just to be clear, there will be more then 3 heads in the future. but I am working towards a playable version of the game, and I need 3 choices for things.

the root cause is custom z-near code I wrote to handle portal planes. when its disabled/not in use, the the occular occlusion issue is gone.

for those who don't get the joke....
its water, literally just water.................

again, I apologize that I clearly saw too much into what you said.

I could see a game developer like yandere dev (as an example) and I could make something better then him, but would I make it because I wanted to, or because that old toxic nature of mine is back.

I'd rather make games from a place of love, not.... toxic competitiveness.

I honestly grew up with too toxic of a competitive nature where I wasn't happy if I wasn't winning. never enjoyed sports, board games, video games unless I was winning.

it was a really toxic drive where I just had to be better then other people. that's the nature I want to avoid now.

the 'hay, i can do that thing' is fine, especially for silencing that inner critic. I see one some reflection I read too deep into the thought process.

I was more avoiding the thought of 'I can show them how its really done' or 'proving some point that someone else is bad at something'

I've had similar thoughts multiple times in my life. but I've chosen to avoid negative emotions being my driving factor.

I want my games to feel good,from a good place. not be built out of spite. I could have easily ridden negative trains and got easy popularity. but I don't want that toxic feel

only problem is the secondary body of an entity peaking through a portal can still be visible in a portal that is exit only.

just a bug to figure out how to fix :shrug:

stop reading my mind.

truth be told.
I got no views today while playing fata deum, not even someone comming in asking about the game. I'll keep playing it on my own but I have some serious doubts that it will give me any views and game development is more my isle....