robin
@harunosakura.bsky.social
Good morning everyone. The grief is immense but so is the joy. We are all fragile as fuck. Swag city
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i dont have any exes i resent though which is awesome i love when things can still work out in a different way
March 14, 2025 at 9:29 PM
i dont have any exes i resent though which is awesome i love when things can still work out in a different way
i also swing wildly between "everything is my fault" and "everybody who has ever hurt me needs to die" and i need to find a middle
March 14, 2025 at 9:27 PM
i also swing wildly between "everything is my fault" and "everybody who has ever hurt me needs to die" and i need to find a middle
it always just feels like a silly expense to invest in...
March 14, 2025 at 9:27 PM
it always just feels like a silly expense to invest in...
on a different but related note one of the things my brother did when i was growing up that i recall was that he threw my dollhouse down the stairs and ever since we've had a yearning to have a dollshouse again but they're so expensive...
March 14, 2025 at 9:26 PM
on a different but related note one of the things my brother did when i was growing up that i recall was that he threw my dollhouse down the stairs and ever since we've had a yearning to have a dollshouse again but they're so expensive...
i wish more people understood that an incident can "feel normal" because your sense of like... what boundaries you're allowed to have in life are severely fucked by the amount of insane shit that has happened to you or been done to you
March 14, 2025 at 9:23 PM
i wish more people understood that an incident can "feel normal" because your sense of like... what boundaries you're allowed to have in life are severely fucked by the amount of insane shit that has happened to you or been done to you
it's hard to post here because it's so public but honestly i can just block weirdos it's no biggie
March 13, 2025 at 5:09 AM
it's hard to post here because it's so public but honestly i can just block weirdos it's no biggie
sorry to be a downer the reason i havent really been posting is because im very sad but i love you guys very much and i hope i will be happy again soon i miss talking to everybody and having fun
March 13, 2025 at 5:08 AM
sorry to be a downer the reason i havent really been posting is because im very sad but i love you guys very much and i hope i will be happy again soon i miss talking to everybody and having fun
ah bluesky decided to crap out right when i needed to be listened to. sure. i'm probably just gonna go to bed...
March 13, 2025 at 5:06 AM
ah bluesky decided to crap out right when i needed to be listened to. sure. i'm probably just gonna go to bed...
idk why my replies arent showing up on the timeline? weird. whatever
March 13, 2025 at 5:06 AM
idk why my replies arent showing up on the timeline? weird. whatever
addiction is so scary and cold and evil and everybody needs to remember it doesn't take a specific kind of person to be dragged into it. it's not like something you're 100% gonna avoid if you're not peer pressured into it. it could happen to anyone in the wrong place or the wrong time or both
March 13, 2025 at 5:06 AM
addiction is so scary and cold and evil and everybody needs to remember it doesn't take a specific kind of person to be dragged into it. it's not like something you're 100% gonna avoid if you're not peer pressured into it. it could happen to anyone in the wrong place or the wrong time or both
knowing that a loved one is fully in addiction and is probably going to die from it one day makes me feel so full of dread and sadness
March 13, 2025 at 5:01 AM
knowing that a loved one is fully in addiction and is probably going to die from it one day makes me feel so full of dread and sadness
goodnight :) i hope tomorrow will be kinder
March 12, 2025 at 4:56 AM
goodnight :) i hope tomorrow will be kinder
sometimes i think about how agonising the things i remember are and i feel like i'm going to throw up when i think that that's just what i remember. i've felt at times when i'm about to touch on something i didn't remember only to be unable to reach it. sometimes i'm scared of what i will find
March 12, 2025 at 4:52 AM
sometimes i think about how agonising the things i remember are and i feel like i'm going to throw up when i think that that's just what i remember. i've felt at times when i'm about to touch on something i didn't remember only to be unable to reach it. sometimes i'm scared of what i will find
i honestly don't know if i have a persecutor i'm unaware of or i'm just very very mean to myself but it feels like whenever i'm doing particularly bad i have a very volatile cruel voice in the back of my head 24/7 that i can't turn off or control and whatever the cause it makes me very sad
March 12, 2025 at 4:49 AM
i honestly don't know if i have a persecutor i'm unaware of or i'm just very very mean to myself but it feels like whenever i'm doing particularly bad i have a very volatile cruel voice in the back of my head 24/7 that i can't turn off or control and whatever the cause it makes me very sad
i'm going to try to get some sleep...
March 12, 2025 at 4:48 AM
i'm going to try to get some sleep...
thinking about the first episode of dr who with matt smith which is an embarrassing like. segue into talking about ptsd but its that like. concept. of a door in your house you don't know is there and you need to force yourself to look at it to know it's there. and then you're like oh my god?
March 12, 2025 at 4:39 AM
thinking about the first episode of dr who with matt smith which is an embarrassing like. segue into talking about ptsd but its that like. concept. of a door in your house you don't know is there and you need to force yourself to look at it to know it's there. and then you're like oh my god?
i try not to vent on here but honestly i just want to know somebody can hear me even if they can't fix what i'm feeling
March 12, 2025 at 4:20 AM
i try not to vent on here but honestly i just want to know somebody can hear me even if they can't fix what i'm feeling
i'm not gonna lie to u guys i'm going through it right now
March 12, 2025 at 4:18 AM
i'm not gonna lie to u guys i'm going through it right now
i think the rly funny thing is whenever i get this kind of insight, it's taken away by amnesia anyway <3
February 21, 2025 at 5:09 AM
i think the rly funny thing is whenever i get this kind of insight, it's taken away by amnesia anyway <3
this is the first week ive rly felt like. impacted by my mh issues which just serves to illustrate what kind of damage it's doing to me to live with my parents ORZ
February 21, 2025 at 5:06 AM
this is the first week ive rly felt like. impacted by my mh issues which just serves to illustrate what kind of damage it's doing to me to live with my parents ORZ
i cannot keep having the realisation that i probably have ocd over and over :sob:
February 21, 2025 at 4:29 AM
i cannot keep having the realisation that i probably have ocd over and over :sob:
youtuber whose video i was enjoying just made a joke about "the voices" like obviously idk if they have psychosis/etc. or not but i always forget how common this is to joke abt ORZ
February 20, 2025 at 6:57 PM
youtuber whose video i was enjoying just made a joke about "the voices" like obviously idk if they have psychosis/etc. or not but i always forget how common this is to joke abt ORZ
OH I REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO TRY i saw someone do a portrait by stippling with pen and it looks like it takes a while but it also looks very cool
February 20, 2025 at 6:15 PM
OH I REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO TRY i saw someone do a portrait by stippling with pen and it looks like it takes a while but it also looks very cool
btw just to clarify ik other ppl with bipolar dont actually have it easier i just feel like i find it really hard to mask it or channel it into productivity i just feel like a ticking bomb
February 20, 2025 at 6:05 PM
btw just to clarify ik other ppl with bipolar dont actually have it easier i just feel like i find it really hard to mask it or channel it into productivity i just feel like a ticking bomb
i keep thinking about my mum saying Oh your brother has /real/ mental health issues. did she genuinely block out the like. 4-5 years of therapy for sui attempts + sh or like...? like what does she think REAL mh issues ARE
February 20, 2025 at 6:02 PM
i keep thinking about my mum saying Oh your brother has /real/ mental health issues. did she genuinely block out the like. 4-5 years of therapy for sui attempts + sh or like...? like what does she think REAL mh issues ARE