Well i gonna end my ted talk here, thanks if anyone actually reading this and still supports me, i still very confused about many stuff, but i am gonna go forward and do my best
My dms are always open for any questions or just to talk

are thinking about me, what some people that i don't talk much nowadays think of me now? did i hurt them, did i make them happy, do some of them has any negative feelings towards me?
I don't really bother much with those questions but still very curious.

Heh funi that every year starting from 2022 has something big stuff happening with me online, from dramas to finding new friend groups.
2024 feels sorta more peaceful about dramas, but instead it was about relationship (both love and friends).
I wondering what people from past-

As for my life outside of internet, it's sucks lmao, got into argument with friend bc of mistake i made to him, and i bassicly left mostly by myself for last year of studying yay.

Speaking about zom, at this point i really don't want get relationship back, with how he acting recently with trying get into new relationship so he could expierence the "love" again. I will not get into details but zom is def need much more time to accept things

Some people know i got into relationship with bonely, and it's going pretty good i would say, well, def feel better then being with zom, ofc it's not same thing but glad at least not worry about zom's constant overthinking and focus more on my problem (tho i still struggling ye)

Yea, that's true

And rn it feels wrong that i broke up with him, for some reason..
I just don't understand on what should i do in this situation.
Only thing i can do is just wait i guess.