3:09 PM
The clinic in which I've spent £1750 with is not answering me. The NHS e-consult has to be done at 08:00AM and I can barely wake up before 12.
I am so tired of trying to be positive when I am constantly facing problem after problem.
(Day118, log141)
I am so tired of trying to be positive when I am constantly facing problem after problem.
(Day118, log141)
Dropping out of college wasn't the greatest idea in terms of making new friends and socialising, however getting to draw monkey's operating tanks and mech robots during my work hours is quite fun.
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November 22, 2024 at 8:53 PM
Dropping out of college wasn't the greatest idea in terms of making new friends and socialising, however getting to draw monkey's operating tanks and mech robots during my work hours is quite fun.
(Day116, log140)
(Day116, log140)
Despite not meeting my wake up goal today and feeling like crap I still managed to get through and do a few things. Even when my father said to me to 'write today off' and try again tomorrow.
And I still have time and energy to do a few more. Hooray :)
(Day116, log139)
And I still have time and energy to do a few more. Hooray :)
(Day116, log139)
November 22, 2024 at 8:03 PM
Despite not meeting my wake up goal today and feeling like crap I still managed to get through and do a few things. Even when my father said to me to 'write today off' and try again tomorrow.
And I still have time and energy to do a few more. Hooray :)
(Day116, log139)
And I still have time and energy to do a few more. Hooray :)
(Day116, log139)
I woke up at 15:50. Have my alarm set for 11 and slept in. Trying really hard not to beat myself up, but I feel like crap.
(Day116, log138)
(Day116, log138)
November 22, 2024 at 4:06 PM
I woke up at 15:50. Have my alarm set for 11 and slept in. Trying really hard not to beat myself up, but I feel like crap.
(Day116, log138)
(Day116, log138)
Watched Bakshi's Lord of the Rings film with my father as part of him giving me 'movie education'.
It was such a fun movie, but if I didn't already know the plot I would have been lost to quickly. Two books in one movie means every line counts, and I was not paying attention.
(Day115, log137)
It was such a fun movie, but if I didn't already know the plot I would have been lost to quickly. Two books in one movie means every line counts, and I was not paying attention.
(Day115, log137)
November 22, 2024 at 2:33 AM
Watched Bakshi's Lord of the Rings film with my father as part of him giving me 'movie education'.
It was such a fun movie, but if I didn't already know the plot I would have been lost to quickly. Two books in one movie means every line counts, and I was not paying attention.
(Day115, log137)
It was such a fun movie, but if I didn't already know the plot I would have been lost to quickly. Two books in one movie means every line counts, and I was not paying attention.
(Day115, log137)
I think one of my biggest issues used to be I tried to fix myself by stopping any and all 'bad' emotions. But since there were few happy ones, it ended up making me empty and numb.
Now, I am re-learning how to be sad and, in the process, I actually feel a lot happier.
(Day115, log136)
Now, I am re-learning how to be sad and, in the process, I actually feel a lot happier.
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November 22, 2024 at 2:30 AM
I think one of my biggest issues used to be I tried to fix myself by stopping any and all 'bad' emotions. But since there were few happy ones, it ended up making me empty and numb.
Now, I am re-learning how to be sad and, in the process, I actually feel a lot happier.
(Day115, log136)
Now, I am re-learning how to be sad and, in the process, I actually feel a lot happier.
(Day115, log136)
Silly achievements of the day:
. Ran out if toothpaste, so I bought toothpaste
. Everyone woke me up early because of the snow
. Went out for a costa brunch with my dad
. Allowed myself to play games for an hour because I did lots of stuff and deserved it :D
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. Ran out if toothpaste, so I bought toothpaste
. Everyone woke me up early because of the snow
. Went out for a costa brunch with my dad
. Allowed myself to play games for an hour because I did lots of stuff and deserved it :D
(Day115, log135)
November 22, 2024 at 2:02 AM
Silly achievements of the day:
. Ran out if toothpaste, so I bought toothpaste
. Everyone woke me up early because of the snow
. Went out for a costa brunch with my dad
. Allowed myself to play games for an hour because I did lots of stuff and deserved it :D
(Day115, log135)
. Ran out if toothpaste, so I bought toothpaste
. Everyone woke me up early because of the snow
. Went out for a costa brunch with my dad
. Allowed myself to play games for an hour because I did lots of stuff and deserved it :D
(Day115, log135)
Despite having zero inspiration and some of the worst art block, I have still done more art today than I have for the past month.
(Day115, log134)
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November 22, 2024 at 1:00 AM
Despite having zero inspiration and some of the worst art block, I have still done more art today than I have for the past month.
(Day115, log134)
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To try stop the cycle of nothingness, I am going to attempt a new routine. I never stick with them so i'm going to make one with the idea in mind that I'm not, then when I start to feel bored of it, make a shiny new one and hope I can keep doing that until I find a solution.
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November 20, 2024 at 10:43 PM
To try stop the cycle of nothingness, I am going to attempt a new routine. I never stick with them so i'm going to make one with the idea in mind that I'm not, then when I start to feel bored of it, make a shiny new one and hope I can keep doing that until I find a solution.
(Day114, log133)
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I did nothing today. Feel like it's been months since I've done anything. I am trying so hard to just exist, don't even ask about normal adulting stuff I'm expected to do now.
(Day114, log132)
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November 20, 2024 at 10:40 PM
I did nothing today. Feel like it's been months since I've done anything. I am trying so hard to just exist, don't even ask about normal adulting stuff I'm expected to do now.
(Day114, log132)
(Day114, log132)
I have to try really hard to not beat myself up over not doing as much as I want.
I'm not in college nor do I have a 'real job'. I feel useless for barely being able to take care of myself. The process for getting medicine is not getting any quicker and it's frustrating.
(Day113, log131)
I'm not in college nor do I have a 'real job'. I feel useless for barely being able to take care of myself. The process for getting medicine is not getting any quicker and it's frustrating.
(Day113, log131)
November 20, 2024 at 1:20 AM
I have to try really hard to not beat myself up over not doing as much as I want.
I'm not in college nor do I have a 'real job'. I feel useless for barely being able to take care of myself. The process for getting medicine is not getting any quicker and it's frustrating.
(Day113, log131)
I'm not in college nor do I have a 'real job'. I feel useless for barely being able to take care of myself. The process for getting medicine is not getting any quicker and it's frustrating.
(Day113, log131)
Here is a doodle I've done after trying to get myself to draw something since the start if November.
Lobster Mech, hell yeah! 🦞
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Lobster Mech, hell yeah! 🦞
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November 18, 2024 at 10:25 PM
Here is a doodle I've done after trying to get myself to draw something since the start if November.
Lobster Mech, hell yeah! 🦞
(Day112, log130)
Lobster Mech, hell yeah! 🦞
(Day112, log130)
Been getting my "art mojo" back by watching Emirichu and Daidus with their new (ish) channel Spilled Ink.
It is really inspiring and helped me get started on some sketches for a project I am helping with.
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It is really inspiring and helped me get started on some sketches for a project I am helping with.
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Spilled Ink
A Youtube traditional art channel featuring Daidus & Emily!
Our motto is 'Art is FUN'!!
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November 18, 2024 at 10:20 PM
Been getting my "art mojo" back by watching Emirichu and Daidus with their new (ish) channel Spilled Ink.
It is really inspiring and helped me get started on some sketches for a project I am helping with.
(Day112, log129)
It is really inspiring and helped me get started on some sketches for a project I am helping with.
(Day112, log129)
Now my stomach aches and I feel sick everytime I eat before 12:00AM.
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(Day111, log128)
November 18, 2024 at 3:16 AM
Now my stomach aches and I feel sick everytime I eat before 12:00AM.
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I did a few things today but overall not productive.
Spent the entire day trying to do one task and I couldn't do it. Again.
As much as I try to be positive, I am just so damn sick of this.
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Spent the entire day trying to do one task and I couldn't do it. Again.
As much as I try to be positive, I am just so damn sick of this.
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November 18, 2024 at 3:13 AM
I did a few things today but overall not productive.
Spent the entire day trying to do one task and I couldn't do it. Again.
As much as I try to be positive, I am just so damn sick of this.
(Day111, log127)
Spent the entire day trying to do one task and I couldn't do it. Again.
As much as I try to be positive, I am just so damn sick of this.
(Day111, log127)
For most of my life my room has always been a source of stress.
But no longer! For I have finally conquered my fears and have put all my nerdy things on display and then on the Internet. Problem solved :)
(Day110, log126)
But no longer! For I have finally conquered my fears and have put all my nerdy things on display and then on the Internet. Problem solved :)
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November 17, 2024 at 12:44 AM
For most of my life my room has always been a source of stress.
But no longer! For I have finally conquered my fears and have put all my nerdy things on display and then on the Internet. Problem solved :)
(Day110, log126)
But no longer! For I have finally conquered my fears and have put all my nerdy things on display and then on the Internet. Problem solved :)
(Day110, log126)
This is my wall, now plastered with cards, mini posters and various trinkets.
I am not afraid to display the things I like anymore. My room is finally feeling like my own space after so many years.
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I am not afraid to display the things I like anymore. My room is finally feeling like my own space after so many years.
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November 17, 2024 at 12:06 AM
This is my wall, now plastered with cards, mini posters and various trinkets.
I am not afraid to display the things I like anymore. My room is finally feeling like my own space after so many years.
(Day110, log125)
I am not afraid to display the things I like anymore. My room is finally feeling like my own space after so many years.
(Day110, log125)
I am happy with my life right now.
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November 15, 2024 at 2:40 AM
I am happy with my life right now.
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I have no idea what I'm doing in life. I am a college drop out doing nothing.
I want to work in the film industry but as what I don't know. I'll take anything at this point, I just want to be able to help create something even half as amazing as The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings.
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I want to work in the film industry but as what I don't know. I'll take anything at this point, I just want to be able to help create something even half as amazing as The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings.
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November 4, 2024 at 9:57 PM
I have no idea what I'm doing in life. I am a college drop out doing nothing.
I want to work in the film industry but as what I don't know. I'll take anything at this point, I just want to be able to help create something even half as amazing as The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings.
(Day99, log123)
I want to work in the film industry but as what I don't know. I'll take anything at this point, I just want to be able to help create something even half as amazing as The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings.
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I am often saddened that i may never live in such beautiful lands and have a beautiful life.
So I think, atleast I can live to create them for others instead.
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So I think, atleast I can live to create them for others instead.
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November 4, 2024 at 8:01 PM
I am often saddened that i may never live in such beautiful lands and have a beautiful life.
So I think, atleast I can live to create them for others instead.
(Day99, log122)
So I think, atleast I can live to create them for others instead.
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Finished The Hobbit Trilogy.
The most beautiful films I have ever seen in my entire life.
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The most beautiful films I have ever seen in my entire life.
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November 3, 2024 at 11:23 PM
Finished The Hobbit Trilogy.
The most beautiful films I have ever seen in my entire life.
(Day98, log121)
The most beautiful films I have ever seen in my entire life.
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Been enjoying Subway Surfers City recently. I love the graphic, gameplay and trials.
However, it often lags, meaning I get caught. Also the way to get characters is really difficult, I just want my favourite girl Yutani.
And don't get me started on Guard's design.
(Day96, log120)
However, it often lags, meaning I get caught. Also the way to get characters is really difficult, I just want my favourite girl Yutani.
And don't get me started on Guard's design.
(Day96, log120)
November 1, 2024 at 10:41 PM
Been enjoying Subway Surfers City recently. I love the graphic, gameplay and trials.
However, it often lags, meaning I get caught. Also the way to get characters is really difficult, I just want my favourite girl Yutani.
And don't get me started on Guard's design.
(Day96, log120)
However, it often lags, meaning I get caught. Also the way to get characters is really difficult, I just want my favourite girl Yutani.
And don't get me started on Guard's design.
(Day96, log120)
Dressed up as Vector and met some new people at my friend's small Halloween party. We did not sleep and after getting McDonald's breakfast for everyone, I went home and crashed at 9am in the middle of The Hobbit. Woke up at 4pm and have been playing Subway Surfers since.
Good fun.
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Good fun.
(Day96, log119)
November 1, 2024 at 7:18 PM
Dressed up as Vector and met some new people at my friend's small Halloween party. We did not sleep and after getting McDonald's breakfast for everyone, I went home and crashed at 9am in the middle of The Hobbit. Woke up at 4pm and have been playing Subway Surfers since.
Good fun.
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Good fun.
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