forceps
@forceps.bsky.social
it/he/she (*´ー｀*) previously forceps on vent
this is a vent acct and generally a social diary
this is a vent acct and generally a social diary
Freaking out badly fuck my life
February 9, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Freaking out badly fuck my life
Classwork is also just kicking my ass bc i feel like im touching a hot stove anytime im not distracted
February 6, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Classwork is also just kicking my ass bc i feel like im touching a hot stove anytime im not distracted
Yesterday i was thinking wow, ive been doing really great lately. I dont even want to kill myself or anything. And then i immediately had some sort of Event for like an hour and now i want to die again
February 6, 2025 at 5:05 PM
Yesterday i was thinking wow, ive been doing really great lately. I dont even want to kill myself or anything. And then i immediately had some sort of Event for like an hour and now i want to die again
i fear im just becoming a deeply unpleasant person
February 6, 2025 at 4:58 PM
i fear im just becoming a deeply unpleasant person
I talk really big game about killing myself all the time but i never will. its always too close to me for comfort. it follows me. if i come close to losing another friend, if i DO lose a friend this time, i dont know how ill even be able to look in the mirror
January 22, 2025 at 10:26 AM
I talk really big game about killing myself all the time but i never will. its always too close to me for comfort. it follows me. if i come close to losing another friend, if i DO lose a friend this time, i dont know how ill even be able to look in the mirror
and what are you gonna do about it? Idk. Wish i wasnt born or something. itll pass. i have to wait for it to pass. But fucking everything is happening tonight.
January 19, 2025 at 4:59 AM
and what are you gonna do about it? Idk. Wish i wasnt born or something. itll pass. i have to wait for it to pass. But fucking everything is happening tonight.
Horrible fucking night
January 19, 2025 at 4:28 AM
Horrible fucking night
Frownful. i need to reply to people today. i feel awful
January 16, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Frownful. i need to reply to people today. i feel awful
i just qant it to be over. everythings so overwhelming i might as well just stop talking to everyone bcs im never not gonna be doing this lol
January 15, 2025 at 3:44 AM
i just qant it to be over. everythings so overwhelming i might as well just stop talking to everyone bcs im never not gonna be doing this lol
Im still thinking abt the fact that i was like "if one more thing happens im gonna explode" and then TWO more things happened
January 11, 2025 at 10:54 AM
Im still thinking abt the fact that i was like "if one more thing happens im gonna explode" and then TWO more things happened
Talking with 🦌 about how much things fucking suck right now
January 11, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Talking with 🦌 about how much things fucking suck right now
dawg i gotta kill myself
January 11, 2025 at 4:35 AM
dawg i gotta kill myself
Feels like my heart is breaking into a million pieces a little bit
January 10, 2025 at 12:02 PM
Feels like my heart is breaking into a million pieces a little bit
Wait i forgot every new years ever has sucked for me i feel so much better now lol
January 1, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Wait i forgot every new years ever has sucked for me i feel so much better now lol
Fuck the new year fuck being alive
January 1, 2025 at 3:33 AM
Fuck the new year fuck being alive
often when i try to be vulnerable/open im talked to like im being cagey. i cant help it. i wish i was braver but i have to dance around everything im saying just to even be able to say it
December 31, 2024 at 10:13 AM
often when i try to be vulnerable/open im talked to like im being cagey. i cant help it. i wish i was braver but i have to dance around everything im saying just to even be able to say it
dim sum im so excited
December 29, 2024 at 9:10 PM
dim sum im so excited
God im a horrible person
December 29, 2024 at 11:19 AM
God im a horrible person
substance abuse can fix this
December 29, 2024 at 7:56 AM
substance abuse can fix this
distracting myself by cleaning is truly the win of the century
December 29, 2024 at 12:57 AM
distracting myself by cleaning is truly the win of the century
i probably have ocd but i have a job and classes and a boyfriend and a personal project . No time for that goku
December 29, 2024 at 12:39 AM
i probably have ocd but i have a job and classes and a boyfriend and a personal project . No time for that goku
Meoweowww meowewwwww eowwww
December 28, 2024 at 8:59 AM
Meoweowww meowewwwww eowwww
Finally relaxing at the end of the night watching vote4holt yay
December 26, 2024 at 6:39 AM
Finally relaxing at the end of the night watching vote4holt yay
merry christmas to those who celebrate 👍
December 25, 2024 at 5:30 PM
merry christmas to those who celebrate 👍