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foepause.bsky.social
Brian is awake + aware
@foepause.bsky.social
Love all people+God. At times music producer, moreso MH therapist, mostly husband to the best person I know+father to 3 amazing children (inc. 2 lovely humans w autism). Music+NBA/Lakers+fantasy/horror lit fan. 9w1. Empathy+Self-care. You’re great/Be you.🤍
New song I’m working on that I’m pretty happy with. It’s a banger.

“Joy-oy-enjoy.”
October 4, 2025 at 12:29 AM
This one is called “please let me live” and has shimmery guitar + nostalgic longing.
July 21, 2025 at 7:04 PM
This one is called “show me love” and has an initial trap sound with playground chant but speeds up eerie and angsty accompanied by strings before bottoming out.
July 21, 2025 at 5:00 PM
This one is called “i’m different” - and is dark, frenetic, propulsive
July 21, 2025 at 4:14 PM
This one is called “love me somehow” - chill, beautiful, layered.
July 21, 2025 at 4:09 PM
This one is called “feel I’m getting older” - it’s one of two indie rock tracks on the album. It’s a more eclectic album than some of I’ve released. I’ll try to put a few more clips to give a feel. There are 9 tracks on the album.
July 21, 2025 at 5:42 AM
And it builds to a different part. Not the whole song but should give you a sense of different parts.
March 12, 2025 at 7:30 PM
Here it continues.
March 12, 2025 at 7:07 PM