Matthew "RattMice" Rice
@gururattmice.bsky.social
(SCEA - SOE - NHILISTIC STUDIOS - BLIZZARD ENTERTAINMENT)
Game Security - RISK Analyst 2019-2025
Videogame Vivisectionist
[My opinions are my own and are usually overdramatic with attention to detail]
Game Security - RISK Analyst 2019-2025
Videogame Vivisectionist
[My opinions are my own and are usually overdramatic with attention to detail]
Pinned
Donate to Matthew Rice's Fight for Stability, organized by Matthew Rice
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I would love it if you had a minute to take a look at this fundraiser I started on GoFundMe. Any sort of help, whether it be donating or sharing this fundraiser, makes a difference.
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It was one of the worst years of my "life".
I never considered myself "Alive" because my family taught me I wasn't a "person". I don't know if I will ever reach the point of being "Alive". I still can't help but ask "Do I deserve this much pain?". I don't know. I don't think it is up to me.
I never considered myself "Alive" because my family taught me I wasn't a "person". I don't know if I will ever reach the point of being "Alive". I still can't help but ask "Do I deserve this much pain?". I don't know. I don't think it is up to me.
January 1, 2026 at 3:36 PM
It was one of the worst years of my "life".
I never considered myself "Alive" because my family taught me I wasn't a "person". I don't know if I will ever reach the point of being "Alive". I still can't help but ask "Do I deserve this much pain?". I don't know. I don't think it is up to me.
I never considered myself "Alive" because my family taught me I wasn't a "person". I don't know if I will ever reach the point of being "Alive". I still can't help but ask "Do I deserve this much pain?". I don't know. I don't think it is up to me.
Ok maybe I do want to die.
November 25, 2025 at 2:15 AM
Ok maybe I do want to die.
It's not that I want to die. I just don't know how things are going to get better.
November 25, 2025 at 2:15 AM
It's not that I want to die. I just don't know how things are going to get better.
I would love it if you had a minute to take a look at this fundraiser I started on GoFundMe. Any sort of help, whether it be donating or sharing this fundraiser, makes a difference.
gofund.me/6b4857a81
gofund.me/6b4857a81
Donate to Matthew Rice's Fight for Stability, organized by Matthew Rice
My name is Matthew Rice and I used to work at Blizzard Entertainment.
Se… Matthew Rice needs your support for Donate to Matthew Rice's Fight for Stability
gofund.me
October 4, 2025 at 2:01 AM
I would love it if you had a minute to take a look at this fundraiser I started on GoFundMe. Any sort of help, whether it be donating or sharing this fundraiser, makes a difference.
gofund.me/6b4857a81
gofund.me/6b4857a81
Reposted by Matthew "RattMice" Rice
A new month means new expenses, and every little bit helps and means the world!
Donate to Help Our Trans Family Stay Afloat, organized by Senna Motto
Greetings!
My spouse and I are two trans people living in SoCal together; I'm a … Senna Motto needs your support for Help Our Trans Family Stay Afloat
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September 15, 2025 at 8:03 PM
A new month means new expenses, and every little bit helps and means the world!
I love the Magical Twin Comets from Sanrio.
The mouse's name is Mimi. The twins are Titti and Lulu, though they changed Titti's name to Lili for obvi reasons.
There isn't enough room for me to gush about them in one post
The mouse's name is Mimi. The twins are Titti and Lulu, though they changed Titti's name to Lili for obvi reasons.
There isn't enough room for me to gush about them in one post
September 27, 2025 at 9:05 AM
I love the Magical Twin Comets from Sanrio.
The mouse's name is Mimi. The twins are Titti and Lulu, though they changed Titti's name to Lili for obvi reasons.
There isn't enough room for me to gush about them in one post
The mouse's name is Mimi. The twins are Titti and Lulu, though they changed Titti's name to Lili for obvi reasons.
There isn't enough room for me to gush about them in one post
No one is ever going to see this
September 8, 2025 at 11:57 AM
No one is ever going to see this
All I do is suffer and it's embarrassing.
"Nothing good ever happens to you."
Fuck you. I just wanted to be able to afford to live. If I can't do that? If I can't find a career just let me die.
"Nothing good ever happens to you."
Fuck you. I just wanted to be able to afford to live. If I can't do that? If I can't find a career just let me die.
September 8, 2025 at 11:54 AM
All I do is suffer and it's embarrassing.
"Nothing good ever happens to you."
Fuck you. I just wanted to be able to afford to live. If I can't do that? If I can't find a career just let me die.
"Nothing good ever happens to you."
Fuck you. I just wanted to be able to afford to live. If I can't do that? If I can't find a career just let me die.
Reposted by Matthew "RattMice" Rice
I have like, no one else to talk to.
July 25, 2025 at 11:49 AM
I have like, no one else to talk to.
Woke up at 4:44 am. I don't necessarily believe in "angel numbers" but I thought it might be neat to enjoy that, what the hell.
July 25, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Woke up at 4:44 am. I don't necessarily believe in "angel numbers" but I thought it might be neat to enjoy that, what the hell.
If i can't find a better life to live then I don't want to live at all. Let me leave.
July 21, 2025 at 11:55 AM
If i can't find a better life to live then I don't want to live at all. Let me leave.
I feel weird being jealous of my friends and acquaintances who don't seem to suffer in the same ways I have. I am led to believe that this is what I deserve but I try to defy that thinking with progress. I'm not feeling very progressive lately.
July 18, 2025 at 8:23 AM
I feel weird being jealous of my friends and acquaintances who don't seem to suffer in the same ways I have. I am led to believe that this is what I deserve but I try to defy that thinking with progress. I'm not feeling very progressive lately.
I got a cold. I spent the last of my money on soup. I'm going to have to sell my Blizzard challenge coins. A part of me feels selfish for wanting to keep them. I know no one is reading this, so I'll ask this electric void for help
July 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
I got a cold. I spent the last of my money on soup. I'm going to have to sell my Blizzard challenge coins. A part of me feels selfish for wanting to keep them. I know no one is reading this, so I'll ask this electric void for help
I don't know if I will ever be able to be happy. I refuse to struggle financially for another 20 years. I lost my opportunities on my dream careers. I think it might be time to start sunsetting soon.
June 28, 2025 at 4:37 PM
I don't know if I will ever be able to be happy. I refuse to struggle financially for another 20 years. I lost my opportunities on my dream careers. I think it might be time to start sunsetting soon.
I have been having really long, really intense dreams lately. One dream made me sleep for approx. 20 hours. I had dreamed I found a really nice work environment at a Job that truly valued me and all my co-workers were really nice. The architecture inside the building wase like a pyramid.
June 28, 2025 at 4:33 PM
I have been having really long, really intense dreams lately. One dream made me sleep for approx. 20 hours. I had dreamed I found a really nice work environment at a Job that truly valued me and all my co-workers were really nice. The architecture inside the building wase like a pyramid.
I'm gonna eat myself to death. There's a buy one get one for 2$ dozen krispy Kreme donut deal today. I ate two and I'm not hungry anymore.
June 6, 2025 at 1:22 PM
I'm gonna eat myself to death. There's a buy one get one for 2$ dozen krispy Kreme donut deal today. I ate two and I'm not hungry anymore.
Hey Past Matt It's Future Matt. We thought we did really well in the third interview but a few seconds ago we got the rejection email. I am so sorry. There is nothing I can do to prevent this feeling of sadness and doubt. Please don't let this kill you. I know all you want is death but please don't
June 5, 2025 at 10:00 PM
Hey Past Matt It's Future Matt. We thought we did really well in the third interview but a few seconds ago we got the rejection email. I am so sorry. There is nothing I can do to prevent this feeling of sadness and doubt. Please don't let this kill you. I know all you want is death but please don't
This is a message for future Matt: I am so proud of you for getting that dream job interview and 2nd interview! I know how difficult it's been. I know you want this so bad. If you don't get it, it's ok to grieve. I know hopes are high. Even if you don't get it, I still love you.
May 19, 2025 at 7:32 PM
This is a message for future Matt: I am so proud of you for getting that dream job interview and 2nd interview! I know how difficult it's been. I know you want this so bad. If you don't get it, it's ok to grieve. I know hopes are high. Even if you don't get it, I still love you.
I'm in so much pain. I'm in so much pain. I'm so lonely and it burns and burns
April 30, 2025 at 12:01 AM
I'm in so much pain. I'm in so much pain. I'm so lonely and it burns and burns