nd bc of how it started, i thought the characters in the dream was cool bc of their design. then when i got to like. the aftermath, i was like "wait why r theh fighting, we were chilling like a minute ago" THEN I FUCKIN REMEMBER ND GOT DISGUSTED. this trauma shitt not a joke bro

every time it comes to his health, i just feel unheard. it feels like no matter how worried i am, how much i try to recommend something he could do it help; he just forgets and forgets or doesn't think its *that* bad and it fucking hurts

the npd tells me to never give a gift again for such a lacking reply and expression of gratitude, the bpd wails and cries bc my gift wasn't good enough which is why i didnt get a "good reaction"