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Happybuoy
@happybuoy.bsky.social
Part-time *Artiste*, full-time MENACE

Pronouns: She/Her

"A *cool* person"
-someone (probably)

[Mental note: I think this could use some more of those *good* words.
So you can expect this to get wordier]
...I just wanted to share a silly joke i thought of.

Oh well; here it is:

"They/Them did not She/Her coming"*

*Please laugh
May 19, 2025 at 12:39 AM
But thankfully that feeling is getting less and less, as i grow on.

I'm still so scared, but also so proud.

I could say more, but i'll leave that for another day.
May 19, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I had to break down many walls to get here and i'm not done quite yet.

One thing that is *very* important is that i'm still me.
I'm still sure I'm not what i was told i am.
I remember feeling guilt for even considering that i could be anything even close to a woman and i still feel that now.
May 19, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I am also aware that some people are trying to take this away from me.
Identifying as something outside the binary.
But I'm not going back!
I Stand firmly on the side of Compassion and dignity
and I'm not budging!
January 27, 2025 at 4:24 AM
I am glad that i can be brave now. There was a time where i never thought i could be. I am glad that time is over now. I am glad that i am brave enough now to change my pronouns to They/She. I'm not sure who else i will tell, if I'll come out to everyone i know. Probably not. But that's ok. I AM ME!
January 27, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Right i also wanted to talk about my pronouns.
For the last few years i thought i was fine with my assigned pronouns (amab btw). But it turns out that I'm not. The reason that i didn't realize this sooner can be attributed to a lot of repressed emotions that are now slowly spilling out of me.
January 27, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Scared of prejudice. Scared of rejection. Scared of people. I am still scared but now i'm braver too, more sure of who i am, who i want to be in this world and who not. I still have doubts but i guess i'll always have those. But they won't stop me! Not today, not ever!
January 27, 2025 at 4:24 AM
Anyway... i was pretty disappointed that i couldn't watch more of that BANGER of an episode when i woke up and also horrified (but just a little bit).
January 19, 2025 at 5:57 PM
I also remember that while i was watching that episode inside my dream i thought to myself "Yes, THIS is my FAVORITE episode of Spongebob Squarepants! I can't wait to watch more when i wake up!" (i guess i was aware that i was dreaming).
January 19, 2025 at 5:57 PM
Anyway the main plot point of the episode was this burning hay barrel that was just on fire (why? Idk). And i remember Spongebob just SCREAMING in front of it. Well actually i can`t quite recall if he was standing in front of it, or if he was INSIDE of the burning hay barrel.
January 19, 2025 at 5:57 PM