I wish I could just be normal. I wish I wasn't such a burden on my wife. And that's as far as I'm letting the pity party go, any further and I'll veer into suicidal ideation

The amount of workday that I spend not working is not something I'm proud of. I am full of loathing for my brain and how much extraneous information it processes. I hate how hard everything is for me. I wish we could afford for me to return to being a housewife.

because there's no way on earth I could work in person when I'm already struggling so much with taking care of myself while working remotely. I feel burdensome and deceitful. Yes my period is due any day now and that is certainly a major contributing factor

HE'S AMAZING!! Omg I was thinking about making a drizzt doll! I started reading the books recently, my mom read them when they were initially released. We had a black cat named gwenwyvar 😂