Moss
@g0th1k.bsky.social
TW // CW
MDNI | hsw | edsky | anti-fatphobia | they/them
MDNI | hsw | edsky | anti-fatphobia | they/them
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Moss
@g0th1k.bsky.social
· Jan 5
Been burning a minimum of 500kcal each day. Been doing really well. Lost ~10lbs so far!
October 5, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Been burning a minimum of 500kcal each day. Been doing really well. Lost ~10lbs so far!
Eating less than 1500kcal is my goal and I've been killing it for a couple days. We are so back. I'm going to lower my intake as soon as I'm used to this amount. 🤪🤙
September 11, 2025 at 3:58 AM
Eating less than 1500kcal is my goal and I've been killing it for a couple days. We are so back. I'm going to lower my intake as soon as I'm used to this amount. 🤪🤙
So major life update. I broke off things with my "wife" - devastating. Wonder why I'm back on my bullshit lol.
August 26, 2025 at 2:27 AM
So major life update. I broke off things with my "wife" - devastating. Wonder why I'm back on my bullshit lol.
Absolutely back on my bullshit.
Got my grocery list ready for the next trip.
Got my grocery list ready for the next trip.
August 26, 2025 at 2:26 AM
Absolutely back on my bullshit.
Got my grocery list ready for the next trip.
Got my grocery list ready for the next trip.
I want to be dead. Not eating again.
June 15, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I want to be dead. Not eating again.
I'm still sad about the break up with my girlfriend.
She still comes by and hangs out and the tension between us is fairly high still. Like. Positively? I want to kiss her and she wants to kiss me too, I can tell because when I look at her too long, she blushes still. I love her to pieces.
She still comes by and hangs out and the tension between us is fairly high still. Like. Positively? I want to kiss her and she wants to kiss me too, I can tell because when I look at her too long, she blushes still. I love her to pieces.
April 7, 2025 at 5:35 AM
I'm still sad about the break up with my girlfriend.
She still comes by and hangs out and the tension between us is fairly high still. Like. Positively? I want to kiss her and she wants to kiss me too, I can tell because when I look at her too long, she blushes still. I love her to pieces.
She still comes by and hangs out and the tension between us is fairly high still. Like. Positively? I want to kiss her and she wants to kiss me too, I can tell because when I look at her too long, she blushes still. I love her to pieces.
I miss her desperately. I think I fell so hard for this girl and she's not mine anymore.
March 31, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I miss her desperately. I think I fell so hard for this girl and she's not mine anymore.
Walked out of her apartment knowing she was no longer my girlfriend was so incredibly heartbreaking. Knowing that the break up isn't my fault, but my wife's... I... I'm absolutely gutted.
March 29, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Walked out of her apartment knowing she was no longer my girlfriend was so incredibly heartbreaking. Knowing that the break up isn't my fault, but my wife's... I... I'm absolutely gutted.
I hate when my brain does this to me. I am so mentally ill. I hate everything.
March 18, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I hate when my brain does this to me. I am so mentally ill. I hate everything.
Really relapsed in my SH addiction. I think about it more than restriction these days.
March 18, 2025 at 11:15 PM
Really relapsed in my SH addiction. I think about it more than restriction these days.
There's no room for me. I'm a bad, ugly, stupid person. I need to disappear.
March 14, 2025 at 1:18 AM
There's no room for me. I'm a bad, ugly, stupid person. I need to disappear.
Giving myself a year to end it. I need to be buried by this time next year.
March 10, 2025 at 5:17 AM
Giving myself a year to end it. I need to be buried by this time next year.
I love being late to every event I plan on attending /s
March 6, 2025 at 11:56 PM
I love being late to every event I plan on attending /s
I hate being stupid, fat, and ugly. Like give me a fucking break dude.
March 2, 2025 at 6:12 AM
I hate being stupid, fat, and ugly. Like give me a fucking break dude.
Carved the word ugly into my leg earlier today. I'm losing it.
March 1, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Carved the word ugly into my leg earlier today. I'm losing it.
Hate being anxious and ugly
February 27, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Hate being anxious and ugly
Four beautiful women in my house and I'm too scared to leave the bedroom to socialize LMAO
February 27, 2025 at 9:13 PM
Four beautiful women in my house and I'm too scared to leave the bedroom to socialize LMAO
Girlfriend said she's noticed my weight dropping already and we've only been seeing each other for a month. God I am on cloud nine.
February 27, 2025 at 7:17 PM
Girlfriend said she's noticed my weight dropping already and we've only been seeing each other for a month. God I am on cloud nine.
I just .. I am so in love with my relationship right now
February 24, 2025 at 5:18 AM
I just .. I am so in love with my relationship right now
Girlfriend knows like everything regarding the eating disorder. She caught on FAST. Damn it. She literally shoves food into my hands and rewards me when I eat it. Wild feeling cared about.
February 23, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Girlfriend knows like everything regarding the eating disorder. She caught on FAST. Damn it. She literally shoves food into my hands and rewards me when I eat it. Wild feeling cared about.
Reposted by Moss
February 14, 2025 at 6:48 AM
Maintained during my normal eating week btw. Good shit.
February 15, 2025 at 7:30 AM
Maintained during my normal eating week btw. Good shit.
Few days of being off my bullshit. Now I'm back on my bullshit. No food tomorrow.
February 9, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Few days of being off my bullshit. Now I'm back on my bullshit. No food tomorrow.
I don't know how long I can wait I need to fucking hurt myself
February 6, 2025 at 6:55 AM
I don't know how long I can wait I need to fucking hurt myself