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2025 can fucking die now, thanks so much
December 24, 2025 at 7:48 PM
I've been coughing so much that my abs and back hurt so fucking bad, when will I be free of this
December 23, 2025 at 5:54 PM
"Have you done your wrapping" "haven't even started" "maybe that would be a good thing to do if you can find the energy"

Christmas is in 3 days do you really think I want to be leaving wrapping to the literal last second like this
December 22, 2025 at 8:00 PM
I think my fever finally broke dear god, I have been So Fucking Hot All Day
December 21, 2025 at 10:05 PM
oh yeah I love waking up sick on my birthday and then throwing up at my friend's house. ten outta ten experience
December 21, 2025 at 12:58 AM
god I can't remember the last time I had a work week this bad. my boss so far has my back but it's actually causing a panic attack lmao. I'm genuinely upset, I feel like I'm pissing people off and they're talking circles around me and no one is understanding what I'm trying to say
December 18, 2025 at 9:55 PM
what a thing to come into work to. this close to Christmas. god.
December 18, 2025 at 3:05 PM
getting overwhelmed by work and I'm alone in the office so it feels worse than normal and I'm like 2 new tickets away from fully crashing out
December 16, 2025 at 9:02 PM
I'm so overwhelmed with the number of people asking me about birthday and Christmas plans, I have been texting people All Fucking Morning and as a textbook people pleaser I am fully upset that I cannot make everyone happy
December 15, 2025 at 6:33 PM
me booking time off on Christmas Eve for a legitimate appointment: i know this looks suspicious I promise I'm not faking this
December 11, 2025 at 3:26 PM
I was only on those meds for a week this had better not be withdrawal symptoms Jesus Christ I feel terrible
December 3, 2025 at 10:17 PM
you ever see a series of emails sent at 7pm by someone who is a union steward and should know better than to be online that late and just know the vibes in that office are going to be rancid today

glad I'm not there rn because yikes
December 2, 2025 at 3:01 PM
this medication kind of makes me feel like I'm losing my mind, I've never felt SO out of it at work and it makes the idea of doing actual work seem completely impossible

I hope to god they don't want me on this longer but if they do I'm fighting them on it because this is awful
December 1, 2025 at 6:03 PM
going out to eat should not be this stressful aaaaaaaaaaa
November 30, 2025 at 8:41 PM
my anxiety is through the fucking roof and it's impossible to tell how much of it is my anxiety disorder how much is the last 24h of texts from my mom and how much is this medication giving me mood swings. I want to Go Home. I was calmer driving in a blizzard yesterday than I am right now
November 28, 2025 at 8:49 PM
unrelated everyone I tell about my birthday plans looks at me like 😥 and now I'm getting so self conscious about it like fuck guys god forbid I want to do what I want for my own birthday I guess. like shit do my friends even want to do this or am I forcing them into something they don't want to do
November 28, 2025 at 1:38 AM
I felt nothing yesterday but today I can really tell these steroids are making me a little insane I desperately hope I'm not on them for long because I almost want to go nuclear
November 28, 2025 at 1:34 AM
trying to figure out if I'm on the brink of tears because I got triggered on something I'm sensitive about or if it's because I'm on my second day of steroids. idk! time to go home!
November 27, 2025 at 10:51 PM
I know these meds say to take with a full glass of water but I ain't got time for that so taking them with coffee is probably fine right
November 26, 2025 at 2:18 PM
man I know it was just bc she was on the phone with her brother but being dismissed like I was a nuisance felt really bad. I just wanted to know who she was on the phone with so I knew whether or not dinner discussion would happen before or after my plans...
November 24, 2025 at 11:32 PM
had a nice long conversation with my mom about flights and credit cards only for us to come to the conclusion that further discussion needs to wait until she's home in a week so it was largely pointless

she claims she sent me an email about the cc but I can't find it so I'm just. ok.
November 24, 2025 at 4:24 PM
described my weird cough symptoms to my baba when she asked why my sleep was bad and she was like "oh sounds like acid reflux" and now I'm mad I jumped to tuber when reflux, the thing I already knew I have, makes way more sense
November 15, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I don't like having an unknown health issue I feel so stressed about it and it's probably making it worse. the specialist I'm seeing is really on top of things but Man ™
November 8, 2025 at 7:24 PM
sitting here waiting for guys that may or may not show up because they never responded to our neighbour's text but I desperately need to shower and had *wanted* to go to the grocery store before dnd but the longer this stretches on the less likely that will happen
November 2, 2025 at 7:52 PM
why does therapy make me need to pee so bad. anyway almost cried today but didn't 👍
November 1, 2025 at 4:55 PM