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@garconmort.bsky.social
vent account for a dead boy who wants to feel alive when his eyes are open. trigger warnings for mental health talk.
god i just. want to like. push someone's hair out of their eyes and kiss the inside of their wrist gently, and stroke a thumb across their cheek and be in love again
January 8, 2026 at 1:50 AM
god i just. want to like. push someone's hair out of their eyes and kiss the inside of their wrist gently, and stroke a thumb across their cheek and be in love again
I just wanted this guy to think I was hot and to maybe want me
January 8, 2026 at 12:32 AM
I just wanted this guy to think I was hot and to maybe want me
I scream and I scream and I scream
January 8, 2026 at 12:31 AM
I scream and I scream and I scream
thought i had nye plans to stay somewhere n i've just been shafted a little bit teehee
December 30, 2025 at 5:26 PM
thought i had nye plans to stay somewhere n i've just been shafted a little bit teehee
really did not need my entire fucking wardrobe to break today but here we are!!!
December 30, 2025 at 12:08 PM
really did not need my entire fucking wardrobe to break today but here we are!!!
saw hot guy today and i want him to like me so much... i want him to want to kiss me or take me on a date please...
December 29, 2025 at 6:36 PM
saw hot guy today and i want him to like me so much... i want him to want to kiss me or take me on a date please...
blazing up bc i deserve it!!!!! i deserve it
December 27, 2025 at 9:16 PM
blazing up bc i deserve it!!!!! i deserve it
My sister has her boyfriend over for Christmas and I'm so jealous that she's in love that I want to scream
December 27, 2025 at 12:06 AM
My sister has her boyfriend over for Christmas and I'm so jealous that she's in love that I want to scream
I'm genuinely fucking convinced I'm not alive, something died in me so long ago and I'm a ghost piloting a corpse around
December 22, 2025 at 8:17 PM
I'm genuinely fucking convinced I'm not alive, something died in me so long ago and I'm a ghost piloting a corpse around
I spend so much time being kind, and poised, and apologetic. I faun and roll over, prostrate myself to be walked over, say thank you adoringly when people hurt me, and yet I'm still painted as aggressive. As the instigator. As the attacker.
December 22, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I spend so much time being kind, and poised, and apologetic. I faun and roll over, prostrate myself to be walked over, say thank you adoringly when people hurt me, and yet I'm still painted as aggressive. As the instigator. As the attacker.
Thinkin' about how this year would look for me if there was a 2025 life wrap up and oof lmao
December 22, 2025 at 1:46 AM
Thinkin' about how this year would look for me if there was a 2025 life wrap up and oof lmao
all this vitriol against me for (checks notes) having goals for myself???
December 21, 2025 at 1:40 AM
all this vitriol against me for (checks notes) having goals for myself???
our last conversation was bullshit then huh? some friend you are
December 19, 2025 at 11:02 AM
our last conversation was bullshit then huh? some friend you are
to quote creed: i'm 6ft from the edge, and thinking maybe 6ft ain't so far down
December 19, 2025 at 3:05 AM
to quote creed: i'm 6ft from the edge, and thinking maybe 6ft ain't so far down
genuinely just... considering throwing the towel in and giving up on everything
December 19, 2025 at 2:50 AM
genuinely just... considering throwing the towel in and giving up on everything
my ex-fiancee came over today to see our cats and it's... alarming how normal things were??? we were just catching up and smiling and it was nice? if this is how we are forever, that's enough, I think
December 18, 2025 at 2:52 PM
my ex-fiancee came over today to see our cats and it's... alarming how normal things were??? we were just catching up and smiling and it was nice? if this is how we are forever, that's enough, I think
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I am going to make it through this year if it kills me
July 12, 2025 at 12:06 AM
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me
catching a glimpse of the two men adjacent to me on the train and the way their fingers were entwined, and the way one swept the other's hair back to kiss their forehead and feeling such jealousy and a deep yearning for that type of love that I feel like someone punched me square in the stomach
December 17, 2025 at 9:46 PM
catching a glimpse of the two men adjacent to me on the train and the way their fingers were entwined, and the way one swept the other's hair back to kiss their forehead and feeling such jealousy and a deep yearning for that type of love that I feel like someone punched me square in the stomach
i stare directly at certain people who have done this about me
guy who people make up and get mad at, even though they don’t exist
December 15, 2025 at 7:11 PM
i stare directly at certain people who have done this about me
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guy who makes out with guys
December 24, 2024 at 4:24 AM
guy who makes out with guys
talkin to folks abr this fucked up situation makes me feel much better abt it all tbh
December 15, 2025 at 6:53 PM
talkin to folks abr this fucked up situation makes me feel much better abt it all tbh
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time for a little cry as a treat
December 14, 2025 at 1:13 AM
time for a little cry as a treat
sometimes dinner is two doughnuts and that's okay bc at least it's something
December 9, 2025 at 10:42 PM
sometimes dinner is two doughnuts and that's okay bc at least it's something
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kissing pretty people
November 18, 2025 at 6:56 AM
kissing pretty people