I guess all i'm qualified for after all is sex work. Not like any one is going to tell me no, i'll just not make money if no one wants what I am selling. Like, i'm fine with sex work, but I really would have liked being employed at a business or store or something not sex related.

Came across a cute and horny gif of this, and it just got my mind spinning on it, which helps to not focus on other things right now...

...and she returns the smile. That beautiful smile. I see hope, weaving across the void in purples and greens
, blues and yellows like, a track to race on, a track for my heart to follow. Hopfully to her. Hopefully more so with her. Across the painted road that is ours.

...and close my eyes, embracing the darkness and letting each chord shine and color a way through the darkness, unfolding my emotions and revealing what I couldn't see, what was hidden from me. I see my life. I see the beautiful Love that fills it. I stare at her, and she stares back. I smile...