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@garconmort.bsky.social
vent account for a dead boy who wants to feel alive when his eyes are open. trigger warnings for mental health talk.
i said this but i lied, i'm crushing real hard
i'm officially just giving up on this guy lmao
January 29, 2026 at 4:10 AM
i said this but i lied, i'm crushing real hard
'Too Much' by Dove Cameron is helping get me through
January 26, 2026 at 9:08 AM
'Too Much' by Dove Cameron is helping get me through
i'm so fucked off that i cannot say ANYTHING about the situation with my ex "friend" because it'll cause issues for someone who is still friends with us both
January 26, 2026 at 12:52 AM
i'm so fucked off that i cannot say ANYTHING about the situation with my ex "friend" because it'll cause issues for someone who is still friends with us both
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🕯️Manifesting 🕯️
October 28, 2025 at 2:21 PM
🕯️Manifesting 🕯️
ugghhhhh can my commissions pls come back?? i specifically want the art i'm thinkin of making a shirt design (i have commercial licensing rights for it) to come back now...
January 20, 2026 at 11:23 PM
ugghhhhh can my commissions pls come back?? i specifically want the art i'm thinkin of making a shirt design (i have commercial licensing rights for it) to come back now...
I vaguely flirted with a hot guy today only to look him up, find out he's semi-famous, and then find out that he's spoken up in support of Israel. Ew.
January 20, 2026 at 12:46 AM
I vaguely flirted with a hot guy today only to look him up, find out he's semi-famous, and then find out that he's spoken up in support of Israel. Ew.
ALSO I am going to lose it at being part of a stream thing and realising I am the ONLY male vtuber in the roster and that everyone else is a trans woman or cis lesbian.... feelsbadman
January 16, 2026 at 2:24 AM
ALSO I am going to lose it at being part of a stream thing and realising I am the ONLY male vtuber in the roster and that everyone else is a trans woman or cis lesbian.... feelsbadman
me, any time I have to ask an artist I've commissioned to change something: crying, screaming, throwing up with anxiety
January 16, 2026 at 2:22 AM
me, any time I have to ask an artist I've commissioned to change something: crying, screaming, throwing up with anxiety
I genuinely feel like I'm going to be alone forever and that idea makes me want to fucking kms
January 12, 2026 at 8:03 PM
I genuinely feel like I'm going to be alone forever and that idea makes me want to fucking kms
dating apps have been fucking awful for my mental health and self worth
January 12, 2026 at 8:03 PM
dating apps have been fucking awful for my mental health and self worth
i'm officially just giving up on this guy lmao
January 10, 2026 at 8:32 PM
i'm officially just giving up on this guy lmao
god i just. want to like. push someone's hair out of their eyes and kiss the inside of their wrist gently, and stroke a thumb across their cheek and be in love again
January 8, 2026 at 1:50 AM
god i just. want to like. push someone's hair out of their eyes and kiss the inside of their wrist gently, and stroke a thumb across their cheek and be in love again
I just wanted this guy to think I was hot and to maybe want me
January 8, 2026 at 12:32 AM
I just wanted this guy to think I was hot and to maybe want me
I scream and I scream and I scream
January 8, 2026 at 12:31 AM
I scream and I scream and I scream
thought i had nye plans to stay somewhere n i've just been shafted a little bit teehee
December 30, 2025 at 5:26 PM
thought i had nye plans to stay somewhere n i've just been shafted a little bit teehee
really did not need my entire fucking wardrobe to break today but here we are!!!
December 30, 2025 at 12:08 PM
really did not need my entire fucking wardrobe to break today but here we are!!!
saw hot guy today and i want him to like me so much... i want him to want to kiss me or take me on a date please...
December 29, 2025 at 6:36 PM
saw hot guy today and i want him to like me so much... i want him to want to kiss me or take me on a date please...
blazing up bc i deserve it!!!!! i deserve it
December 27, 2025 at 9:16 PM
blazing up bc i deserve it!!!!! i deserve it
My sister has her boyfriend over for Christmas and I'm so jealous that she's in love that I want to scream
December 27, 2025 at 12:06 AM
My sister has her boyfriend over for Christmas and I'm so jealous that she's in love that I want to scream
I'm genuinely fucking convinced I'm not alive, something died in me so long ago and I'm a ghost piloting a corpse around
December 22, 2025 at 8:17 PM
I'm genuinely fucking convinced I'm not alive, something died in me so long ago and I'm a ghost piloting a corpse around
I spend so much time being kind, and poised, and apologetic. I faun and roll over, prostrate myself to be walked over, say thank you adoringly when people hurt me, and yet I'm still painted as aggressive. As the instigator. As the attacker.
December 22, 2025 at 8:13 PM
I spend so much time being kind, and poised, and apologetic. I faun and roll over, prostrate myself to be walked over, say thank you adoringly when people hurt me, and yet I'm still painted as aggressive. As the instigator. As the attacker.
Thinkin' about how this year would look for me if there was a 2025 life wrap up and oof lmao
December 22, 2025 at 1:46 AM
Thinkin' about how this year would look for me if there was a 2025 life wrap up and oof lmao
all this vitriol against me for (checks notes) having goals for myself???
December 21, 2025 at 1:40 AM
all this vitriol against me for (checks notes) having goals for myself???
our last conversation was bullshit then huh? some friend you are
December 19, 2025 at 11:02 AM
our last conversation was bullshit then huh? some friend you are
to quote creed: i'm 6ft from the edge, and thinking maybe 6ft ain't so far down
December 19, 2025 at 3:05 AM
to quote creed: i'm 6ft from the edge, and thinking maybe 6ft ain't so far down