This place is kinda dead, but anyway.
Guh, i cant be angry at him just, not spending time with me (well by that I mean playing something or just sit together), but at same time seeing him casually play roblox even if said i wanna spend more time with him is making me feel like i am not doing enough.

I don't really have much to say recently, yeah some stuff are happening behind the scene but never had urge to write it here.
So rn i might just do a thread with random thoughts that will come to mind about recent stuff (and in general):

Do any of you have a feeling, that you missing something? Doing something wrong?
It's just, i have a lot of things on my mind lately, i mostly able to control myself and stay calm, but i have weird empty feeling for some reason

Sometimes, i hope i will be able to find company where i would feel good
It's a hard for me to find one right now heh

Grah could my brain stop overthink about stuff
Why do i have sometime feel useless and not needed.
Or feel like others do better then me.

For some reason i worried when zom saying he is gonna come back soon while also don't have any plan on how to do it. His parents don't want him to use social media and he made a promise. So only way he can actually come back is talk with them, which i have no idea how it will go.

doodle from 3ds i made a while ago about overthinking ye

I don't have much to say rn (and not much people here)
Just man i wish i could NOT overthink stuff and just accept stuff more easily
I really sometimes just don't understand what i even want and bc of that go into too much thinking