i actually do feel mostly good about it but him being preoccupied is sorta different for me. but it is a good thing that i need to get used to.

share the same values as my mother and to an extent, me, i guess. and those are not great values truthfully. there are lots of people who reach out to me who i don’t think much about because it is so unconscious to me. but it should not be that way and i think i will make an active effort to change.

arbitrary standard. and i think it really actually has stunted my ability to make connections with other people because my brain associates neutral things with being good. my pool of wonderful people i could better get to know becomes limited to people who

that much I can still have a good time doing the activity we were gonna do. They just don’t ask a whole lot of questions about me so it’s sorta weird.

true that tbh

but still i just feel so tired

YAAY! proud of u!

also these stereotypes JUSTIFY cruelty. i know u think ur being progressive by segregating people but ur just excusing bad behavior 😭

like what makes these people so dissociated from an ENTIRE HALF of the population. ur really gonna block people from feeling an emotion or having a reaction because of their genitalia?? 😭 so weird

Plus, I always feel more fulfilled when I am focusing on myself and my friendships and I hate getting too engulfed in my relationships. But idk that’s where I’m at rn until I have more free time.