And like.. she told me that she would still be with me if it weren't for my wife's behaviors. But she doesn't want to just date me and cause issues between my wife and I. She told our mutual friend the same fucking thing. I can tell she loves me. It hurts.

I am, however, still on my bullshit and eating less than 400 when left to my own devices. So when I see her, eating a little bit more will be ok.